1 00:00:04,820 --> 00:01:05,509 [Music] 2 00:01:10,149 --> 00:01:08,070 hey everyone welcome to due to the ufo 3 00:01:12,630 --> 00:01:10,159 have live stream today's guest is going 4 00:01:15,190 --> 00:01:12,640 to be bonnie jean mitchell and we'll be 5 00:01:17,190 --> 00:01:15,200 talking about her book called the shift 6 00:01:18,710 --> 00:01:17,200 a lifetime of contact leading to higher 7 00:01:21,030 --> 00:01:18,720 consciousness 8 00:01:23,109 --> 00:01:21,040 i will get to bonnie in a second and as 9 00:01:25,350 --> 00:01:23,119 always we will get into her background 10 00:01:27,030 --> 00:01:25,360 information but first for those watching 11 00:01:27,830 --> 00:01:27,040 i would like to let you know that you 12 00:01:30,630 --> 00:01:27,840 can 13 00:01:32,630 --> 00:01:30,640 later on during the q a section uh ask 14 00:01:35,350 --> 00:01:32,640 bonnie some questions you can submit 15 00:01:37,030 --> 00:01:35,360 them on twitch or youtube uh if you 16 00:01:39,030 --> 00:01:37,040 happen to be watching 17 00:01:41,270 --> 00:01:39,040 or you can 18 00:01:44,069 --> 00:01:41,280 talk to bonnie directly over telegram 19 00:01:46,310 --> 00:01:44,079 and ask via voice because uh we'll live 20 00:01:48,149 --> 00:01:46,320 streaming on youtube twitch and voice 21 00:01:49,670 --> 00:01:48,159 only over telegram 22 00:01:51,990 --> 00:01:49,680 for the 23 00:01:54,149 --> 00:01:52,000 submitted question portion written if 24 00:01:56,310 --> 00:01:54,159 you could please put three asterisks 25 00:01:57,670 --> 00:01:56,320 before the question so that it pops out 26 00:01:59,990 --> 00:01:57,680 at me and i know it's a question for 27 00:02:01,670 --> 00:02:00,000 bonnie and not just the regular chatter 28 00:02:03,510 --> 00:02:01,680 in the chat 29 00:02:05,429 --> 00:02:03,520 of course in telegram 30 00:02:07,590 --> 00:02:05,439 you can join the group that's going on 31 00:02:10,150 --> 00:02:07,600 right now the link is in the description 32 00:02:13,190 --> 00:02:10,160 below this video uh where you can uh 33 00:02:15,190 --> 00:02:13,200 listen in and uh there's a little um 34 00:02:17,350 --> 00:02:15,200 icon where it looks like a person is 35 00:02:19,030 --> 00:02:17,360 raising their hand just tap on that and 36 00:02:20,150 --> 00:02:19,040 i'll add you to my queue to ask a 37 00:02:21,510 --> 00:02:20,160 question 38 00:02:23,750 --> 00:02:21,520 but um 39 00:02:24,630 --> 00:02:23,760 other than that um 40 00:02:26,710 --> 00:02:24,640 uh 41 00:02:28,630 --> 00:02:26,720 i think this is all the information i 42 00:02:30,390 --> 00:02:28,640 have oh yeah and just recently i got 43 00:02:33,670 --> 00:02:30,400 back on twitter so 44 00:02:35,589 --> 00:02:33,680 um i will be posting uh just links and 45 00:02:38,390 --> 00:02:35,599 updates on on there as well 46 00:02:39,910 --> 00:02:38,400 and so for those of you that have a 47 00:02:43,030 --> 00:02:39,920 twitter account 48 00:02:46,070 --> 00:02:43,040 you can keep up to date that way as well 49 00:02:47,350 --> 00:02:46,080 all right so let me um let me bring in 50 00:02:50,390 --> 00:02:47,360 bonnie 51 00:02:53,030 --> 00:02:50,400 and then now we'll go from there uh 52 00:02:55,270 --> 00:02:53,040 welcome bonnie how are you 53 00:02:56,150 --> 00:02:55,280 hi adnan i'm doing great how are you 54 00:03:00,949 --> 00:02:56,160 doing 55 00:03:03,270 --> 00:03:00,959 uh able able to connect and do this 56 00:03:04,710 --> 00:03:03,280 today i know you reached out to me quite 57 00:03:07,110 --> 00:03:04,720 some time ago 58 00:03:09,910 --> 00:03:07,120 and um i had to postpone what it's been 59 00:03:12,229 --> 00:03:09,920 at least several months now and yeah i'm 60 00:03:14,630 --> 00:03:12,239 glad we made this happen 61 00:03:16,550 --> 00:03:14,640 yeah me too i'm glad to be here 62 00:03:18,550 --> 00:03:16,560 well bonnie i figured especially for a 63 00:03:20,309 --> 00:03:18,560 first-time guest if you could um please 64 00:03:23,670 --> 00:03:20,319 start out getting into your background 65 00:03:26,470 --> 00:03:23,680 information and tell us about you and 66 00:03:29,030 --> 00:03:26,480 how how everything evolved for you and 67 00:03:30,710 --> 00:03:29,040 then we'll take it from there 68 00:03:34,070 --> 00:03:30,720 okay great 69 00:03:35,830 --> 00:03:34,080 well i'm a lifelong contactee 70 00:03:37,830 --> 00:03:35,840 and i 71 00:03:40,070 --> 00:03:37,840 this has been happening my whole life it 72 00:03:44,149 --> 00:03:40,080 started when i was four years old and 73 00:03:45,030 --> 00:03:44,159 i'm 54 now so it's been 50 years 74 00:03:48,070 --> 00:03:45,040 and 75 00:03:49,110 --> 00:03:48,080 i run the website called alien abduction 76 00:03:52,630 --> 00:03:49,120 help 77 00:03:54,710 --> 00:03:52,640 i started that in the year 2000 78 00:03:57,270 --> 00:03:54,720 and i also have the website awakened 79 00:04:00,630 --> 00:03:57,280 video with my husband john 80 00:04:03,350 --> 00:04:00,640 and we make a lot of videos about just 81 00:04:04,949 --> 00:04:03,360 everything uh paranormal metaphysical 82 00:04:05,830 --> 00:04:04,959 things that the government doesn't tell 83 00:04:07,509 --> 00:04:05,840 you 84 00:04:09,990 --> 00:04:07,519 we've got a lot of different categories 85 00:04:14,229 --> 00:04:10,000 there we like to bring out the truth 86 00:04:15,830 --> 00:04:14,239 so we like to awaken people 87 00:04:17,909 --> 00:04:15,840 i 88 00:04:21,430 --> 00:04:17,919 let's see 89 00:04:22,550 --> 00:04:21,440 i guess it was about the year 1989 90 00:04:24,469 --> 00:04:22,560 i 91 00:04:26,070 --> 00:04:24,479 reached out to the edgar cayce 92 00:04:29,270 --> 00:04:26,080 foundation 93 00:04:30,950 --> 00:04:29,280 um which is also called the are or the 94 00:04:32,230 --> 00:04:30,960 association for research and 95 00:04:35,990 --> 00:04:32,240 enlightenment 96 00:04:38,070 --> 00:04:36,000 and they're in virginia beach virginia 97 00:04:41,670 --> 00:04:38,080 i was getting a 98 00:04:43,670 --> 00:04:41,680 magazine from them called venture inward 99 00:04:46,150 --> 00:04:43,680 and because i was having these 100 00:04:48,550 --> 00:04:46,160 experiences and at the time i really 101 00:04:51,110 --> 00:04:48,560 didn't have anybody to talk to 102 00:04:53,350 --> 00:04:51,120 because it was really picking up heavily 103 00:04:57,749 --> 00:04:53,360 for me in my early 20s 104 00:05:00,230 --> 00:04:57,759 so in 1988 i was 20 years old and i was 105 00:05:02,390 --> 00:05:00,240 having a lot of experiences and 106 00:05:04,390 --> 00:05:02,400 you know there was no internet yet so i 107 00:05:05,909 --> 00:05:04,400 couldn't just go online and look it up 108 00:05:09,029 --> 00:05:05,919 or connect with people 109 00:05:12,629 --> 00:05:09,039 so i i sent a letter in to the pen pal 110 00:05:14,790 --> 00:05:12,639 section of venture inward magazine 111 00:05:16,710 --> 00:05:14,800 and i ended up hearing back from about 112 00:05:19,430 --> 00:05:16,720 25 people 113 00:05:21,350 --> 00:05:19,440 and they these people wrote letters to 114 00:05:23,350 --> 00:05:21,360 me like handwritten letters that were 115 00:05:25,749 --> 00:05:23,360 delivered through the post office 116 00:05:27,350 --> 00:05:25,759 those are back in the old days 117 00:05:29,110 --> 00:05:27,360 and um 118 00:05:31,590 --> 00:05:29,120 it was really great 119 00:05:34,150 --> 00:05:31,600 most of the people were 120 00:05:37,189 --> 00:05:34,160 had seen ufos 121 00:05:39,749 --> 00:05:37,199 and a smaller majority had actually 122 00:05:41,189 --> 00:05:39,759 been in contact with the occupants of 123 00:05:43,830 --> 00:05:41,199 the ufos 124 00:05:45,430 --> 00:05:43,840 so it was great for me i had some people 125 00:05:47,270 --> 00:05:45,440 to interact with 126 00:05:50,070 --> 00:05:47,280 so i got a 127 00:05:53,909 --> 00:05:50,080 letter from the editor of venture inward 128 00:05:56,390 --> 00:05:53,919 magazine his name was robert smith 129 00:05:58,230 --> 00:05:56,400 and he was really curious about 130 00:06:00,469 --> 00:05:58,240 you know did i hear back from anybody 131 00:06:03,590 --> 00:06:00,479 and i was yeah like 25 people wrote back 132 00:06:05,510 --> 00:06:03,600 and he was so surprised and he said that 133 00:06:09,189 --> 00:06:05,520 the people over at the 134 00:06:12,230 --> 00:06:09,199 are the edgar cayce foundation 135 00:06:15,390 --> 00:06:12,240 they had been talking about 136 00:06:17,590 --> 00:06:15,400 writing an article about ufos and 137 00:06:19,189 --> 00:06:17,600 extraterrestrials but they were really 138 00:06:20,950 --> 00:06:19,199 unsure if their audience would be 139 00:06:22,870 --> 00:06:20,960 interested or not 140 00:06:25,830 --> 00:06:22,880 so just the fact that i wrote into the 141 00:06:28,550 --> 00:06:25,840 pen pal section and heard from 25 people 142 00:06:31,830 --> 00:06:28,560 kind of inspired them 143 00:06:34,550 --> 00:06:31,840 to do more about it and so 144 00:06:37,430 --> 00:06:34,560 two very nice ladies from the area came 145 00:06:38,950 --> 00:06:37,440 to my house to interview me 146 00:06:41,350 --> 00:06:38,960 and 147 00:06:42,550 --> 00:06:41,360 that article ran in venture inward 148 00:06:44,309 --> 00:06:42,560 magazine 149 00:06:46,950 --> 00:06:44,319 not for a couple of years afterwards i 150 00:06:49,510 --> 00:06:46,960 think it was 1992 when they ran the 151 00:06:52,790 --> 00:06:49,520 article and then they also ran an 152 00:06:55,189 --> 00:06:52,800 article about dr john mack from 153 00:06:57,510 --> 00:06:55,199 harvard university who 154 00:06:58,870 --> 00:06:57,520 was a psychiatrist there and a professor 155 00:07:01,270 --> 00:06:58,880 there and he was 156 00:07:04,150 --> 00:07:01,280 researching and looking into the alien 157 00:07:05,909 --> 00:07:04,160 abduction phenomenon and he was 158 00:07:07,749 --> 00:07:05,919 interviewing people and and doing a lot 159 00:07:11,749 --> 00:07:07,759 of work into it 160 00:07:13,589 --> 00:07:11,759 so lo and behold i think it was 1993 the 161 00:07:16,950 --> 00:07:13,599 the edgar cayce foundation had their 162 00:07:19,110 --> 00:07:16,960 very first ufo conference 163 00:07:20,870 --> 00:07:19,120 all because i had written this letter to 164 00:07:22,950 --> 00:07:20,880 the pen pal section 165 00:07:24,870 --> 00:07:22,960 so amazing how that worked out and i got 166 00:07:26,629 --> 00:07:24,880 to go to the conference and i was there 167 00:07:29,510 --> 00:07:26,639 with 168 00:07:31,990 --> 00:07:29,520 dr john mack and bud hopkins and a 169 00:07:33,510 --> 00:07:32,000 number of other speakers 170 00:07:35,909 --> 00:07:33,520 so that was really great for me and i 171 00:07:38,469 --> 00:07:35,919 was like really you know empowering and 172 00:07:40,150 --> 00:07:38,479 let me know that i wasn't alone and 173 00:07:42,390 --> 00:07:40,160 there's a lot of people who have these 174 00:07:45,909 --> 00:07:42,400 experiences 175 00:07:48,309 --> 00:07:45,919 so um after that i 176 00:07:49,749 --> 00:07:48,319 i actually did a comic strip for ufo 177 00:07:52,550 --> 00:07:49,759 magazine 178 00:07:54,309 --> 00:07:52,560 for a number of years i think it was 179 00:07:56,629 --> 00:07:54,319 2006 180 00:07:58,790 --> 00:07:56,639 through 2008. 181 00:08:00,390 --> 00:07:58,800 uh so that was fun 182 00:08:03,029 --> 00:08:00,400 and 183 00:08:06,230 --> 00:08:03,039 basically i 184 00:08:08,790 --> 00:08:06,240 what i do is i um you know help people 185 00:08:11,350 --> 00:08:08,800 with their experiences i'm i've got the 186 00:08:13,350 --> 00:08:11,360 website alien abduction help 187 00:08:16,710 --> 00:08:13,360 i've got a forum there where people come 188 00:08:20,070 --> 00:08:16,720 and they talk about their experiences 189 00:08:22,629 --> 00:08:20,080 and i've written two books about it 190 00:08:23,749 --> 00:08:22,639 journey with the star people and the 191 00:08:25,830 --> 00:08:23,759 shift 192 00:08:28,150 --> 00:08:25,840 which is my newest book came out about 193 00:08:31,350 --> 00:08:28,160 six months ago 194 00:08:34,310 --> 00:08:31,360 so my two books are basically my life 195 00:08:36,469 --> 00:08:34,320 story it's my spiritual journey with the 196 00:08:37,350 --> 00:08:36,479 star people 197 00:08:40,230 --> 00:08:37,360 and 198 00:08:41,909 --> 00:08:40,240 the shift is really relevant to what 199 00:08:44,550 --> 00:08:41,919 we're going through right now because we 200 00:08:46,870 --> 00:08:44,560 are shifting we're having this 201 00:08:48,630 --> 00:08:46,880 this great awakening that humanity is 202 00:08:51,750 --> 00:08:48,640 going through 203 00:08:54,389 --> 00:08:51,760 um so that's basically about me you know 204 00:08:56,710 --> 00:08:54,399 who i am and if you'd like i can just 205 00:08:58,550 --> 00:08:56,720 start from the beginning when this all 206 00:08:59,829 --> 00:08:58,560 when this all began for me when i was 207 00:09:01,350 --> 00:08:59,839 pleased 208 00:09:02,550 --> 00:09:01,360 please do okay 209 00:09:03,430 --> 00:09:02,560 okay 210 00:09:05,910 --> 00:09:03,440 so 211 00:09:08,949 --> 00:09:05,920 when i was four years old i i lived in 212 00:09:11,350 --> 00:09:08,959 virginia with my parents 213 00:09:13,590 --> 00:09:11,360 we lived at the foot the foothills of 214 00:09:15,590 --> 00:09:13,600 the blue ridge mountains uh in a little 215 00:09:17,829 --> 00:09:15,600 log cabin and it was 216 00:09:19,030 --> 00:09:17,839 it was like a fairy tale life you know 217 00:09:21,110 --> 00:09:19,040 it was just 218 00:09:24,949 --> 00:09:21,120 i was a little girl who loved to be 219 00:09:27,750 --> 00:09:24,959 outside playing all day about nature and 220 00:09:30,150 --> 00:09:27,760 it was paradise for me 221 00:09:31,290 --> 00:09:30,160 and so uh my parents were very loving 222 00:09:33,110 --> 00:09:31,300 and kind and 223 00:09:34,949 --> 00:09:33,120 [Music] 224 00:09:38,230 --> 00:09:34,959 you know just it was great it was great 225 00:09:39,430 --> 00:09:38,240 growing up with them in that location 226 00:09:40,949 --> 00:09:39,440 and so 227 00:09:43,590 --> 00:09:40,959 at night time 228 00:09:45,829 --> 00:09:43,600 um when my parents would say good night 229 00:09:46,949 --> 00:09:45,839 to me they'd come and tuck me into bed 230 00:09:48,949 --> 00:09:46,959 and 231 00:09:52,150 --> 00:09:48,959 sometimes they read to me or saying to 232 00:09:54,710 --> 00:09:52,160 me i was very very lucky little girl 233 00:09:57,269 --> 00:09:54,720 to have such love loving parents 234 00:09:59,190 --> 00:09:57,279 um but when they would go 235 00:10:01,269 --> 00:09:59,200 out of the room they'd shut the light 236 00:10:04,310 --> 00:10:01,279 off and close the door and 237 00:10:08,150 --> 00:10:04,320 i'd be alone in this dark room well i 238 00:10:10,630 --> 00:10:08,160 wasn't scared but just really curious 239 00:10:12,870 --> 00:10:10,640 and i kept my eyes open 240 00:10:14,470 --> 00:10:12,880 to see what i could see 241 00:10:15,590 --> 00:10:14,480 so i started doing this thing every 242 00:10:16,949 --> 00:10:15,600 night 243 00:10:19,190 --> 00:10:16,959 where i would just 244 00:10:21,910 --> 00:10:19,200 stay awake for as long as i could laying 245 00:10:24,470 --> 00:10:21,920 there in my bed and kind of looking 246 00:10:27,590 --> 00:10:24,480 staring into the darkness 247 00:10:30,470 --> 00:10:27,600 and i started to see images 248 00:10:33,030 --> 00:10:30,480 and these were almost like they were on 249 00:10:37,030 --> 00:10:33,040 a screen like kind of like a couple feet 250 00:10:39,190 --> 00:10:37,040 in front of me in front of my forehead 251 00:10:41,350 --> 00:10:39,200 and i would see things that i really 252 00:10:43,590 --> 00:10:41,360 liked like toys 253 00:10:45,829 --> 00:10:43,600 candy ice cream 254 00:10:46,949 --> 00:10:45,839 things that i was interested in 255 00:10:49,750 --> 00:10:46,959 and 256 00:10:51,750 --> 00:10:49,760 these images were were glowing like even 257 00:10:53,670 --> 00:10:51,760 though i was in this dark room 258 00:10:55,350 --> 00:10:53,680 these were lit up like the outline of 259 00:10:57,430 --> 00:10:55,360 the images would be all lit up with 260 00:10:59,350 --> 00:10:57,440 different colors it was really 261 00:11:00,550 --> 00:10:59,360 really fascinating 262 00:11:06,949 --> 00:11:00,560 and 263 00:11:09,509 --> 00:11:06,959 pretty soon 264 00:11:12,150 --> 00:11:09,519 i started to see people 265 00:11:13,750 --> 00:11:12,160 walking into my bedroom and these were 266 00:11:15,750 --> 00:11:13,760 humans 267 00:11:18,949 --> 00:11:15,760 they would walk right up to my bed and 268 00:11:22,389 --> 00:11:18,959 usually with only two of them sometimes 269 00:11:24,470 --> 00:11:22,399 three but they were very friendly people 270 00:11:25,509 --> 00:11:24,480 and they'd walk up to the side of my bed 271 00:11:29,110 --> 00:11:25,519 and 272 00:11:31,430 --> 00:11:29,120 they were trying to speak to me 273 00:11:33,350 --> 00:11:31,440 and i could see their lips moving and 274 00:11:34,870 --> 00:11:33,360 you know they were they were completely 275 00:11:37,110 --> 00:11:34,880 animated they were moving they were 276 00:11:38,710 --> 00:11:37,120 really there but i could never hear what 277 00:11:41,670 --> 00:11:38,720 they were saying 278 00:11:44,389 --> 00:11:41,680 and it was like there was a wall between 279 00:11:45,990 --> 00:11:44,399 us like maybe a window or some kind of 280 00:11:47,110 --> 00:11:46,000 glass 281 00:11:47,910 --> 00:11:47,120 wall 282 00:11:50,069 --> 00:11:47,920 where 283 00:11:51,670 --> 00:11:50,079 you know they couldn't touch me and i 284 00:11:54,310 --> 00:11:51,680 couldn't hear them talking but we could 285 00:11:56,870 --> 00:11:54,320 see each other just fine 286 00:11:59,030 --> 00:11:56,880 and i wonder now looking back on it if 287 00:12:00,230 --> 00:11:59,040 maybe these 288 00:12:01,990 --> 00:12:00,240 these people could have been my 289 00:12:04,629 --> 00:12:02,000 great-grandparents or something coming 290 00:12:07,910 --> 00:12:04,639 to visit me 291 00:12:10,389 --> 00:12:07,920 and um also i realized now that the 292 00:12:13,190 --> 00:12:10,399 images that i was seeing in the dark 293 00:12:14,629 --> 00:12:13,200 were probably being projected from my 294 00:12:18,470 --> 00:12:14,639 third eye 295 00:12:20,310 --> 00:12:18,480 active my whole life 296 00:12:22,230 --> 00:12:20,320 and i've been able to see a lot of 297 00:12:23,030 --> 00:12:22,240 things with it 298 00:12:25,350 --> 00:12:23,040 so 299 00:12:27,750 --> 00:12:25,360 you know i i got used to this seeing the 300 00:12:29,110 --> 00:12:27,760 images in the dark and seeing humans 301 00:12:32,310 --> 00:12:29,120 walk into my room that that was 302 00:12:34,550 --> 00:12:32,320 happening for a couple of years 303 00:12:35,430 --> 00:12:34,560 uh but one night 304 00:13:15,670 --> 00:12:35,440 i 305 00:13:17,590 --> 00:13:15,680 so these 306 00:13:19,670 --> 00:13:17,600 two star people 307 00:13:21,590 --> 00:13:19,680 uh were holding hands and walking 308 00:13:23,269 --> 00:13:21,600 towards the foot of my bed 309 00:13:24,790 --> 00:13:23,279 which made me feel 310 00:13:27,030 --> 00:13:24,800 a little bit like you know oh they're 311 00:13:29,750 --> 00:13:27,040 friendly they're holding hands but 312 00:13:31,190 --> 00:13:29,760 i got scared and i screamed and my 313 00:13:33,670 --> 00:13:31,200 mother came running 314 00:13:34,949 --> 00:13:33,680 into the room and as she came into the 315 00:13:35,829 --> 00:13:34,959 room 316 00:13:40,629 --> 00:13:35,839 they 317 00:13:43,910 --> 00:13:40,639 from my view 318 00:13:46,230 --> 00:13:43,920 and perhaps it was a change in my own 319 00:13:48,150 --> 00:13:46,240 conscious awareness or whatever state of 320 00:13:50,710 --> 00:13:48,160 awareness i was in might have shifted 321 00:13:52,550 --> 00:13:50,720 when my mother came in 322 00:13:55,670 --> 00:13:52,560 but anyway she came in and sat with me 323 00:13:57,189 --> 00:13:55,680 and i told her what happened 324 00:13:59,030 --> 00:13:57,199 so that was the first time i saw the 325 00:14:01,509 --> 00:13:59,040 star people 326 00:14:04,790 --> 00:14:01,519 and then um while i continued doing this 327 00:14:06,790 --> 00:14:04,800 thing at night with my third eye and 328 00:14:08,870 --> 00:14:06,800 one night i was 329 00:14:12,069 --> 00:14:08,880 in bed with my mother 330 00:14:15,430 --> 00:14:12,079 i was four or five at the time 331 00:14:16,710 --> 00:14:15,440 and i woke up during the night and 332 00:14:18,310 --> 00:14:16,720 i saw 333 00:14:20,310 --> 00:14:18,320 you know floating above me a couple of 334 00:14:23,590 --> 00:14:20,320 feet above me 335 00:14:25,430 --> 00:14:23,600 this play tea set it was like a teapot 336 00:14:27,350 --> 00:14:25,440 and all the little cups and everything 337 00:14:29,269 --> 00:14:27,360 on this tray 338 00:14:32,870 --> 00:14:29,279 and it was something that i wanted to 339 00:14:35,269 --> 00:14:32,880 have so i could have tea with my dolls 340 00:14:37,110 --> 00:14:35,279 and so i could see this i was i was 341 00:14:38,389 --> 00:14:37,120 literally projecting it with my third 342 00:14:41,189 --> 00:14:38,399 eye 343 00:14:43,189 --> 00:14:41,199 and to me it looked so real and i i 344 00:14:46,310 --> 00:14:43,199 wanted to grab it so i reached out my 345 00:14:48,470 --> 00:14:46,320 hand to try to get it but i just could 346 00:14:49,910 --> 00:14:48,480 not grab it it seemed like i couldn't 347 00:14:53,670 --> 00:14:49,920 reach it 348 00:14:55,910 --> 00:14:53,680 so i decided to stand up in the bed 349 00:14:58,310 --> 00:14:55,920 and i still couldn't reach it and i 350 00:15:00,389 --> 00:14:58,320 started jumping up and down which woke 351 00:15:02,470 --> 00:15:00,399 my mother up of course 352 00:15:04,470 --> 00:15:02,480 and i'm just like jumping and reaching 353 00:15:06,310 --> 00:15:04,480 and then i realized that my hand is 354 00:15:08,790 --> 00:15:06,320 actually going through 355 00:15:11,269 --> 00:15:08,800 the image 356 00:15:12,790 --> 00:15:11,279 and my mother 357 00:15:13,750 --> 00:15:12,800 she didn't know what was going on she's 358 00:15:16,310 --> 00:15:13,760 like 359 00:15:18,550 --> 00:15:16,320 bonnie what are you doing 360 00:15:21,110 --> 00:15:18,560 i said oh mommy i'm trying to grab that 361 00:15:22,629 --> 00:15:21,120 play tea set up there no i can't you see 362 00:15:23,829 --> 00:15:22,639 it up there and 363 00:15:27,350 --> 00:15:23,839 she didn't know what i was talking about 364 00:15:29,110 --> 00:15:27,360 she couldn't see it of course and 365 00:15:32,150 --> 00:15:29,120 i realized that she was getting a little 366 00:15:33,990 --> 00:15:32,160 frightened so i stopped and i sat down 367 00:15:35,990 --> 00:15:34,000 next to her and i 368 00:15:37,590 --> 00:15:36,000 i described it to her i told her what 369 00:15:39,030 --> 00:15:37,600 happened and 370 00:15:40,550 --> 00:15:39,040 you know she didn't really know what was 371 00:15:42,389 --> 00:15:40,560 going on but 372 00:15:45,670 --> 00:15:42,399 it's funny because i was talking to her 373 00:15:47,910 --> 00:15:45,680 about this um probably about a month ago 374 00:15:50,470 --> 00:15:47,920 and she remembers it very well 375 00:15:52,069 --> 00:15:50,480 and we were laughing about it 376 00:15:54,629 --> 00:15:52,079 and she still doesn't really get it you 377 00:15:56,310 --> 00:15:54,639 know what was happening with me but 378 00:15:57,590 --> 00:15:56,320 i'm pretty sure that was my third eye 379 00:16:00,389 --> 00:15:57,600 working 380 00:16:01,670 --> 00:16:00,399 so that's the kind of you know child 381 00:16:04,550 --> 00:16:01,680 that i was 382 00:16:07,590 --> 00:16:04,560 very open-minded and 383 00:16:11,189 --> 00:16:07,600 also at four years old 384 00:16:13,829 --> 00:16:11,199 i had a really good sense of who i was 385 00:16:15,910 --> 00:16:13,839 and why i came here 386 00:16:23,749 --> 00:16:15,920 i 387 00:16:26,389 --> 00:16:23,759 and 388 00:16:27,910 --> 00:16:26,399 i knew that as i got a little bit older 389 00:16:31,670 --> 00:16:27,920 and i went to school through 390 00:16:33,189 --> 00:16:31,680 indoctrination i would forget who i was 391 00:16:36,790 --> 00:16:33,199 and um 392 00:16:39,829 --> 00:16:36,800 i also knew that it would be 393 00:16:41,749 --> 00:16:39,839 it would be a lonely path 394 00:16:44,069 --> 00:16:41,759 but you know even as a four-year-old i 395 00:16:46,310 --> 00:16:44,079 felt really strong inside and i i felt 396 00:16:49,189 --> 00:16:46,320 brave and i knew that i could do it 397 00:16:51,030 --> 00:16:49,199 i also knew that before the end of this 398 00:16:53,829 --> 00:16:51,040 physical incarnation 399 00:16:55,030 --> 00:16:53,839 that i would remember who i was again 400 00:16:56,389 --> 00:16:55,040 so 401 00:16:58,310 --> 00:16:56,399 these were my thoughts as a 402 00:16:59,910 --> 00:16:58,320 four-year-old 403 00:17:01,749 --> 00:16:59,920 so then 404 00:17:04,390 --> 00:17:01,759 i'm gonna just jump forward to when i 405 00:17:06,710 --> 00:17:04,400 was seven years old 406 00:17:09,029 --> 00:17:06,720 and so 407 00:17:10,789 --> 00:17:09,039 something happened between the ages of 408 00:17:13,669 --> 00:17:10,799 four and seven that i'd have no 409 00:17:15,590 --> 00:17:13,679 recollection of 410 00:17:20,710 --> 00:17:15,600 because by the time i was seven years 411 00:17:25,029 --> 00:17:23,110 so i was still doing this thing at night 412 00:17:27,189 --> 00:17:25,039 where i'd lay in the dark and i just 413 00:17:29,430 --> 00:17:27,199 keep my eyes open and i'd see all kinds 414 00:17:33,669 --> 00:17:29,440 of images and people walking into my 415 00:17:36,070 --> 00:17:33,679 room trying to talk to me and 416 00:17:37,990 --> 00:17:36,080 i had this experience one night when i 417 00:17:39,990 --> 00:17:38,000 was seven 418 00:17:41,909 --> 00:17:40,000 i was looking at the dolls 419 00:17:43,350 --> 00:17:41,919 on my shelf 420 00:17:45,510 --> 00:17:43,360 there was a little bit of light in the 421 00:17:47,270 --> 00:17:45,520 room so i could see them across the room 422 00:17:49,669 --> 00:17:47,280 on the shelf 423 00:17:52,870 --> 00:17:49,679 and as i was laying there staring at 424 00:17:54,470 --> 00:17:52,880 them they started moving their eyes and 425 00:17:55,990 --> 00:17:54,480 their mouths 426 00:17:58,070 --> 00:17:56,000 and i 427 00:18:00,630 --> 00:17:58,080 got scared and just pulled the covers up 428 00:18:02,390 --> 00:18:00,640 over my head i was like nope that's 429 00:18:04,230 --> 00:18:02,400 that's a little bit too far 430 00:18:05,669 --> 00:18:04,240 i don't want to see that 431 00:18:12,150 --> 00:18:05,679 and 432 00:18:15,190 --> 00:18:12,160 they were still coming to life 433 00:18:16,470 --> 00:18:15,200 and so i kind of accepted it and i laid 434 00:18:19,430 --> 00:18:16,480 there and i looked 435 00:18:23,110 --> 00:18:19,440 just watched them and 436 00:18:25,750 --> 00:18:23,120 i think that my state of consciousness 437 00:18:29,510 --> 00:18:25,760 was shifting 438 00:18:31,669 --> 00:18:29,520 and i watched these dolls two of them 439 00:18:34,150 --> 00:18:31,679 step off of the shelf 440 00:18:37,430 --> 00:18:34,160 and as they stepped down they grew in 441 00:18:38,630 --> 00:18:37,440 size to about three and a half foot four 442 00:18:41,270 --> 00:18:38,640 foot tall 443 00:18:44,310 --> 00:18:41,280 and they turned into star people 444 00:18:47,110 --> 00:18:44,320 and they walked right up to my bed 445 00:18:48,710 --> 00:18:47,120 one of them walked up right to my pillow 446 00:18:49,750 --> 00:18:48,720 and the other one was at the foot of my 447 00:18:51,909 --> 00:18:49,760 bed 448 00:18:54,549 --> 00:18:51,919 and then when i saw them i was like oh 449 00:18:56,710 --> 00:18:54,559 okay it's just them oh that's okay 450 00:18:59,029 --> 00:18:56,720 and i i sat up in the bed i threw the 451 00:19:00,950 --> 00:18:59,039 blankets off and i it's like i already 452 00:19:03,669 --> 00:19:00,960 knew like i was already used to doing it 453 00:19:05,750 --> 00:19:03,679 i just hopped out of the bed and 454 00:19:07,190 --> 00:19:05,760 the one next to my pillow held my left 455 00:19:08,710 --> 00:19:07,200 hand and the one at the foot of the bed 456 00:19:10,549 --> 00:19:08,720 held my right hand 457 00:19:12,470 --> 00:19:10,559 and we just i just walked with them like 458 00:19:14,310 --> 00:19:12,480 you know i was totally comfortable and 459 00:19:16,470 --> 00:19:14,320 we walked out my bedroom and right out 460 00:19:19,110 --> 00:19:16,480 the living room right off the front door 461 00:19:20,390 --> 00:19:19,120 and i don't remember where we went or 462 00:19:21,430 --> 00:19:20,400 anything 463 00:19:23,350 --> 00:19:21,440 but 464 00:19:25,029 --> 00:19:23,360 that was you know one of those moments 465 00:19:28,310 --> 00:19:25,039 when i 466 00:19:30,710 --> 00:19:28,320 you know i i realize now looking back 467 00:19:33,990 --> 00:19:30,720 well by the time i was seven years old 468 00:19:36,230 --> 00:19:34,000 i was already pretty familiar with them 469 00:19:39,430 --> 00:19:36,240 and so i had a couple of experiences 470 00:19:41,270 --> 00:19:39,440 when i was seven years old um 471 00:19:42,870 --> 00:19:41,280 so there's another one 472 00:19:44,310 --> 00:19:42,880 that i'd like to tell you about because 473 00:19:47,110 --> 00:19:44,320 this 474 00:19:49,830 --> 00:19:47,120 begins the whole uh the secret 475 00:19:51,350 --> 00:19:49,840 government the military involvement with 476 00:19:54,390 --> 00:19:51,360 it 477 00:19:57,750 --> 00:19:54,400 so um one night 478 00:20:01,029 --> 00:19:57,760 i'm laying in my bed and into my room 479 00:20:03,190 --> 00:20:01,039 comes running this little star person 480 00:20:05,029 --> 00:20:03,200 who is very short maybe only three foot 481 00:20:07,029 --> 00:20:05,039 tall 482 00:20:09,270 --> 00:20:07,039 and 483 00:20:11,110 --> 00:20:09,280 he was he was like uh in an urgent 484 00:20:13,430 --> 00:20:11,120 manner he's like come on we gotta we 485 00:20:15,590 --> 00:20:13,440 gotta hide we gotta hide and so i jumped 486 00:20:18,230 --> 00:20:15,600 out of the bed and we ended up going 487 00:20:19,430 --> 00:20:18,240 into the hallway closet 488 00:20:21,190 --> 00:20:19,440 and we 489 00:20:22,149 --> 00:20:21,200 we got into the closet shut the door and 490 00:20:24,710 --> 00:20:22,159 he 491 00:20:27,430 --> 00:20:24,720 explained to me really fast that some 492 00:20:29,190 --> 00:20:27,440 some bad men were coming into the house 493 00:20:30,630 --> 00:20:29,200 and they were they were looking for us 494 00:20:32,870 --> 00:20:30,640 so we're hiding 495 00:20:34,710 --> 00:20:32,880 so we were really quiet and i remember 496 00:20:36,630 --> 00:20:34,720 standing in the closet 497 00:20:38,310 --> 00:20:36,640 with him and and looking down at him so 498 00:20:40,070 --> 00:20:38,320 i know he's really short because i was 499 00:20:42,230 --> 00:20:40,080 only seven 500 00:20:44,630 --> 00:20:42,240 and when he was looking at me up at me i 501 00:20:46,789 --> 00:20:44,640 was looking down at him 502 00:20:49,430 --> 00:20:46,799 really quiet and so i heard the door 503 00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:49,440 front door open and 504 00:20:54,950 --> 00:20:52,720 apparently a couple of men came in 505 00:20:56,950 --> 00:20:54,960 and were looking around 506 00:20:59,270 --> 00:20:56,960 and i guess they were looking for me but 507 00:21:01,029 --> 00:20:59,280 they didn't find me so they went back 508 00:21:03,990 --> 00:21:01,039 out the front door 509 00:21:05,750 --> 00:21:04,000 and we waited for a little while and we 510 00:21:07,909 --> 00:21:05,760 thought the coast was clear so we 511 00:21:09,990 --> 00:21:07,919 stepped out of the closet 512 00:21:11,750 --> 00:21:10,000 and there was nobody in the house i mean 513 00:21:13,750 --> 00:21:11,760 my parents were in bed sleeping this 514 00:21:14,870 --> 00:21:13,760 whole time 515 00:21:16,710 --> 00:21:14,880 so we 516 00:21:18,230 --> 00:21:16,720 went to the front to the front of the 517 00:21:19,750 --> 00:21:18,240 house and looked out the windows and 518 00:21:22,390 --> 00:21:19,760 didn't see anything out there and we 519 00:21:24,230 --> 00:21:22,400 thought okay well he wanted me to go 520 00:21:26,070 --> 00:21:24,240 someplace with him he wanted me to go 521 00:21:28,950 --> 00:21:26,080 out the front door and go someplace with 522 00:21:30,789 --> 00:21:28,960 him not sure where 523 00:21:32,470 --> 00:21:30,799 um so we end up walking out the front 524 00:21:34,390 --> 00:21:32,480 door together 525 00:21:35,909 --> 00:21:34,400 but as soon as we get down the front 526 00:21:40,149 --> 00:21:35,919 steps these two 527 00:21:41,350 --> 00:21:40,159 men these human men come rushing at us 528 00:21:44,149 --> 00:21:41,360 well 529 00:21:46,630 --> 00:21:44,159 the little star person ended up running 530 00:21:49,430 --> 00:21:46,640 one one way and i ran the other i ran 531 00:21:51,270 --> 00:21:49,440 across the street to my neighbor's house 532 00:21:53,350 --> 00:21:51,280 and i was very familiar with their house 533 00:21:56,230 --> 00:21:53,360 i went over there all the time 534 00:21:59,669 --> 00:21:56,240 and these men were chasing me 535 00:22:01,190 --> 00:21:59,679 so i had really just had enough time to 536 00:22:03,909 --> 00:22:01,200 get to the neighbor's house and run in 537 00:22:05,750 --> 00:22:03,919 their back door their kitchen door 538 00:22:08,470 --> 00:22:05,760 and they had a little kitchen with a 539 00:22:11,270 --> 00:22:08,480 round wooden table 540 00:22:13,750 --> 00:22:11,280 and so these men were right behind me 541 00:22:15,830 --> 00:22:13,760 and they came in the door and 542 00:22:17,909 --> 00:22:15,840 i started playing this little game of 543 00:22:20,230 --> 00:22:17,919 let's run around the table to get away 544 00:22:21,990 --> 00:22:20,240 from these men of course they 545 00:22:23,990 --> 00:22:22,000 had no problem catching me since there 546 00:22:25,270 --> 00:22:24,000 was two of them 547 00:22:27,110 --> 00:22:25,280 but this 548 00:22:30,390 --> 00:22:27,120 this man 549 00:22:32,630 --> 00:22:30,400 stuck his foot out and tripped me 550 00:22:35,590 --> 00:22:32,640 and i fell face first 551 00:22:38,149 --> 00:22:35,600 and as i fell he put something a little 552 00:22:39,669 --> 00:22:38,159 piece of metal 553 00:22:40,950 --> 00:22:39,679 right under my 554 00:22:43,510 --> 00:22:40,960 my lower 555 00:22:49,110 --> 00:22:43,520 left-hand side rib cage 556 00:22:55,350 --> 00:22:50,230 i 557 00:22:57,669 --> 00:22:55,360 a table a 558 00:22:59,669 --> 00:22:57,679 silver like a metal table 559 00:23:01,270 --> 00:22:59,679 and laying next to me 560 00:23:03,669 --> 00:23:01,280 was a girl 561 00:23:06,230 --> 00:23:03,679 who was a bit older than me she was 562 00:23:09,990 --> 00:23:06,240 probably about 18 or so 563 00:23:12,470 --> 00:23:10,000 and we were tied down to these tables 564 00:23:17,830 --> 00:23:15,270 those the bad men that had captured me 565 00:23:20,070 --> 00:23:17,840 or whatever i didn't see them 566 00:23:21,510 --> 00:23:20,080 it was just me and this girl 567 00:23:23,909 --> 00:23:21,520 and 568 00:23:26,470 --> 00:23:23,919 we were really trying to comfort each 569 00:23:28,230 --> 00:23:26,480 other she we were you know smiling at 570 00:23:30,470 --> 00:23:28,240 each other and talking to each other and 571 00:23:32,070 --> 00:23:30,480 we were both really we were scared and 572 00:23:34,710 --> 00:23:32,080 really nervous 573 00:23:37,110 --> 00:23:34,720 didn't know what was going on 574 00:23:39,110 --> 00:23:37,120 and the room that i was in 575 00:23:40,070 --> 00:23:39,120 um i know now 576 00:23:43,190 --> 00:23:40,080 is 577 00:23:45,350 --> 00:23:43,200 it's an underground military base 578 00:23:46,630 --> 00:23:45,360 and what it looked like was 579 00:23:49,590 --> 00:23:46,640 um 580 00:23:52,630 --> 00:23:49,600 gray walls painted gray 581 00:23:54,470 --> 00:23:52,640 and the main feature that i remember are 582 00:23:55,350 --> 00:23:54,480 these double doors 583 00:23:56,789 --> 00:23:55,360 um 584 00:23:59,269 --> 00:23:56,799 they were metal 585 00:24:01,190 --> 00:23:59,279 and they had the kind of uh bar that you 586 00:24:03,669 --> 00:24:01,200 pushed to open the door 587 00:24:06,950 --> 00:24:03,679 and they both had windows on them and 588 00:24:07,909 --> 00:24:06,960 they the windows had like uh cross criss 589 00:24:11,990 --> 00:24:07,919 cross 590 00:24:16,310 --> 00:24:15,269 and the tables that we were on were at 591 00:24:19,269 --> 00:24:16,320 the bottom 592 00:24:21,830 --> 00:24:19,279 of these stairs like these double doors 593 00:24:25,510 --> 00:24:21,840 were up on a landing and there were a 594 00:24:27,269 --> 00:24:25,520 set of stairs that came down either side 595 00:24:29,990 --> 00:24:27,279 and 596 00:24:32,470 --> 00:24:30,000 someone then walked over to us 597 00:24:35,110 --> 00:24:32,480 i don't quite remember what this person 598 00:24:37,110 --> 00:24:35,120 looked like but it was human 599 00:24:40,549 --> 00:24:37,120 and they said to us 600 00:24:43,830 --> 00:24:40,559 uh we are going to coat you with gold 601 00:24:45,909 --> 00:24:43,840 and turn you into statues 602 00:24:46,870 --> 00:24:45,919 i didn't know what that meant but i knew 603 00:24:48,710 --> 00:24:46,880 that 604 00:24:50,070 --> 00:24:48,720 if i got coated with gold i probably 605 00:24:52,230 --> 00:24:50,080 wouldn't be able to breathe and so i 606 00:24:54,149 --> 00:24:52,240 wondered if i was going to die 607 00:24:55,510 --> 00:24:54,159 and it was really scary 608 00:24:58,390 --> 00:24:55,520 and 609 00:24:59,990 --> 00:24:58,400 you know i don't remember anything about 610 00:25:02,310 --> 00:25:00,000 whatever else happened i don't remember 611 00:25:04,149 --> 00:25:02,320 it i ended up waking up at my bed and i 612 00:25:07,269 --> 00:25:04,159 was fine 613 00:25:09,430 --> 00:25:07,279 but since then over the years 614 00:25:11,190 --> 00:25:09,440 i went back to that place that same 615 00:25:12,549 --> 00:25:11,200 exact room 616 00:25:15,350 --> 00:25:12,559 and 617 00:25:17,750 --> 00:25:15,360 i have memories of it from when i was a 618 00:25:20,390 --> 00:25:17,760 little girl of being in there 619 00:25:22,230 --> 00:25:20,400 and there was a doctor a man who i 620 00:25:24,870 --> 00:25:22,240 called a doctor 621 00:25:27,669 --> 00:25:24,880 he was human everybody there was human 622 00:25:30,710 --> 00:25:27,679 and there were nurses 623 00:25:34,470 --> 00:25:30,720 they were very friendly to me actually 624 00:25:38,870 --> 00:25:36,710 four and a half five years old my my 625 00:25:41,190 --> 00:25:38,880 parents brought me to the local public 626 00:25:42,870 --> 00:25:41,200 school to start school 627 00:25:46,070 --> 00:25:42,880 and 628 00:25:47,990 --> 00:25:46,080 because i was already um 629 00:25:50,230 --> 00:25:48,000 i could already write my name i already 630 00:25:53,830 --> 00:25:50,240 knew the alphabet and i could 631 00:25:55,750 --> 00:25:53,840 i could count you know pretty high 632 00:25:58,630 --> 00:25:55,760 so they gave me the option they actually 633 00:26:00,230 --> 00:25:58,640 asked me you know my mom took me into 634 00:26:01,990 --> 00:26:00,240 the office at the school and they said 635 00:26:04,470 --> 00:26:02,000 well do you want to go to kindergarten 636 00:26:06,149 --> 00:26:04,480 or do you want to go to first grade 637 00:26:07,430 --> 00:26:06,159 and i said i want to go to kindergarten 638 00:26:09,590 --> 00:26:07,440 because 639 00:26:12,710 --> 00:26:09,600 i had heard somebody say that 640 00:26:16,149 --> 00:26:12,720 kindergarten was nursery school 641 00:26:18,870 --> 00:26:16,159 and i was so fond of the nurses 642 00:26:20,470 --> 00:26:18,880 in this this place that i went at night 643 00:26:22,070 --> 00:26:20,480 that i thought oh i want to see the 644 00:26:24,310 --> 00:26:22,080 nurses because they're really nice to me 645 00:26:26,630 --> 00:26:24,320 so i chose kindergarten because i 646 00:26:27,909 --> 00:26:26,640 thought nurses would be there and i was 647 00:26:29,350 --> 00:26:27,919 really disappointed when they didn't 648 00:26:30,870 --> 00:26:29,360 show up 649 00:26:33,269 --> 00:26:30,880 um 650 00:26:34,789 --> 00:26:33,279 so that was my beginning with this whole 651 00:26:38,710 --> 00:26:34,799 thing 652 00:26:40,950 --> 00:26:38,720 and um as i was getting older 653 00:26:44,149 --> 00:26:40,960 um like when i was 11 years old i had 654 00:26:45,909 --> 00:26:44,159 another experience um seeing the star 655 00:26:47,190 --> 00:26:45,919 people 656 00:26:48,310 --> 00:26:47,200 i was 657 00:26:50,149 --> 00:26:48,320 um 658 00:26:51,830 --> 00:26:50,159 i was getting ready for bed one night i 659 00:26:53,909 --> 00:26:51,840 was just laying in bed 660 00:26:55,830 --> 00:26:53,919 you know waiting to fall asleep 661 00:26:58,149 --> 00:26:55,840 again and 662 00:27:00,310 --> 00:26:58,159 i was looking out my window and i saw 663 00:27:01,750 --> 00:27:00,320 this bright white light fall out of the 664 00:27:03,029 --> 00:27:01,760 sky 665 00:27:06,230 --> 00:27:03,039 and land 666 00:27:07,430 --> 00:27:06,240 in the neighbor's yard 667 00:27:09,990 --> 00:27:07,440 and i 668 00:27:11,990 --> 00:27:10,000 i called out to my parents and my dad 669 00:27:15,350 --> 00:27:12,000 came in the room and i i told him what i 670 00:27:16,950 --> 00:27:15,360 saw and he looked out the window and 671 00:27:18,630 --> 00:27:16,960 you know he just tried to calm me down 672 00:27:20,389 --> 00:27:18,640 he's like well it's okay you know in the 673 00:27:22,549 --> 00:27:20,399 morning i'll go out there and i'll check 674 00:27:24,070 --> 00:27:22,559 it out i'll see what's out there i was 675 00:27:29,510 --> 00:27:24,080 like okay 676 00:27:34,549 --> 00:27:30,630 i saw 677 00:27:35,750 --> 00:27:34,559 saucer shape 678 00:27:37,110 --> 00:27:35,760 object 679 00:27:38,789 --> 00:27:37,120 landing 680 00:27:40,870 --> 00:27:38,799 on the side of my house there was a 681 00:27:43,590 --> 00:27:40,880 parking lot right over there 682 00:27:45,990 --> 00:27:43,600 this is as we had moved to a new house 683 00:27:48,310 --> 00:27:46,000 so we were more like in town 684 00:27:49,510 --> 00:27:48,320 and there was a parking lot right there 685 00:27:59,190 --> 00:27:49,520 and 686 00:28:01,430 --> 00:27:59,200 i really think that i was out of body 687 00:28:03,350 --> 00:28:01,440 a lot of my experiences 688 00:28:06,310 --> 00:28:03,360 happen out of body 689 00:28:08,789 --> 00:28:06,320 and i think that i am going to the 690 00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:08,799 etheric plane to meet with these star 691 00:28:13,269 --> 00:28:11,200 people and i'll get more into explaining 692 00:28:16,549 --> 00:28:13,279 that in a little while 693 00:28:19,110 --> 00:28:16,559 so i i ran out of the house out the door 694 00:28:20,630 --> 00:28:19,120 and into the parking lot and these 695 00:28:23,830 --> 00:28:20,640 storm people were out there and these 696 00:28:25,510 --> 00:28:23,840 were a tight that i had not seen yet 697 00:28:27,830 --> 00:28:25,520 they were taller 698 00:28:30,630 --> 00:28:27,840 they were probably 699 00:28:33,510 --> 00:28:30,640 at least six foot tall some taller 700 00:28:35,350 --> 00:28:33,520 they were thin with very white skin 701 00:28:38,310 --> 00:28:35,360 and their heads were 702 00:28:40,230 --> 00:28:38,320 uh more human sized not not huge bobas 703 00:28:42,389 --> 00:28:40,240 heads but more like a human and their 704 00:28:44,789 --> 00:28:42,399 eyes were more human-like 705 00:28:47,190 --> 00:28:44,799 maybe a little bit bigger 706 00:28:48,389 --> 00:28:47,200 some had blue eyes and some had black 707 00:28:51,430 --> 00:28:48,399 eyes 708 00:28:52,870 --> 00:28:51,440 and really none of them had hair at all 709 00:28:54,549 --> 00:28:52,880 so they were 710 00:28:57,190 --> 00:28:54,559 brand new to me 711 00:28:59,190 --> 00:28:57,200 and but they seem to know me they seemed 712 00:29:00,710 --> 00:28:59,200 to know me already and they called me by 713 00:29:02,710 --> 00:29:00,720 name 714 00:29:04,710 --> 00:29:02,720 and 715 00:29:06,549 --> 00:29:04,720 i think they were just kind of 716 00:29:08,230 --> 00:29:06,559 fascinated with me and i was fascinated 717 00:29:09,909 --> 00:29:08,240 with them and we sat there for a few 718 00:29:11,990 --> 00:29:09,919 minutes and talked 719 00:29:14,230 --> 00:29:12,000 and they said that they would really 720 00:29:16,470 --> 00:29:14,240 like to come back and see me again 721 00:29:19,510 --> 00:29:16,480 and that was fine with me 722 00:29:22,230 --> 00:29:19,520 so i woke up in my bed the next morning 723 00:29:23,909 --> 00:29:22,240 and i was so excited i jumped up and i i 724 00:29:25,430 --> 00:29:23,919 ran around the house and 725 00:29:28,310 --> 00:29:25,440 my cousins were staying with me at the 726 00:29:30,230 --> 00:29:28,320 time and i told them about it and i told 727 00:29:31,269 --> 00:29:30,240 my parents about it 728 00:29:33,110 --> 00:29:31,279 and so 729 00:29:34,710 --> 00:29:33,120 my cousins and i made this little game 730 00:29:36,549 --> 00:29:34,720 out of it so we went out into the 731 00:29:38,710 --> 00:29:36,559 parking lot and we had 732 00:29:40,470 --> 00:29:38,720 you know we had a notebook and pens and 733 00:29:43,350 --> 00:29:40,480 i think somebody had a tape recorder and 734 00:29:46,389 --> 00:29:43,360 we were like doing our detective work on 735 00:29:49,350 --> 00:29:46,399 the parking lot looking for ufo marks 736 00:29:51,110 --> 00:29:49,360 and we didn't really find anything 737 00:29:52,500 --> 00:29:51,120 um but 738 00:29:53,590 --> 00:29:52,510 yeah that was one of the 739 00:29:54,389 --> 00:29:53,600 [Music] 740 00:29:56,549 --> 00:29:54,399 last 741 00:29:58,789 --> 00:29:56,559 experiences that i really remember 742 00:30:01,510 --> 00:29:58,799 from my childhood 743 00:30:04,149 --> 00:30:01,520 and then i did actually 744 00:30:06,230 --> 00:30:04,159 i did kind of start to forget about 745 00:30:08,549 --> 00:30:06,240 those experiences as i was going to 746 00:30:10,870 --> 00:30:08,559 school and getting really involved with 747 00:30:12,070 --> 00:30:10,880 activities at school 748 00:30:14,870 --> 00:30:12,080 and 749 00:30:15,830 --> 00:30:14,880 i was just distracted you know from my 750 00:30:18,230 --> 00:30:15,840 nightly 751 00:30:21,669 --> 00:30:18,240 excursions 752 00:30:23,990 --> 00:30:21,679 so it wasn't until i was about 19 or 20 753 00:30:27,190 --> 00:30:24,000 years old when this really started 754 00:30:30,789 --> 00:30:27,200 picking up for me again 755 00:30:32,470 --> 00:30:30,799 and i think that i had um like an event 756 00:30:33,909 --> 00:30:32,480 that triggered 757 00:30:36,950 --> 00:30:33,919 my mind 758 00:30:39,909 --> 00:30:36,960 because when i was 19 759 00:30:41,990 --> 00:30:39,919 i started to read the book intruders by 760 00:30:44,389 --> 00:30:42,000 bud hawkins 761 00:30:46,230 --> 00:30:44,399 and some of you probably know that's 762 00:30:48,789 --> 00:30:46,240 kind of a scary story 763 00:30:53,110 --> 00:30:48,799 it's about an alien abductee this poor 764 00:30:54,789 --> 00:30:53,120 lady she's you know she's like a victim 765 00:30:56,870 --> 00:30:54,799 and i couldn't i couldn't get very far 766 00:30:59,669 --> 00:30:56,880 in the book before i had to put it down 767 00:31:01,350 --> 00:30:59,679 uh because it was scary 768 00:31:03,430 --> 00:31:01,360 so a couple of months went by i picked 769 00:31:05,590 --> 00:31:03,440 the book back up again and i thought 770 00:31:07,909 --> 00:31:05,600 okay i'm gonna read this 771 00:31:09,190 --> 00:31:07,919 so i got into it a little bit and i just 772 00:31:12,070 --> 00:31:09,200 i realized 773 00:31:15,110 --> 00:31:12,080 it just it just hit me so hard that this 774 00:31:19,350 --> 00:31:15,120 was very similar to what was happening 775 00:31:21,750 --> 00:31:19,360 with me and my experiences at night 776 00:31:24,230 --> 00:31:21,760 and then i also end up reading the book 777 00:31:27,350 --> 00:31:24,240 communion by whitley streiber 778 00:31:28,870 --> 00:31:27,360 and that i related a bit more to 779 00:31:31,110 --> 00:31:28,880 um because 780 00:31:32,870 --> 00:31:31,120 you know he whitley striver 781 00:31:35,430 --> 00:31:32,880 considers these 782 00:31:37,430 --> 00:31:35,440 store people to be teachers 783 00:31:40,070 --> 00:31:37,440 and that's also the way that i view them 784 00:31:45,350 --> 00:31:41,110 so 785 00:31:48,470 --> 00:31:45,360 after i had this trigger event happen 786 00:31:50,549 --> 00:31:48,480 i started having really intense 787 00:31:53,830 --> 00:31:50,559 uh visitations 788 00:31:56,870 --> 00:31:53,840 for about a period of five years 789 00:31:58,950 --> 00:31:56,880 and i was seeing the story people 790 00:32:00,789 --> 00:31:58,960 something like once a week something 791 00:32:03,269 --> 00:32:00,799 sometimes twice a week 792 00:32:05,830 --> 00:32:03,279 and also in addition to that 793 00:32:07,590 --> 00:32:05,840 there were military trained psychics who 794 00:32:09,190 --> 00:32:07,600 were coming to visit me 795 00:32:12,149 --> 00:32:09,200 sometimes after the star people would 796 00:32:13,110 --> 00:32:12,159 leave then i would see these human 797 00:32:15,350 --> 00:32:13,120 uh 798 00:32:17,669 --> 00:32:15,360 psychics showing up 799 00:32:19,029 --> 00:32:17,679 so another thing that happened right 800 00:32:20,230 --> 00:32:19,039 around that time 801 00:32:22,950 --> 00:32:20,240 um 802 00:32:25,190 --> 00:32:22,960 and i was about 19 years old 803 00:32:28,149 --> 00:32:25,200 i read a book by edgar casey 804 00:32:30,710 --> 00:32:28,159 about dreams and dream symbolism 805 00:32:32,149 --> 00:32:30,720 and edgar cayce suggested 806 00:32:34,389 --> 00:32:32,159 keeping a 807 00:32:36,870 --> 00:32:34,399 a journal by your bedside and writing 808 00:32:39,269 --> 00:32:36,880 your dreams down every morning 809 00:32:41,350 --> 00:32:39,279 and this way you could develop a dream 810 00:32:43,509 --> 00:32:41,360 dictionary with your own personal 811 00:32:45,190 --> 00:32:43,519 symbolism 812 00:32:47,990 --> 00:32:45,200 and so i was very interested in doing 813 00:32:50,310 --> 00:32:48,000 that and i started writing my dreams now 814 00:32:53,029 --> 00:32:50,320 and it did take me probably about four 815 00:32:54,870 --> 00:32:53,039 months to actually train my brain to do 816 00:32:56,470 --> 00:32:54,880 it like every morning i would remember 817 00:32:59,110 --> 00:32:56,480 my dreams and 818 00:33:01,430 --> 00:32:59,120 you know like three or four dreams 819 00:33:04,310 --> 00:33:01,440 and i recorded all of these and i've 820 00:33:06,070 --> 00:33:04,320 i've been recording my experiences for 821 00:33:09,110 --> 00:33:06,080 35 years now 822 00:33:10,950 --> 00:33:09,120 i have all of it recorded 823 00:33:13,350 --> 00:33:10,960 and so 824 00:33:15,669 --> 00:33:13,360 i started to notice the dream symbolism 825 00:33:18,149 --> 00:33:15,679 you know it's it's unique for each 826 00:33:20,549 --> 00:33:18,159 person it's it's personal 827 00:33:23,350 --> 00:33:20,559 and so i started noticing the patterns 828 00:33:25,750 --> 00:33:23,360 and figuring that out but but also 829 00:33:28,149 --> 00:33:25,760 i was having these experiences 830 00:33:29,669 --> 00:33:28,159 with these um beings that were coming to 831 00:33:31,830 --> 00:33:29,679 visit me 832 00:33:35,110 --> 00:33:31,840 and i just started to put this all 833 00:33:38,149 --> 00:33:35,120 together in my mind and 834 00:33:40,230 --> 00:33:38,159 like i said this intense period happened 835 00:33:42,230 --> 00:33:40,240 in my early twenties it was about five 836 00:33:44,389 --> 00:33:42,240 years and i call it the star people 837 00:33:46,310 --> 00:33:44,399 school 838 00:33:48,389 --> 00:33:46,320 so 839 00:33:50,710 --> 00:33:48,399 the star people 840 00:33:53,990 --> 00:33:50,720 when this started out when i was about 841 00:33:54,950 --> 00:33:54,000 20. they would come into my bedroom at 842 00:33:57,509 --> 00:33:54,960 night 843 00:34:00,070 --> 00:33:57,519 now sometimes it would be 844 00:34:02,870 --> 00:34:00,080 the smaller 845 00:34:04,950 --> 00:34:02,880 star people that are 846 00:34:07,350 --> 00:34:04,960 they could be zetas 847 00:34:09,270 --> 00:34:07,360 or they could be grays 848 00:34:10,790 --> 00:34:09,280 they're something like three and a half 849 00:34:12,869 --> 00:34:10,800 or four foot tall 850 00:34:13,909 --> 00:34:12,879 some of them have like a tan colored 851 00:34:18,389 --> 00:34:13,919 skin 852 00:34:21,109 --> 00:34:18,399 and they had the big heads and the big 853 00:34:23,750 --> 00:34:21,119 black eyes 854 00:34:25,190 --> 00:34:23,760 so what would normally happen was 855 00:34:28,389 --> 00:34:25,200 um 856 00:34:30,310 --> 00:34:28,399 first of all i had i'm empathic and i 857 00:34:31,430 --> 00:34:30,320 could feel when they were around like i 858 00:34:33,430 --> 00:34:31,440 would know 859 00:34:34,389 --> 00:34:33,440 i would usually know before i went to 860 00:34:36,230 --> 00:34:34,399 sleep 861 00:34:39,030 --> 00:34:36,240 if they were around 862 00:34:41,990 --> 00:34:39,040 because i would sometimes hear these 863 00:34:43,669 --> 00:34:42,000 weird noises outside like i'd call them 864 00:34:44,950 --> 00:34:43,679 cartoon noises 865 00:34:48,550 --> 00:34:44,960 and it was like 866 00:34:49,750 --> 00:34:48,560 like boeing zip were you know like very 867 00:34:51,190 --> 00:34:49,760 just strange 868 00:34:52,550 --> 00:34:51,200 kind of unnatural 869 00:34:54,790 --> 00:34:52,560 sounds that would 870 00:34:55,909 --> 00:34:54,800 i would associate with this 871 00:34:58,310 --> 00:34:55,919 so 872 00:35:00,790 --> 00:34:58,320 what would happen was um 873 00:35:02,390 --> 00:35:00,800 i i'd be laying in bed at night waiting 874 00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:02,400 to go to sleep 875 00:35:05,670 --> 00:35:04,320 and similar to what i did when i was 876 00:35:06,950 --> 00:35:05,680 little when i would just stare into the 877 00:35:09,109 --> 00:35:06,960 darkness 878 00:35:10,950 --> 00:35:09,119 so i'd lay there and just kind of be you 879 00:35:11,910 --> 00:35:10,960 know laying there waiting to go to sleep 880 00:35:15,349 --> 00:35:11,920 and 881 00:35:18,870 --> 00:35:15,359 i would feel these star people 882 00:35:21,349 --> 00:35:18,880 uh nearby either outside or 883 00:35:23,510 --> 00:35:21,359 you know coming into the house 884 00:35:25,829 --> 00:35:23,520 and i was usually pretty calm about it 885 00:35:27,670 --> 00:35:25,839 and i let it happen because 886 00:35:29,270 --> 00:35:27,680 you know i'd been through it all my life 887 00:35:33,109 --> 00:35:29,280 already so 888 00:35:35,109 --> 00:35:33,119 i wasn't really scared of it 889 00:35:36,630 --> 00:35:35,119 so two or three of them would come into 890 00:35:38,630 --> 00:35:36,640 my room 891 00:35:41,670 --> 00:35:38,640 and 892 00:35:44,230 --> 00:35:41,680 they were teaching me how to raise my 893 00:35:46,230 --> 00:35:44,240 vibrational frequency 894 00:35:47,109 --> 00:35:46,240 and it started out 895 00:35:49,349 --> 00:35:47,119 where 896 00:35:50,790 --> 00:35:49,359 i'd be laying in the bed 897 00:35:52,710 --> 00:35:50,800 and 898 00:35:54,390 --> 00:35:52,720 i would start to feel my body getting 899 00:35:56,310 --> 00:35:54,400 really relaxed like all my muscles 900 00:35:59,270 --> 00:35:56,320 relaxing my body was going to sleep but 901 00:36:01,109 --> 00:35:59,280 my conscious awareness was awake 902 00:36:03,990 --> 00:36:01,119 and sometimes i'd lay there with my eyes 903 00:36:05,829 --> 00:36:04,000 open while this all played out 904 00:36:07,589 --> 00:36:05,839 and i could see them 905 00:36:10,630 --> 00:36:07,599 and 906 00:36:12,230 --> 00:36:10,640 my i could feel my awareness shifting 907 00:36:14,790 --> 00:36:12,240 like i was going into another state of 908 00:36:16,790 --> 00:36:14,800 consciousness 909 00:36:19,190 --> 00:36:16,800 well a number of times 910 00:36:22,230 --> 00:36:19,200 these couple of star people would 911 00:36:25,190 --> 00:36:22,240 pull me right out of my body 912 00:36:27,589 --> 00:36:25,200 they were taking my conscious awareness 913 00:36:29,349 --> 00:36:27,599 right out of my physical body 914 00:36:32,550 --> 00:36:29,359 and one time they were doing this they 915 00:36:34,230 --> 00:36:32,560 were actually pulling me by my shoulders 916 00:36:35,829 --> 00:36:34,240 one on each shoulder just kind of 917 00:36:37,430 --> 00:36:35,839 pulling me out and because they were so 918 00:36:38,950 --> 00:36:37,440 short they were kind of 919 00:36:41,109 --> 00:36:38,960 pulling me down towards the floor a 920 00:36:43,910 --> 00:36:41,119 little bit 921 00:36:45,990 --> 00:36:43,920 and i i felt myself leaving my body my 922 00:36:47,430 --> 00:36:46,000 physical body was in the bed and i was 923 00:36:48,470 --> 00:36:47,440 leaving it 924 00:36:49,750 --> 00:36:48,480 and my 925 00:36:52,069 --> 00:36:49,760 my daughter 926 00:36:53,829 --> 00:36:52,079 who was probably three years old at the 927 00:36:55,190 --> 00:36:53,839 time she was laying in the bed with me 928 00:36:57,430 --> 00:36:55,200 that night 929 00:37:00,470 --> 00:36:57,440 and she actually sat up in the bed 930 00:37:03,030 --> 00:37:00,480 physically and yelled out 931 00:37:04,790 --> 00:37:03,040 mommy where are you going 932 00:37:06,630 --> 00:37:04,800 and that just 933 00:37:09,030 --> 00:37:06,640 snapped me right back into my body i was 934 00:37:12,069 --> 00:37:09,040 like okay nope i'm not gonna go and i 935 00:37:15,270 --> 00:37:12,079 snap myself back into my body and i 936 00:37:17,109 --> 00:37:15,280 i i woke up and i i gave her a hug and i 937 00:37:19,829 --> 00:37:17,119 said that's okay honey i'm not gonna go 938 00:37:22,790 --> 00:37:19,839 anywhere and i stayed right there 939 00:37:24,710 --> 00:37:22,800 so i did have a choice you know whether 940 00:37:27,589 --> 00:37:24,720 i wanted to go or not 941 00:37:29,910 --> 00:37:27,599 so most of my experiences have been 942 00:37:32,150 --> 00:37:29,920 you know pretty positive that way 943 00:37:35,670 --> 00:37:32,160 where i've been able to have a lot of 944 00:37:36,710 --> 00:37:35,680 control over what happens 945 00:37:40,230 --> 00:37:36,720 so 946 00:37:44,230 --> 00:37:40,240 this process that they would go through 947 00:37:46,069 --> 00:37:44,240 now they told me that it was because 948 00:37:48,230 --> 00:37:46,079 we had to be on the same frequency to 949 00:37:50,310 --> 00:37:48,240 meet up and work together 950 00:37:52,069 --> 00:37:50,320 so they were lowering theirs a bit and 951 00:37:54,310 --> 00:37:52,079 helping me raise mine we're kind of 952 00:37:57,030 --> 00:37:54,320 meeting halfway 953 00:37:59,270 --> 00:37:57,040 and once we got to that point 954 00:38:01,670 --> 00:37:59,280 uh i would be my consciousness would 955 00:38:03,190 --> 00:38:01,680 leave my body and they would sometimes 956 00:38:05,109 --> 00:38:03,200 float me 957 00:38:07,190 --> 00:38:05,119 uh you know right through a closed 958 00:38:08,630 --> 00:38:07,200 window or right through the wall like 959 00:38:11,349 --> 00:38:08,640 like you hear about 960 00:38:15,750 --> 00:38:11,359 which happens with contactees 961 00:38:19,030 --> 00:38:15,760 and we'd go on board one of their ships 962 00:38:20,630 --> 00:38:19,040 or we'd be outside out in the woods or 963 00:38:22,710 --> 00:38:20,640 something 964 00:38:24,470 --> 00:38:22,720 but i've been on 965 00:38:26,470 --> 00:38:24,480 many many different 966 00:38:28,710 --> 00:38:26,480 types of craft 967 00:38:30,470 --> 00:38:28,720 and interacted with different types of 968 00:38:33,190 --> 00:38:30,480 star people 969 00:38:35,190 --> 00:38:33,200 but really the ones that i have spent 970 00:38:37,670 --> 00:38:35,200 the most time with 971 00:38:39,190 --> 00:38:37,680 are the tall white ones 972 00:38:42,150 --> 00:38:39,200 and i'm 973 00:38:43,349 --> 00:38:42,160 i'm guessing that they are pleiadian or 974 00:38:45,190 --> 00:38:43,359 nordic 975 00:38:48,230 --> 00:38:45,200 i think they're what what people would 976 00:38:51,030 --> 00:38:48,240 describe as pleiadian 977 00:38:53,670 --> 00:38:51,040 the thing is for me 978 00:38:55,829 --> 00:38:53,680 i don't know if they're really physical 979 00:38:59,270 --> 00:38:55,839 beings if they're really physically you 980 00:39:01,750 --> 00:38:59,280 know traveling from the pleiades or 981 00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:01,760 they're multi-dimensional and more 982 00:39:04,470 --> 00:39:03,520 etheric 983 00:39:08,550 --> 00:39:04,480 um 984 00:39:11,270 --> 00:39:08,560 multi-dimensional there's so many 985 00:39:13,030 --> 00:39:11,280 different dimensions of our self that we 986 00:39:14,390 --> 00:39:13,040 can experience 987 00:39:16,230 --> 00:39:14,400 um 988 00:39:18,710 --> 00:39:16,240 so i think that 989 00:39:21,030 --> 00:39:18,720 really what's been happening is that 990 00:39:23,430 --> 00:39:21,040 they've taught me how 991 00:39:25,990 --> 00:39:23,440 to raise my frequency like this and 992 00:39:28,310 --> 00:39:26,000 after years of doing that 993 00:39:30,790 --> 00:39:28,320 i just started going out on my own and 994 00:39:32,870 --> 00:39:30,800 they didn't come into my room anymore i 995 00:39:33,829 --> 00:39:32,880 would just i would just go out and meet 996 00:39:36,630 --> 00:39:33,839 them 997 00:39:38,150 --> 00:39:36,640 so i learned how to leave my body and 998 00:39:39,750 --> 00:39:38,160 and do that 999 00:39:43,430 --> 00:39:39,760 and i went through 1000 00:39:47,109 --> 00:39:43,440 like i said this star people school 1001 00:39:48,950 --> 00:39:47,119 where i i was trained by them 1002 00:39:53,030 --> 00:39:48,960 so it was these 1003 00:39:54,829 --> 00:39:53,040 pleiadians and i think zetas 1004 00:39:56,870 --> 00:39:54,839 mostly involved with 1005 00:39:59,670 --> 00:39:56,880 this and 1006 00:40:00,950 --> 00:39:59,680 so what they what they taught me was the 1007 00:40:03,670 --> 00:40:00,960 biggest thing 1008 00:40:05,910 --> 00:40:03,680 was to release all of my fear 1009 00:40:07,190 --> 00:40:05,920 to never be afraid ever 1010 00:40:09,270 --> 00:40:07,200 because 1011 00:40:12,309 --> 00:40:09,280 when you're afraid 1012 00:40:14,150 --> 00:40:12,319 you're not in control of yourself 1013 00:40:16,710 --> 00:40:14,160 you um 1014 00:40:18,150 --> 00:40:16,720 you know when you are filled with love 1015 00:40:20,630 --> 00:40:18,160 and you're connected to your highest 1016 00:40:22,230 --> 00:40:20,640 self and connected to source well that's 1017 00:40:24,710 --> 00:40:22,240 when you're in your true power that's 1018 00:40:26,550 --> 00:40:24,720 when you have control so they were 1019 00:40:28,550 --> 00:40:26,560 teaching me 1020 00:40:31,270 --> 00:40:28,560 how to be in control of 1021 00:40:34,470 --> 00:40:31,280 the situation when i was out of body 1022 00:40:37,030 --> 00:40:34,480 when i was on the astral plane 1023 00:40:39,430 --> 00:40:37,040 and then i moved up to being on the 1024 00:40:40,870 --> 00:40:39,440 etheric plane with them which is kind of 1025 00:40:42,550 --> 00:40:40,880 like 1026 00:40:43,829 --> 00:40:42,560 it's also being out of body but it's 1027 00:40:45,990 --> 00:40:43,839 like a higher 1028 00:40:48,870 --> 00:40:46,000 awareness where you can you can be so 1029 00:40:49,829 --> 00:40:48,880 aware and so conscious it's so it's very 1030 00:40:55,349 --> 00:40:49,839 real 1031 00:40:56,630 --> 00:40:55,359 being physical 1032 00:40:59,190 --> 00:40:56,640 so 1033 00:41:02,309 --> 00:40:59,200 they taught me to you know release all 1034 00:41:04,230 --> 00:41:02,319 my fear and for for years they 1035 00:41:06,630 --> 00:41:04,240 they put me in what i call 1036 00:41:08,309 --> 00:41:06,640 fake scenarios 1037 00:41:09,270 --> 00:41:08,319 it's almost like 1038 00:41:11,829 --> 00:41:09,280 um 1039 00:41:13,430 --> 00:41:11,839 a holographic room or like virtual 1040 00:41:15,589 --> 00:41:13,440 reality 1041 00:41:19,190 --> 00:41:15,599 they would come up with a 1042 00:41:21,750 --> 00:41:19,200 scenario where i would have to 1043 00:41:23,589 --> 00:41:21,760 defend myself against an attacker or 1044 00:41:25,349 --> 00:41:23,599 maybe it was just something scary like a 1045 00:41:27,910 --> 00:41:25,359 big spider 1046 00:41:31,190 --> 00:41:27,920 but it but it was all about my reaction 1047 00:41:33,030 --> 00:41:31,200 to it like they were teaching me how 1048 00:41:34,630 --> 00:41:33,040 to not have a bad reaction you know how 1049 00:41:43,109 --> 00:41:34,640 to 1050 00:41:47,670 --> 00:41:45,750 and so because 1051 00:41:49,829 --> 00:41:47,680 sometimes these military trained 1052 00:41:51,589 --> 00:41:49,839 psychics were showing up and they were 1053 00:41:54,630 --> 00:41:51,599 human 1054 00:41:56,630 --> 00:41:54,640 now for for a while when these um these 1055 00:41:58,630 --> 00:41:56,640 psychics would show up and they'd ask me 1056 00:42:01,109 --> 00:41:58,640 questions and i would answer them 1057 00:42:03,670 --> 00:42:01,119 because for a while i just i didn't know 1058 00:42:04,550 --> 00:42:03,680 any better i was young and naive 1059 00:42:06,230 --> 00:42:04,560 and 1060 00:42:07,670 --> 00:42:06,240 they wanted to know 1061 00:42:09,829 --> 00:42:07,680 well what did you do with the star 1062 00:42:11,430 --> 00:42:09,839 people and and what did they say to you 1063 00:42:13,990 --> 00:42:11,440 you know what did you do tell us and i 1064 00:42:16,150 --> 00:42:14,000 would tell them i tell them everything 1065 00:42:17,750 --> 00:42:16,160 until i i realized it probably wasn't 1066 00:42:19,750 --> 00:42:17,760 such a good idea 1067 00:42:21,510 --> 00:42:19,760 and when i stopped 1068 00:42:22,950 --> 00:42:21,520 you know uh 1069 00:42:25,190 --> 00:42:22,960 willingly 1070 00:42:26,950 --> 00:42:25,200 uh describing everything to them 1071 00:42:29,510 --> 00:42:26,960 then they 1072 00:42:31,510 --> 00:42:29,520 started attacking me because what they 1073 00:42:34,150 --> 00:42:31,520 do is 1074 00:42:35,510 --> 00:42:34,160 they just want to scare you so badly 1075 00:42:37,510 --> 00:42:35,520 that you're not in control of yourself 1076 00:42:39,990 --> 00:42:37,520 anymore so it makes sense you know what 1077 00:42:42,550 --> 00:42:40,000 the star people were teaching me 1078 00:42:46,630 --> 00:42:44,790 so the psychics would come and 1079 00:42:48,710 --> 00:42:46,640 um 1080 00:42:50,870 --> 00:42:48,720 they chased me around they do things to 1081 00:42:53,030 --> 00:42:50,880 scare me they were trying to get 1082 00:42:53,910 --> 00:42:53,040 information from me 1083 00:42:56,309 --> 00:42:53,920 and 1084 00:42:58,630 --> 00:42:56,319 over the years as i refused to speak 1085 00:43:00,630 --> 00:42:58,640 with them anymore the attacks got a 1086 00:43:02,309 --> 00:43:00,640 little more severe but 1087 00:43:04,630 --> 00:43:02,319 fortunately the star people were 1088 00:43:06,309 --> 00:43:04,640 teaching me how to defend myself against 1089 00:43:08,710 --> 00:43:06,319 psychic attack 1090 00:43:11,349 --> 00:43:08,720 and that was against anybody you know 1091 00:43:13,349 --> 00:43:11,359 whether it was human or or an alien you 1092 00:43:14,710 --> 00:43:13,359 know it didn't matter 1093 00:43:16,150 --> 00:43:14,720 they were teaching me how to protect 1094 00:43:17,910 --> 00:43:16,160 myself 1095 00:43:19,910 --> 00:43:17,920 and so 1096 00:43:23,109 --> 00:43:19,920 facing fear learning how to defend 1097 00:43:26,710 --> 00:43:23,119 myself and then the next lesson was 1098 00:43:28,069 --> 00:43:26,720 learning how to use energy like subtle 1099 00:43:29,829 --> 00:43:28,079 energy 1100 00:43:32,710 --> 00:43:29,839 inside of my body 1101 00:43:34,630 --> 00:43:32,720 how to move this and how to manipulate 1102 00:43:36,710 --> 00:43:34,640 energy 1103 00:43:39,109 --> 00:43:36,720 so the first thing they taught me about 1104 00:43:42,150 --> 00:43:39,119 energy was 1105 00:43:43,510 --> 00:43:42,160 how to gather up a ball of energy in my 1106 00:43:46,069 --> 00:43:43,520 hand 1107 00:43:47,349 --> 00:43:46,079 now i you can actually move energy 1108 00:43:48,630 --> 00:43:47,359 through your body 1109 00:43:50,390 --> 00:43:48,640 and just to like a simple little 1110 00:43:52,069 --> 00:43:50,400 practices to move it up and down your 1111 00:43:53,430 --> 00:43:52,079 arm like from your shoulder to your 1112 00:43:55,670 --> 00:43:53,440 fingertips 1113 00:43:58,069 --> 00:43:55,680 and you can you know it's just mental 1114 00:44:00,790 --> 00:43:58,079 focus you're like moving this and you 1115 00:44:02,950 --> 00:44:00,800 can you can feel it so i would gather up 1116 00:44:04,950 --> 00:44:02,960 this energy in my hand 1117 00:44:07,030 --> 00:44:04,960 and they would um 1118 00:44:09,990 --> 00:44:07,040 they showed me how to create this ball 1119 00:44:12,870 --> 00:44:10,000 of light it's just a ball of energy 1120 00:44:15,190 --> 00:44:12,880 so after i got that down 1121 00:44:17,109 --> 00:44:15,200 they said okay now you can create 1122 00:44:19,270 --> 00:44:17,119 something use this energy to make 1123 00:44:20,550 --> 00:44:19,280 something and i would usually make a 1124 00:44:23,270 --> 00:44:20,560 flower 1125 00:44:24,950 --> 00:44:23,280 or an apple or an orange or something 1126 00:44:25,990 --> 00:44:24,960 small like that that would fit in my 1127 00:44:28,230 --> 00:44:26,000 hand 1128 00:44:30,790 --> 00:44:28,240 and as i was going through this 1129 00:44:33,349 --> 00:44:30,800 uh psychic self-defense 1130 00:44:35,349 --> 00:44:33,359 training i learned how to create a knife 1131 00:44:37,589 --> 00:44:35,359 in my hand 1132 00:44:39,670 --> 00:44:37,599 and i could you know just as easily make 1133 00:44:41,829 --> 00:44:39,680 it disappear 1134 00:44:44,470 --> 00:44:41,839 so they were teaching me how to use 1135 00:44:46,550 --> 00:44:44,480 energy and 1136 00:44:48,309 --> 00:44:46,560 then they started telling me about the 1137 00:44:51,510 --> 00:44:48,319 shift 1138 00:44:54,670 --> 00:44:51,520 so this was back you know this is like 1139 00:44:57,510 --> 00:44:54,680 uh 1988 through 1140 00:44:59,589 --> 00:44:57,520 1994 something like that 1141 00:45:01,510 --> 00:44:59,599 and 1142 00:45:02,790 --> 00:45:01,520 i didn't know anything you know what i 1143 00:45:04,550 --> 00:45:02,800 didn't know what they were talking about 1144 00:45:06,230 --> 00:45:04,560 the shift and they talked about earth 1145 00:45:09,349 --> 00:45:06,240 changes and 1146 00:45:12,150 --> 00:45:09,359 the biggest thing about the shift was 1147 00:45:14,230 --> 00:45:12,160 a change in conscious awareness 1148 00:45:15,589 --> 00:45:14,240 and they said that 1149 00:45:17,030 --> 00:45:15,599 most people 1150 00:45:19,430 --> 00:45:17,040 would not make it 1151 00:45:20,470 --> 00:45:19,440 most humans in the world today were not 1152 00:45:21,349 --> 00:45:20,480 ready 1153 00:45:25,349 --> 00:45:21,359 to 1154 00:45:27,910 --> 00:45:25,359 shift yet because shifting is about 1155 00:45:30,069 --> 00:45:27,920 being in a high vibrational frequency 1156 00:45:32,870 --> 00:45:30,079 with love in your heart 1157 00:45:35,589 --> 00:45:32,880 and being awake and aware 1158 00:45:37,190 --> 00:45:35,599 and you know doing things to enlighten 1159 00:45:38,630 --> 00:45:37,200 yourself to make yourself a better 1160 00:45:40,870 --> 00:45:38,640 person to 1161 00:45:41,990 --> 00:45:40,880 to open up your third eye and have that 1162 00:45:43,190 --> 00:45:42,000 working 1163 00:45:45,349 --> 00:45:43,200 and 1164 00:45:46,710 --> 00:45:45,359 so they said that 1165 00:45:49,030 --> 00:45:46,720 the shift 1166 00:45:52,630 --> 00:45:49,040 was going to cause 1167 00:45:55,190 --> 00:45:52,640 great upheavals on the earth a lot of 1168 00:45:56,309 --> 00:45:55,200 a lot of different natural disasters and 1169 00:45:58,309 --> 00:45:56,319 i know some of the things that are 1170 00:46:02,230 --> 00:45:58,319 happening today aren't natural they're 1171 00:46:04,150 --> 00:46:02,240 man-made and so that's part of it too 1172 00:46:05,510 --> 00:46:04,160 it all goes together 1173 00:46:07,510 --> 00:46:05,520 um 1174 00:46:09,829 --> 00:46:07,520 but the people who 1175 00:46:11,349 --> 00:46:09,839 were ready to shift up into the next 1176 00:46:14,550 --> 00:46:11,359 dimension 1177 00:46:15,990 --> 00:46:14,560 the next level of awareness 1178 00:46:18,230 --> 00:46:16,000 that they were going to do that during 1179 00:46:19,589 --> 00:46:18,240 this this shift 1180 00:46:21,510 --> 00:46:19,599 like everything was going to happen at 1181 00:46:23,990 --> 00:46:21,520 once it was going to play out physically 1182 00:46:25,829 --> 00:46:24,000 and mentally and spiritually and in 1183 00:46:30,069 --> 00:46:25,839 every way 1184 00:46:34,069 --> 00:46:32,230 i was going to be shifting into the 1185 00:46:35,670 --> 00:46:34,079 fourth dimension 1186 00:46:37,109 --> 00:46:35,680 and i know 1187 00:46:39,349 --> 00:46:37,119 a lot of people talk about the fifth 1188 00:46:40,630 --> 00:46:39,359 dimension but this is what they said to 1189 00:46:44,230 --> 00:46:40,640 me 1190 00:46:46,710 --> 00:46:44,240 can see 1191 00:46:49,349 --> 00:46:46,720 10 dimensions that i have 10 different 1192 00:46:51,510 --> 00:46:49,359 dimensions to myself 1193 00:46:54,710 --> 00:46:51,520 they could see all of them at once just 1194 00:46:55,750 --> 00:46:54,720 by looking at me and that they wanted me 1195 00:46:58,710 --> 00:46:55,760 to know 1196 00:47:01,510 --> 00:46:58,720 that i was moving from 3d to 4d 1197 00:47:04,950 --> 00:47:01,520 and this would cause a great leap you 1198 00:47:06,630 --> 00:47:04,960 know in my level of awareness 1199 00:47:08,829 --> 00:47:06,640 and it isn't like 1200 00:47:12,630 --> 00:47:08,839 you know a traumatic thing it's more 1201 00:47:14,790 --> 00:47:12,640 like remembering who we are it 1202 00:47:16,710 --> 00:47:14,800 leap going up into the next level is 1203 00:47:18,710 --> 00:47:16,720 about 1204 00:47:21,510 --> 00:47:18,720 having a greater 1205 00:47:23,670 --> 00:47:21,520 perspective on life being able to see 1206 00:47:26,630 --> 00:47:23,680 and understand so much more 1207 00:47:27,910 --> 00:47:26,640 about the true nature of reality 1208 00:47:29,910 --> 00:47:27,920 and 1209 00:47:32,390 --> 00:47:29,920 this is something to really work towards 1210 00:47:35,030 --> 00:47:32,400 and to to look forward to 1211 00:47:37,349 --> 00:47:35,040 and it does happen gradually and and 1212 00:47:40,790 --> 00:47:37,359 right now in the world right now it is 1213 00:47:43,510 --> 00:47:40,800 happening this awakening is happening 1214 00:47:44,390 --> 00:47:43,520 and i know that the shift is happening 1215 00:47:48,790 --> 00:47:44,400 for me 1216 00:47:50,790 --> 00:47:48,800 because i am gaining conscious awareness 1217 00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:50,800 i can see it happening my husband john 1218 00:47:55,349 --> 00:47:52,880 and i we we talk about it all the time 1219 00:47:57,349 --> 00:47:55,359 and we're very aware of it 1220 00:48:01,349 --> 00:47:57,359 so they started telling me about this 1221 00:48:03,270 --> 00:48:01,359 you know back in 1988 or so 1222 00:48:04,710 --> 00:48:03,280 um so 1223 00:48:07,270 --> 00:48:04,720 do you have any questions add on or 1224 00:48:09,349 --> 00:48:07,280 should i just keep going 1225 00:48:10,390 --> 00:48:09,359 oh no just keep going i mean i have some 1226 00:48:12,390 --> 00:48:10,400 questions 1227 00:48:14,630 --> 00:48:12,400 lined up kind of in the back of my mind 1228 00:48:18,309 --> 00:48:14,640 but i would like to just let you finish 1229 00:48:19,510 --> 00:48:18,319 up and tell us all that you have to say 1230 00:48:23,030 --> 00:48:19,520 okay 1231 00:48:24,470 --> 00:48:23,040 so i went through this star people 1232 00:48:27,910 --> 00:48:24,480 school 1233 00:48:31,109 --> 00:48:27,920 and i i've had so many experiences i i'm 1234 00:48:33,430 --> 00:48:31,119 not sure how many thousands maybe 1235 00:48:37,589 --> 00:48:35,190 dealing with the 1236 00:48:40,470 --> 00:48:37,599 military psychics at the same time i've 1237 00:48:42,390 --> 00:48:40,480 had a bunch of what you call my lab 1238 00:48:43,910 --> 00:48:42,400 military abductions 1239 00:48:46,470 --> 00:48:43,920 and have been 1240 00:48:48,390 --> 00:48:46,480 to underground bases 1241 00:48:50,630 --> 00:48:48,400 and 1242 00:48:52,230 --> 00:48:50,640 uh the star people 1243 00:48:53,670 --> 00:48:52,240 after i went through this five-year 1244 00:48:56,870 --> 00:48:53,680 training period with them i actually 1245 00:48:58,230 --> 00:48:56,880 went to a graduation ceremony with them 1246 00:49:00,069 --> 00:48:58,240 and 1247 00:49:03,109 --> 00:49:00,079 there were other humans 1248 00:49:05,510 --> 00:49:03,119 in my class i had classmates 1249 00:49:07,349 --> 00:49:05,520 so the way that it happened is like when 1250 00:49:09,349 --> 00:49:07,359 we were younger 1251 00:49:11,829 --> 00:49:09,359 there were a lot of children in this 1252 00:49:13,190 --> 00:49:11,839 class with me all humans 1253 00:49:15,030 --> 00:49:13,200 and 1254 00:49:18,230 --> 00:49:15,040 to start people would put us through 1255 00:49:19,349 --> 00:49:18,240 this psychic testing 1256 00:49:21,829 --> 00:49:19,359 and 1257 00:49:24,309 --> 00:49:21,839 the idea was that if you pass the test 1258 00:49:26,790 --> 00:49:24,319 you go up to the next level 1259 00:49:28,069 --> 00:49:26,800 well if you if you didn't pass the test 1260 00:49:29,750 --> 00:49:28,079 then 1261 00:49:31,670 --> 00:49:29,760 the kids who didn't pass the test they 1262 00:49:34,710 --> 00:49:31,680 would usually bring them home 1263 00:49:35,510 --> 00:49:34,720 and they just didn't come back again 1264 00:49:37,829 --> 00:49:35,520 so 1265 00:49:39,829 --> 00:49:37,839 passing a test and going up to the next 1266 00:49:41,030 --> 00:49:39,839 level meant more and more psychic 1267 00:49:42,790 --> 00:49:41,040 testing 1268 00:49:48,309 --> 00:49:42,800 um 1269 00:49:52,150 --> 00:49:48,319 a lot involved with that it was about 1270 00:49:54,069 --> 00:49:52,160 mental clarity and mental focus 1271 00:49:57,349 --> 00:49:54,079 and um 1272 00:50:01,510 --> 00:49:59,510 i was with all the all the kids in my 1273 00:50:04,150 --> 00:50:01,520 class and there were a couple of star 1274 00:50:07,030 --> 00:50:04,160 people there uh the tall ones 1275 00:50:09,190 --> 00:50:07,040 and they were passing around this little 1276 00:50:12,549 --> 00:50:09,200 it just looked me like a little plastic 1277 00:50:15,030 --> 00:50:12,559 a flat plastic diamond shape 1278 00:50:16,870 --> 00:50:15,040 which had little sections on it that you 1279 00:50:19,270 --> 00:50:16,880 could push and the surf people 1280 00:50:21,270 --> 00:50:19,280 demonstrated this and they 1281 00:50:23,589 --> 00:50:21,280 they made different tones like each 1282 00:50:25,510 --> 00:50:23,599 little pad when you pressed on it would 1283 00:50:28,150 --> 00:50:25,520 light up a different color 1284 00:50:31,750 --> 00:50:28,160 and make a different musical tone 1285 00:50:37,670 --> 00:50:34,870 we had to play the correct tone 1286 00:50:39,430 --> 00:50:37,680 so every all the little kids in my class 1287 00:50:41,349 --> 00:50:39,440 all took turns and we 1288 00:50:43,190 --> 00:50:41,359 did it and whoever got it right well 1289 00:50:45,829 --> 00:50:43,200 they passed that psychic test and they 1290 00:50:48,069 --> 00:50:45,839 go up to the next level 1291 00:50:52,309 --> 00:50:48,079 and there were times when they would put 1292 00:50:55,270 --> 00:50:52,319 us inside of a maze like a labyrinth 1293 00:50:57,190 --> 00:50:55,280 and we had to find our way out 1294 00:50:58,870 --> 00:50:57,200 and 1295 00:51:00,309 --> 00:50:58,880 they the star people always said this 1296 00:51:03,190 --> 00:51:00,319 thing to me 1297 00:51:05,190 --> 00:51:03,200 they said if you do a good job you know 1298 00:51:07,670 --> 00:51:05,200 and you you pass this test then you will 1299 00:51:09,430 --> 00:51:07,680 get the castle 1300 00:51:11,670 --> 00:51:09,440 and i'd see an image like of this 1301 00:51:13,829 --> 00:51:11,680 beautiful castle in my mind 1302 00:51:15,990 --> 00:51:13,839 and 1303 00:51:19,910 --> 00:51:16,000 it's really interesting that i want to 1304 00:51:21,589 --> 00:51:19,920 tie this in with another thought um i 1305 00:51:24,870 --> 00:51:21,599 i watched the interview with ray 1306 00:51:26,790 --> 00:51:24,880 hernandez that you did recently 1307 00:51:30,950 --> 00:51:26,800 and i thought it was so interesting what 1308 00:51:34,470 --> 00:51:32,470 contactees 1309 00:51:37,589 --> 00:51:34,480 and i'm not sure if he meant alien 1310 00:51:39,670 --> 00:51:37,599 abduction in general or just contactees 1311 00:51:42,390 --> 00:51:39,680 but there is some connection with 1312 00:51:45,109 --> 00:51:42,400 near-death experience 1313 00:51:47,750 --> 00:51:45,119 which is just amazing because i also had 1314 00:51:49,589 --> 00:51:47,760 a near-death experience 1315 00:51:51,910 --> 00:51:49,599 and when i had this near-death 1316 00:51:53,430 --> 00:51:51,920 experience i saw the castle 1317 00:51:54,710 --> 00:51:53,440 that those star people were talking 1318 00:51:55,910 --> 00:51:54,720 about 1319 00:51:57,670 --> 00:51:55,920 um 1320 00:52:00,630 --> 00:51:57,680 so i'll tell you about that when i get 1321 00:52:02,309 --> 00:52:00,640 to that part but first um 1322 00:52:05,190 --> 00:52:02,319 so i graduated from the surf people 1323 00:52:07,829 --> 00:52:05,200 school and then i was on my own for a 1324 00:52:10,950 --> 00:52:07,839 while like they stopped coming 1325 00:52:12,710 --> 00:52:10,960 like it just stopped abruptly and 1326 00:52:14,790 --> 00:52:12,720 they did show up 1327 00:52:16,470 --> 00:52:14,800 but it was more like once every couple 1328 00:52:18,470 --> 00:52:16,480 of months or so and this happened for a 1329 00:52:20,710 --> 00:52:18,480 number of years 1330 00:52:22,309 --> 00:52:20,720 and i i missed them you know i was kind 1331 00:52:24,710 --> 00:52:22,319 of lonely because i wanted to see them 1332 00:52:27,430 --> 00:52:25,510 but 1333 00:52:29,030 --> 00:52:27,440 i realized now you know i didn't know at 1334 00:52:30,549 --> 00:52:29,040 the time but now i know 1335 00:52:33,750 --> 00:52:30,559 that 1336 00:52:35,589 --> 00:52:33,760 they were leaving me on my own to 1337 00:52:37,589 --> 00:52:35,599 level up to 1338 00:52:39,910 --> 00:52:37,599 raise my frequency even higher and 1339 00:52:41,670 --> 00:52:39,920 become more consciously aware and work 1340 00:52:44,069 --> 00:52:41,680 with my third eye 1341 00:52:45,990 --> 00:52:44,079 they wanted me to do that on my own 1342 00:52:48,549 --> 00:52:46,000 and once i got to this certain level 1343 00:52:50,150 --> 00:52:48,559 then they started working with me again 1344 00:52:51,750 --> 00:52:50,160 and it was like 1345 00:52:53,190 --> 00:52:51,760 the second part of the star people 1346 00:52:55,190 --> 00:52:53,200 schools like this was like going to 1347 00:52:57,030 --> 00:52:55,200 college or something 1348 00:52:58,829 --> 00:52:57,040 and they picked up where they had left 1349 00:53:02,950 --> 00:52:58,839 off 1350 00:53:05,589 --> 00:53:02,960 with the energy manipulation and 1351 00:53:08,230 --> 00:53:05,599 so now instead of just 1352 00:53:09,589 --> 00:53:08,240 creating something in my hand 1353 00:53:11,910 --> 00:53:09,599 they were 1354 00:53:14,870 --> 00:53:11,920 working with me on the etheric plane and 1355 00:53:16,230 --> 00:53:14,880 showing me how to manifest reality 1356 00:53:18,470 --> 00:53:16,240 [Music] 1357 00:53:20,549 --> 00:53:18,480 so the etheric plane 1358 00:53:23,349 --> 00:53:20,559 is basically the blueprint of the 1359 00:53:25,910 --> 00:53:23,359 physical plane and whatever happens on 1360 00:53:29,030 --> 00:53:25,920 the etheric plane is going to manifest 1361 00:53:30,950 --> 00:53:29,040 physically sooner or later 1362 00:53:33,190 --> 00:53:30,960 so 1363 00:53:36,950 --> 00:53:33,200 they would give me little projects to do 1364 00:53:42,309 --> 00:53:39,349 like the very first thing i created on 1365 00:53:44,230 --> 00:53:42,319 the etheric plane was a very simple tent 1366 00:53:45,990 --> 00:53:44,240 like a tent for camping 1367 00:53:48,230 --> 00:53:46,000 i really liked you know i'm an outdoors 1368 00:53:50,309 --> 00:53:48,240 person like camping so that was you know 1369 00:53:52,630 --> 00:53:50,319 that's like came into my mind a tent is 1370 00:53:55,670 --> 00:53:52,640 simple it's got two sides 1371 00:53:57,430 --> 00:53:55,680 so i'm there on the etheric plane i i'm 1372 00:53:59,510 --> 00:53:57,440 out of body 1373 00:54:01,430 --> 00:53:59,520 and and by the way i call this the 1374 00:54:02,710 --> 00:54:01,440 alternate reality 1375 00:54:04,470 --> 00:54:02,720 because for me 1376 00:54:07,030 --> 00:54:04,480 it's this other place where i go and i 1377 00:54:09,430 --> 00:54:07,040 experience life i'm awake and aware in 1378 00:54:10,470 --> 00:54:09,440 this other place 1379 00:54:13,430 --> 00:54:10,480 and so 1380 00:54:15,910 --> 00:54:13,440 i started pulling what i call ether 1381 00:54:18,470 --> 00:54:15,920 right out of the air like i didn't see 1382 00:54:19,750 --> 00:54:18,480 it but i was just grabbing handfuls of 1383 00:54:20,710 --> 00:54:19,760 it 1384 00:54:23,589 --> 00:54:20,720 and 1385 00:54:25,510 --> 00:54:23,599 it was like ectoplasm 1386 00:54:27,670 --> 00:54:25,520 like a white cottony 1387 00:54:29,349 --> 00:54:27,680 sticky kind of substance 1388 00:54:30,870 --> 00:54:29,359 that i was taking balls of it and 1389 00:54:33,109 --> 00:54:30,880 flattening it out 1390 00:54:36,150 --> 00:54:33,119 to make the sides of the tent and i was 1391 00:54:38,630 --> 00:54:36,160 just sticking them on from the top down 1392 00:54:40,309 --> 00:54:38,640 i created my my etheric tent so that was 1393 00:54:42,470 --> 00:54:40,319 like a really easy 1394 00:54:45,190 --> 00:54:42,480 first thing that i did 1395 00:54:47,910 --> 00:54:45,200 but then i i had experiences and my 1396 00:54:49,030 --> 00:54:47,920 husband john also took part in some of 1397 00:54:50,710 --> 00:54:49,040 these 1398 00:54:52,950 --> 00:54:50,720 where we would 1399 00:54:54,549 --> 00:54:52,960 go out of body together 1400 00:54:57,030 --> 00:54:54,559 to the etheric plane 1401 00:54:58,870 --> 00:54:57,040 and we were practicing 1402 00:55:00,549 --> 00:54:58,880 manifesting reality 1403 00:55:02,950 --> 00:55:00,559 and in this one case 1404 00:55:04,549 --> 00:55:02,960 we had 1405 00:55:08,069 --> 00:55:04,559 the star people 1406 00:55:10,069 --> 00:55:08,079 watching but they weren't really 1407 00:55:12,230 --> 00:55:10,079 directing us 1408 00:55:13,589 --> 00:55:12,240 but we had well like a cylinder that was 1409 00:55:15,430 --> 00:55:13,599 floating in the air it was like 1410 00:55:17,349 --> 00:55:15,440 translucent 1411 00:55:18,470 --> 00:55:17,359 and we could actually stick our hands 1412 00:55:20,870 --> 00:55:18,480 through it 1413 00:55:24,390 --> 00:55:20,880 and there was like um 1414 00:55:25,750 --> 00:55:24,400 some wire some metal wire inside of this 1415 00:55:27,349 --> 00:55:25,760 cylinder 1416 00:55:30,549 --> 00:55:27,359 which we could 1417 00:55:31,910 --> 00:55:30,559 move around into different shapes 1418 00:55:36,390 --> 00:55:31,920 and 1419 00:55:37,349 --> 00:55:36,400 forth 1420 00:55:38,950 --> 00:55:37,359 um 1421 00:55:41,430 --> 00:55:38,960 from the etheric plane to the physical 1422 00:55:42,710 --> 00:55:41,440 plane we were laying in our bed 1423 00:55:44,230 --> 00:55:42,720 physically 1424 00:55:47,030 --> 00:55:44,240 and 1425 00:55:49,109 --> 00:55:47,040 just mentally going in our minds we were 1426 00:55:49,990 --> 00:55:49,119 leaving our bodies and going to etheric 1427 00:55:52,549 --> 00:55:50,000 plane 1428 00:55:54,549 --> 00:55:52,559 playing around with this wire 1429 00:55:57,750 --> 00:55:54,559 and creating a shape with it 1430 00:56:00,150 --> 00:55:57,760 and we'd come back to our bodies and 1431 00:56:01,990 --> 00:56:00,160 i'm not sure how this works but 1432 00:56:04,549 --> 00:56:02,000 we weren't really waking up would seem 1433 00:56:07,589 --> 00:56:04,559 like we're in a lucid dream state and we 1434 00:56:09,030 --> 00:56:07,599 knew we were in the physical world 1435 00:56:11,349 --> 00:56:09,040 so this 1436 00:56:12,390 --> 00:56:11,359 wire thing that we were constructing 1437 00:56:15,349 --> 00:56:12,400 looked like 1438 00:56:17,190 --> 00:56:15,359 wrought iron like very durable 1439 00:56:19,270 --> 00:56:17,200 wrought iron structure 1440 00:56:21,109 --> 00:56:19,280 so looking at it on the etheric plane 1441 00:56:23,270 --> 00:56:21,119 was a little bit different you know it 1442 00:56:25,030 --> 00:56:23,280 looked kind of thin and flimsy and we 1443 00:56:27,349 --> 00:56:25,040 could we could move it around it was 1444 00:56:28,870 --> 00:56:27,359 malleable but then on the physical plane 1445 00:56:31,430 --> 00:56:28,880 it actually 1446 00:56:34,470 --> 00:56:31,440 was manifesting as something really hard 1447 00:56:36,549 --> 00:56:34,480 and dense and physical 1448 00:56:38,630 --> 00:56:36,559 so these are the kind of 1449 00:56:41,430 --> 00:56:38,640 activities we were doing 1450 00:56:46,309 --> 00:56:43,270 one night 1451 00:56:48,549 --> 00:56:46,319 i actually i i went to bed 1452 00:56:49,990 --> 00:56:48,559 went out a body and walked out into my 1453 00:56:52,230 --> 00:56:50,000 backyard 1454 00:56:54,230 --> 00:56:52,240 and there were some of my 1455 00:56:55,270 --> 00:56:54,240 fellow classmates from the star people 1456 00:56:59,030 --> 00:56:55,280 school 1457 00:57:00,710 --> 00:56:59,040 about three or four were out there with 1458 00:57:02,069 --> 00:57:00,720 me and we were just sitting in the 1459 00:57:04,549 --> 00:57:02,079 backyard 1460 00:57:06,069 --> 00:57:04,559 and a store person was there and he 1461 00:57:10,230 --> 00:57:06,079 handed us 1462 00:57:12,390 --> 00:57:10,240 this uh cone i call it an energy cone 1463 00:57:14,710 --> 00:57:12,400 it was shaped kind of like 1464 00:57:15,670 --> 00:57:14,720 like an ice cream cone 1465 00:57:18,069 --> 00:57:15,680 and 1466 00:57:19,589 --> 00:57:18,079 we were using this we're practicing 1467 00:57:21,430 --> 00:57:19,599 limit to 1468 00:57:22,870 --> 00:57:21,440 move energy 1469 00:57:25,030 --> 00:57:22,880 and so 1470 00:57:27,349 --> 00:57:25,040 the idea was you hold this cone in your 1471 00:57:29,670 --> 00:57:27,359 hand like first we held it with the the 1472 00:57:31,510 --> 00:57:29,680 big the big end up like the big open 1473 00:57:33,750 --> 00:57:31,520 cone and up 1474 00:57:35,990 --> 00:57:33,760 and i could take energy 1475 00:57:37,430 --> 00:57:36,000 from my body and move it through my arm 1476 00:57:40,069 --> 00:57:37,440 into this cone 1477 00:57:42,789 --> 00:57:40,079 and a big flow of of sparkling light 1478 00:57:44,789 --> 00:57:42,799 energy would come out the top of it 1479 00:57:46,069 --> 00:57:44,799 so i tried that and then i flipped the 1480 00:57:48,470 --> 00:57:46,079 cone over 1481 00:57:50,950 --> 00:57:48,480 and so the very small 1482 00:57:53,030 --> 00:57:50,960 this very small end of the cone was up 1483 00:57:55,349 --> 00:57:53,040 and with a tiny hole in it 1484 00:57:56,150 --> 00:57:55,359 and so when i pushed the energy through 1485 00:57:58,710 --> 00:57:56,160 it 1486 00:58:01,190 --> 00:57:58,720 the energy came out in a in a ball and 1487 00:58:03,349 --> 00:58:01,200 it was like a spinning ball of light 1488 00:58:06,470 --> 00:58:03,359 and so we were moving energy around like 1489 00:58:08,470 --> 00:58:06,480 this and and everybody took a turn doing 1490 00:58:10,230 --> 00:58:08,480 this 1491 00:58:12,710 --> 00:58:10,240 every all the humans that were out there 1492 00:58:16,309 --> 00:58:12,720 with me so this was more of like 1493 00:58:18,549 --> 00:58:16,319 practice of doing energy work 1494 00:58:21,829 --> 00:58:18,559 and 1495 00:58:25,109 --> 00:58:21,839 i wanna i wanna say that 1496 00:58:28,069 --> 00:58:25,119 our conscious awareness is so 1497 00:58:29,750 --> 00:58:28,079 it's eternal you know we are eternal 1498 00:58:31,510 --> 00:58:29,760 spiritual beings 1499 00:58:34,870 --> 00:58:31,520 and 1500 00:58:37,510 --> 00:58:34,880 our conscious awareness can go into 1501 00:58:40,309 --> 00:58:37,520 like the astral body or the etheric body 1502 00:58:41,750 --> 00:58:40,319 and totally be awake and aware 1503 00:58:44,069 --> 00:58:41,760 i mean people 1504 00:58:45,990 --> 00:58:44,079 know that when they're dreaming 1505 00:58:47,990 --> 00:58:46,000 they can become lucid 1506 00:58:50,470 --> 00:58:48,000 they can have lucid dreams and they can 1507 00:58:52,630 --> 00:58:50,480 bring their awareness to that place 1508 00:58:54,549 --> 00:58:52,640 i mean it's like you're really awake 1509 00:58:57,030 --> 00:58:54,559 and you can do this when you're out of 1510 00:58:58,390 --> 00:58:57,040 body on the astral plane and the etheric 1511 00:58:59,910 --> 00:58:58,400 plane 1512 00:59:01,670 --> 00:58:59,920 so for me 1513 00:59:03,670 --> 00:59:01,680 i look at things 1514 00:59:05,750 --> 00:59:03,680 kind of from a spiritual perspective 1515 00:59:07,430 --> 00:59:05,760 from the long term 1516 00:59:09,030 --> 00:59:07,440 because i know that 1517 00:59:10,789 --> 00:59:09,040 when i'm done with this physical 1518 00:59:12,870 --> 00:59:10,799 incarnation 1519 00:59:13,990 --> 00:59:12,880 i'm going to leave this body and i'll 1520 00:59:16,150 --> 00:59:14,000 probably 1521 00:59:17,670 --> 00:59:16,160 just go into another body you know i'll 1522 00:59:20,549 --> 00:59:17,680 just have another 1523 00:59:24,390 --> 00:59:20,559 form but my consciousness will still be 1524 00:59:25,349 --> 00:59:24,400 intact and i will just continue my work 1525 00:59:27,349 --> 00:59:25,359 and i 1526 00:59:31,030 --> 00:59:27,359 i've really seen 1527 00:59:33,670 --> 00:59:31,040 evidence of this personally because 1528 00:59:36,150 --> 00:59:33,680 when somebody in my family 1529 00:59:37,990 --> 00:59:36,160 is going to pass into spirit they will 1530 00:59:39,829 --> 00:59:38,000 come and tell me about it about a year 1531 00:59:41,430 --> 00:59:39,839 beforehand 1532 00:59:43,270 --> 00:59:41,440 in my dreams 1533 00:59:44,950 --> 00:59:43,280 and this happened to me 1534 00:59:46,069 --> 00:59:44,960 with my grandmother 1535 00:59:49,349 --> 00:59:46,079 and 1536 00:59:50,710 --> 00:59:49,359 with my father 1537 00:59:52,470 --> 00:59:50,720 and 1538 00:59:54,069 --> 00:59:52,480 it's interesting that the same thing 1539 00:59:55,670 --> 00:59:54,079 happened 1540 00:59:57,750 --> 00:59:55,680 every time 1541 01:00:00,470 --> 00:59:57,760 it seemed like 1542 01:00:03,109 --> 01:00:00,480 after they passed over 1543 01:00:04,549 --> 01:00:03,119 they they rested or they went to sleep 1544 01:00:06,630 --> 01:00:04,559 for about a month 1545 01:00:08,710 --> 01:00:06,640 and then they came back and they saw me 1546 01:00:09,589 --> 01:00:08,720 in my dreams 1547 01:00:11,430 --> 01:00:09,599 so 1548 01:00:12,829 --> 01:00:11,440 the first time this happened was with my 1549 01:00:15,829 --> 01:00:12,839 grandmother 1550 01:00:18,230 --> 01:00:15,839 marcella and i was 21 years old at the 1551 01:00:20,549 --> 01:00:18,240 time i started having 1552 01:00:22,630 --> 01:00:20,559 really vivid dreams about her 1553 01:00:25,750 --> 01:00:22,640 and she was coming to me asking me to 1554 01:00:27,349 --> 01:00:25,760 help her weed her garden 1555 01:00:29,349 --> 01:00:27,359 and i was also learning about dream 1556 01:00:30,950 --> 01:00:29,359 symbolism at the time 1557 01:00:32,309 --> 01:00:30,960 and so i was trying to figure this out 1558 01:00:34,470 --> 01:00:32,319 you know what it meant but there were 1559 01:00:35,430 --> 01:00:34,480 like three dreams where she came and 1560 01:00:36,950 --> 01:00:35,440 asked me 1561 01:00:38,230 --> 01:00:36,960 please come over and help me leave my 1562 01:00:39,670 --> 01:00:38,240 garden and then 1563 01:00:43,030 --> 01:00:39,680 the third dream 1564 01:00:46,950 --> 01:00:43,040 it actually started snowing out and in 1565 01:00:49,510 --> 01:00:46,960 my dreams normally snow means death 1566 01:00:51,750 --> 01:00:49,520 so i thought okay i better i better do 1567 01:00:54,309 --> 01:00:51,760 something i need to talk to my grandma 1568 01:00:56,789 --> 01:00:54,319 so i actually wrote her a letter 1569 01:00:58,710 --> 01:00:56,799 and mailed it to her uh through the post 1570 01:01:00,549 --> 01:00:58,720 office which is pretty funny because she 1571 01:01:02,630 --> 01:01:00,559 lived you know a couple streets away 1572 01:01:04,630 --> 01:01:02,640 from me i was just really nervous 1573 01:01:06,789 --> 01:01:04,640 to go and talk to her about it 1574 01:01:09,190 --> 01:01:06,799 so she got my letter and then she she 1575 01:01:11,030 --> 01:01:09,200 contacted me and she asked me to come 1576 01:01:13,430 --> 01:01:11,040 over and talk to her 1577 01:01:14,549 --> 01:01:13,440 and i did and i'm so glad that i did 1578 01:01:16,390 --> 01:01:14,559 because 1579 01:01:19,030 --> 01:01:16,400 she told me things that she had never 1580 01:01:20,950 --> 01:01:19,040 told anybody else in the family 1581 01:01:22,829 --> 01:01:20,960 you know she told me experiences that 1582 01:01:25,829 --> 01:01:22,839 she'd had 1583 01:01:27,750 --> 01:01:25,839 um like when her husband died he came 1584 01:01:28,630 --> 01:01:27,760 back to visit her 1585 01:01:31,270 --> 01:01:28,640 and 1586 01:01:33,030 --> 01:01:31,280 i told i told her what i thought it was 1587 01:01:34,789 --> 01:01:33,040 going to be like i thought 1588 01:01:36,870 --> 01:01:34,799 you know she might be getting ready to 1589 01:01:38,950 --> 01:01:36,880 transition into the spirit world and i 1590 01:01:41,109 --> 01:01:38,960 told her what i thought it might be like 1591 01:01:42,230 --> 01:01:41,119 when she gets there 1592 01:01:44,630 --> 01:01:42,240 and 1593 01:01:48,069 --> 01:01:44,640 so after this meeting with her 1594 01:01:49,430 --> 01:01:48,079 she started to go downhill pretty quick 1595 01:01:50,309 --> 01:01:49,440 physically 1596 01:01:52,470 --> 01:01:50,319 and 1597 01:01:53,829 --> 01:01:52,480 i had another dream about her 1598 01:01:55,190 --> 01:01:53,839 which was very 1599 01:01:58,150 --> 01:01:55,200 moving 1600 01:02:00,390 --> 01:01:58,160 where she told me that she was going to 1601 01:02:03,510 --> 01:02:00,400 pass into spirit um 1602 01:02:04,829 --> 01:02:03,520 in august of next year like she said the 1603 01:02:06,950 --> 01:02:04,839 second week of 1604 01:02:08,710 --> 01:02:06,960 august and so 1605 01:02:11,029 --> 01:02:08,720 when i woke up the next morning from 1606 01:02:12,150 --> 01:02:11,039 that dream i immediately went and i told 1607 01:02:14,950 --> 01:02:12,160 my mother 1608 01:02:16,549 --> 01:02:14,960 and my aunt who was visiting at the time 1609 01:02:18,309 --> 01:02:16,559 and they didn't quite know what to think 1610 01:02:21,589 --> 01:02:18,319 but i told them i think grandma is going 1611 01:02:24,309 --> 01:02:21,599 to die you know in august 1612 01:02:26,470 --> 01:02:24,319 and um so as it turned out she did she 1613 01:02:27,910 --> 01:02:26,480 passed over it was august 20th when she 1614 01:02:29,589 --> 01:02:27,920 passed over 1615 01:02:31,910 --> 01:02:29,599 and then like i said it was about a 1616 01:02:33,670 --> 01:02:31,920 month i didn't see her and then she came 1617 01:02:35,990 --> 01:02:33,680 back and she saw me 1618 01:02:38,390 --> 01:02:36,000 in my dreams and she told me that i was 1619 01:02:41,029 --> 01:02:38,400 almost right like i almost got it right 1620 01:02:42,470 --> 01:02:41,039 what i thought about what would happen 1621 01:02:44,549 --> 01:02:42,480 so that was cool 1622 01:02:46,150 --> 01:02:44,559 but then i had you know a similar thing 1623 01:02:48,309 --> 01:02:46,160 happen with the other grandmother and 1624 01:02:49,670 --> 01:02:48,319 then with my dad 1625 01:02:51,670 --> 01:02:49,680 and so 1626 01:02:53,589 --> 01:02:51,680 i'll tell you about my near-death 1627 01:02:56,150 --> 01:02:53,599 experience now 1628 01:02:57,910 --> 01:02:56,160 this happened in 2010 1629 01:02:59,990 --> 01:02:57,920 i was 1630 01:03:03,109 --> 01:03:00,000 41 years old 1631 01:03:06,309 --> 01:03:03,119 and it was in my own bedroom 1632 01:03:08,789 --> 01:03:06,319 so that night um everything seemed to be 1633 01:03:11,349 --> 01:03:08,799 normal during the day i was fine 1634 01:03:13,510 --> 01:03:11,359 but that night when i went to bed 1635 01:03:17,109 --> 01:03:13,520 i started having what seemed to be 1636 01:03:19,029 --> 01:03:17,119 really severe hot flashes 1637 01:03:21,109 --> 01:03:19,039 although these were extreme and it 1638 01:03:22,630 --> 01:03:21,119 wasn't like a normal 1639 01:03:24,870 --> 01:03:22,640 something normal that a woman would 1640 01:03:27,109 --> 01:03:24,880 experience during menopause or something 1641 01:03:29,029 --> 01:03:27,119 was more extreme than that 1642 01:03:32,150 --> 01:03:29,039 and i was getting these 1643 01:03:33,029 --> 01:03:32,160 vibrations through my body 1644 01:03:35,750 --> 01:03:33,039 and 1645 01:03:37,990 --> 01:03:35,760 my heart was beating kind of irregular 1646 01:03:40,390 --> 01:03:38,000 and i really couldn't sleep very well i 1647 01:03:42,870 --> 01:03:40,400 kept getting up and went to the kitchen 1648 01:03:45,990 --> 01:03:42,880 and got some water and 1649 01:03:48,789 --> 01:03:46,000 i came back and i laid in the bed again 1650 01:03:54,710 --> 01:03:51,670 my body was vibrating 1651 01:03:59,430 --> 01:03:54,720 and i was having this extreme uh 1652 01:04:00,870 --> 01:03:59,440 waves of heat coming over my body and 1653 01:04:02,789 --> 01:04:00,880 all of a sudden 1654 01:05:05,270 --> 01:04:02,799 i 1655 01:05:07,190 --> 01:05:05,280 wasn't huge 1656 01:05:10,950 --> 01:05:07,200 but it was right in front of me 1657 01:05:14,390 --> 01:05:10,960 and it felt really good it was like life 1658 01:05:17,190 --> 01:05:14,400 energy and i felt so good standing there 1659 01:05:19,910 --> 01:05:17,200 uh just feeling this energy 1660 01:05:22,470 --> 01:05:19,920 and i realized that i was standing on 1661 01:05:25,029 --> 01:05:22,480 solid ground so i thought 1662 01:05:27,430 --> 01:05:25,039 you know is this the sun and you know 1663 01:05:29,109 --> 01:05:27,440 i'm i'm not flying i'm not floating in 1664 01:05:30,870 --> 01:05:29,119 the sky it feels like i'm standing on 1665 01:05:33,109 --> 01:05:30,880 something like where am i 1666 01:05:34,789 --> 01:05:33,119 and when i turned my head to look and 1667 01:05:38,150 --> 01:05:34,799 see where i was 1668 01:05:40,230 --> 01:05:38,160 that changed the scene instantly and 1669 01:05:42,789 --> 01:05:40,240 i was standing on a beach 1670 01:05:44,789 --> 01:05:42,799 looking up at the sky at the sun that 1671 01:05:46,710 --> 01:05:44,799 was still up there 1672 01:05:49,109 --> 01:05:46,720 beautiful blue sky 1673 01:05:50,470 --> 01:05:49,119 and i assume there was an ocean behind 1674 01:05:51,349 --> 01:05:50,480 me but i didn't even turn around and 1675 01:05:52,630 --> 01:05:51,359 look 1676 01:05:54,710 --> 01:05:52,640 because 1677 01:05:56,630 --> 01:05:54,720 right in front of me up this big hill 1678 01:05:59,109 --> 01:05:56,640 was a castle 1679 01:06:01,510 --> 01:05:59,119 and it just reminded me of everything 1680 01:06:03,510 --> 01:06:01,520 the star people had taught me 1681 01:06:05,029 --> 01:06:03,520 and i had thought about this castle so 1682 01:06:07,190 --> 01:06:05,039 much that 1683 01:06:08,549 --> 01:06:07,200 i think i had really created it 1684 01:06:10,870 --> 01:06:08,559 etherically 1685 01:06:12,870 --> 01:06:10,880 and there it was 1686 01:06:14,230 --> 01:06:12,880 and i stood there and i thought about it 1687 01:06:15,589 --> 01:06:14,240 and i 1688 01:06:17,029 --> 01:06:15,599 i was like 1689 01:06:19,270 --> 01:06:17,039 okay 1690 01:06:20,390 --> 01:06:19,280 that's it i'm done 1691 01:06:22,870 --> 01:06:20,400 i'm home 1692 01:06:25,190 --> 01:06:22,880 and i felt really happy i was like 1693 01:06:27,990 --> 01:06:25,200 really relieved and 1694 01:06:30,309 --> 01:06:28,000 i i was sure of it i was sure that i had 1695 01:06:32,150 --> 01:06:30,319 i was done with the physical plane and i 1696 01:06:35,029 --> 01:06:32,160 had gone back home and here was my 1697 01:06:37,109 --> 01:06:35,039 castle waiting for me and 1698 01:06:39,589 --> 01:06:37,119 i just felt really comfortable i felt 1699 01:06:41,670 --> 01:06:39,599 really relieved i felt very safe and i 1700 01:06:43,670 --> 01:06:41,680 actually felt 1701 01:06:46,549 --> 01:06:43,680 the earth plane the whole earth 1702 01:06:49,510 --> 01:06:46,559 existence i felt it behind me like far 1703 01:06:51,190 --> 01:06:49,520 back over my left shoulder 1704 01:06:53,750 --> 01:06:51,200 and it was like 1705 01:06:57,670 --> 01:06:53,760 it just felt like a game to me you know 1706 01:06:59,589 --> 01:06:57,680 when i was out of it looking back at it 1707 01:07:00,870 --> 01:06:59,599 all the silly little things that had 1708 01:07:02,549 --> 01:07:00,880 troubled me 1709 01:07:05,109 --> 01:07:02,559 during my physical life were just 1710 01:07:07,270 --> 01:07:05,119 nothing they were they were just part of 1711 01:07:08,870 --> 01:07:07,280 the game while i was there 1712 01:07:09,910 --> 01:07:08,880 and then when i was away from it it just 1713 01:07:11,990 --> 01:07:09,920 seemed like 1714 01:07:14,630 --> 01:07:12,000 it was like made me chuckle a little bit 1715 01:07:16,549 --> 01:07:14,640 you know how silly it was and so i 1716 01:07:18,470 --> 01:07:16,559 decided that i was gonna walk up this 1717 01:07:20,630 --> 01:07:18,480 hill to this castle 1718 01:07:22,230 --> 01:07:20,640 and i was gonna go in there and i was 1719 01:07:23,430 --> 01:07:22,240 gonna get in my bed and go to sleep for 1720 01:07:25,510 --> 01:07:23,440 about a month 1721 01:07:27,510 --> 01:07:25,520 just like everybody else did 1722 01:07:29,270 --> 01:07:27,520 and so i started walking up the hill to 1723 01:07:30,549 --> 01:07:29,280 go to the castle 1724 01:07:32,470 --> 01:07:30,559 and 1725 01:07:33,990 --> 01:07:32,480 as i was walking up the hill i could 1726 01:07:35,829 --> 01:07:34,000 feel 1727 01:07:37,270 --> 01:07:35,839 in another room and i could see it with 1728 01:07:39,190 --> 01:07:37,280 my third eye 1729 01:07:40,150 --> 01:07:39,200 i could see my family there my entire 1730 01:07:42,230 --> 01:07:40,160 family 1731 01:07:44,710 --> 01:07:42,240 the interesting thing was it wasn't just 1732 01:07:47,029 --> 01:07:44,720 people who had who had died or passed 1733 01:07:49,029 --> 01:07:47,039 over already it was everybody 1734 01:07:51,349 --> 01:07:49,039 even the people who were still alive in 1735 01:07:53,829 --> 01:07:51,359 a physical incarnation 1736 01:07:55,829 --> 01:07:53,839 everybody was there in this meeting room 1737 01:07:57,750 --> 01:07:55,839 and i knew that i would you know i would 1738 01:08:00,150 --> 01:07:57,760 go and meet with them later but first i 1739 01:08:01,750 --> 01:08:00,160 really just wanted to go and take a nap 1740 01:08:02,870 --> 01:08:01,760 for about a month 1741 01:08:05,430 --> 01:08:02,880 and so 1742 01:08:07,349 --> 01:08:05,440 i'm walking up to the castle 1743 01:08:10,470 --> 01:08:07,359 and 1744 01:08:12,710 --> 01:08:10,480 changes again 1745 01:08:14,309 --> 01:08:12,720 i am back down on the beach where i 1746 01:08:16,229 --> 01:08:14,319 started 1747 01:08:17,590 --> 01:08:16,239 and now i'm looking up 1748 01:08:19,749 --> 01:08:17,600 uh 1749 01:08:20,789 --> 01:08:19,759 towards the castle and and behind this 1750 01:08:22,870 --> 01:08:20,799 castle 1751 01:08:24,390 --> 01:08:22,880 is a mountain range that goes on as far 1752 01:08:27,189 --> 01:08:24,400 as i can see 1753 01:08:29,590 --> 01:08:27,199 so now my focus is on 1754 01:08:32,550 --> 01:08:29,600 this beautiful white unicorn that's 1755 01:08:35,749 --> 01:08:32,560 standing on a cliff edge 1756 01:08:37,749 --> 01:08:35,759 and i'm watching this unicorn and 1757 01:08:41,110 --> 01:08:37,759 there's the sun up in the sky beautiful 1758 01:08:43,269 --> 01:08:41,120 blue sky and i hear this loud crack 1759 01:08:46,229 --> 01:08:43,279 and this lightning bolt 1760 01:08:48,870 --> 01:08:46,239 comes across the sky and the unicorn 1761 01:08:51,349 --> 01:08:48,880 stretches her neck and sticks her horn 1762 01:08:54,309 --> 01:08:51,359 up and the lightning goes into her horn 1763 01:08:56,390 --> 01:08:54,319 in her body and then i realized that 1764 01:09:00,870 --> 01:08:56,400 i am the unicorn 1765 01:09:02,550 --> 01:09:00,880 and my body is filled with electricity 1766 01:09:05,990 --> 01:09:02,560 and so 1767 01:09:08,390 --> 01:09:06,000 instantly i'm in a in a brand new place 1768 01:09:10,709 --> 01:09:08,400 i'm laying on a bed 1769 01:09:12,709 --> 01:09:10,719 and i i feel pretty comfortable i've got 1770 01:09:14,390 --> 01:09:12,719 my blankets with me 1771 01:09:15,430 --> 01:09:14,400 but it's not my bed i'm in a different 1772 01:09:18,309 --> 01:09:15,440 place 1773 01:09:20,630 --> 01:09:18,319 and it's it's kind of dark 1774 01:09:24,070 --> 01:09:20,640 and not completely black but kind of 1775 01:09:26,309 --> 01:09:24,080 grayish and kind of misty a little bit 1776 01:09:28,470 --> 01:09:26,319 and in the distance i see this pinpoint 1777 01:09:32,229 --> 01:09:28,480 of white light 1778 01:09:34,709 --> 01:09:32,239 and next to me over to my left was 1779 01:09:38,070 --> 01:09:34,719 five or six humans standing there 1780 01:09:40,390 --> 01:09:38,080 talking very quietly amongst themselves 1781 01:09:42,950 --> 01:09:40,400 and when they saw that i was awake i had 1782 01:09:44,870 --> 01:09:42,960 opened my eyes one of them walked over 1783 01:09:47,590 --> 01:09:44,880 and he leaned 1784 01:09:50,229 --> 01:09:47,600 over top of me and he said 1785 01:09:53,030 --> 01:09:50,239 boy somebody really pulled a star out of 1786 01:09:55,189 --> 01:09:53,040 the sky for you 1787 01:09:57,430 --> 01:09:55,199 and the next thing i knew i could start 1788 01:09:59,510 --> 01:09:57,440 to feel my physical body 1789 01:10:01,030 --> 01:09:59,520 and there was just electricity running 1790 01:10:02,390 --> 01:10:01,040 through my whole body my body was 1791 01:10:05,750 --> 01:10:02,400 vibrating 1792 01:10:07,990 --> 01:10:05,760 and i was going back into my physical 1793 01:10:11,430 --> 01:10:08,000 body 1794 01:10:13,590 --> 01:10:11,440 and i had so much information was just 1795 01:10:16,149 --> 01:10:13,600 flying through my mind 1796 01:10:17,669 --> 01:10:16,159 and it was a little overwhelming and i 1797 01:10:19,350 --> 01:10:17,679 couldn't move 1798 01:10:21,990 --> 01:10:19,360 and um 1799 01:10:25,030 --> 01:10:22,000 after a short time i was able to move my 1800 01:10:27,110 --> 01:10:25,040 head and i i just let out this this 1801 01:10:30,310 --> 01:10:27,120 whisper i said help 1802 01:10:32,790 --> 01:10:30,320 and and john heard me and he put his 1803 01:10:35,270 --> 01:10:32,800 arms around me and he rocked me and 1804 01:10:37,910 --> 01:10:35,280 gently until i was able to completely 1805 01:10:39,189 --> 01:10:37,920 move again so it was back in my physical 1806 01:10:41,430 --> 01:10:39,199 body and 1807 01:10:43,830 --> 01:10:41,440 when i got back in my body it felt so 1808 01:10:46,229 --> 01:10:43,840 heavy it felt it felt like it had been 1809 01:10:47,990 --> 01:10:46,239 dead it was like cold and heavy and it 1810 01:10:50,550 --> 01:10:48,000 did not feel good 1811 01:10:52,310 --> 01:10:50,560 um but i was just of course amazed my 1812 01:10:54,630 --> 01:10:52,320 life had changed because 1813 01:10:56,870 --> 01:10:54,640 i had this new insight about you know 1814 01:10:59,030 --> 01:10:56,880 what death is and definitely 1815 01:11:01,270 --> 01:10:59,040 uh it's nothing to be afraid of it's 1816 01:11:02,310 --> 01:11:01,280 something that happens naturally and 1817 01:11:05,350 --> 01:11:02,320 it's 1818 01:11:07,030 --> 01:11:05,360 doorway to 1819 01:11:09,270 --> 01:11:07,040 the rest of your life 1820 01:11:11,430 --> 01:11:09,280 and and that continues our conscious 1821 01:11:13,830 --> 01:11:11,440 awareness continues 1822 01:11:15,350 --> 01:11:13,840 so this physical world that we're in 1823 01:11:17,669 --> 01:11:15,360 right now 1824 01:11:19,750 --> 01:11:17,679 it's so much more than we think it is 1825 01:11:22,950 --> 01:11:19,760 there's so much more going on 1826 01:11:24,830 --> 01:11:22,960 and the different levels the astral and 1827 01:11:26,390 --> 01:11:24,840 the etheric and all the different 1828 01:11:29,350 --> 01:11:26,400 dimensions 1829 01:11:32,390 --> 01:11:29,360 we we can have access to these things 1830 01:11:34,470 --> 01:11:32,400 with our conscious awareness 1831 01:11:36,149 --> 01:11:34,480 and 1832 01:11:37,430 --> 01:11:36,159 so i just want to make that point to 1833 01:11:40,390 --> 01:11:37,440 everybody and that we are 1834 01:11:43,189 --> 01:11:40,400 multi-dimensional beings we're eternal 1835 01:11:45,030 --> 01:11:43,199 and we are spiritual 1836 01:11:48,390 --> 01:11:45,040 and so um 1837 01:11:50,630 --> 01:11:48,400 let's see where can i go from here 1838 01:11:52,470 --> 01:11:50,640 so the second part of my training with 1839 01:11:55,030 --> 01:11:52,480 the star people 1840 01:11:56,229 --> 01:11:55,040 this is when we got heavy into 1841 01:12:00,470 --> 01:11:56,239 the shift 1842 01:12:02,229 --> 01:12:00,480 prepare for it 1843 01:12:05,750 --> 01:12:02,239 so 1844 01:12:08,709 --> 01:12:05,760 i started doing things like 1845 01:12:10,310 --> 01:12:08,719 they were showing me 1846 01:12:11,590 --> 01:12:10,320 scenes where 1847 01:12:13,270 --> 01:12:11,600 [Music] 1848 01:12:14,310 --> 01:12:13,280 the current world that we're in right 1849 01:12:15,910 --> 01:12:14,320 now 1850 01:12:20,390 --> 01:12:15,920 was ending 1851 01:12:22,950 --> 01:12:20,400 and i'll give you uh an example of that 1852 01:12:25,750 --> 01:12:22,960 this happened on let's see i have it 1853 01:12:30,470 --> 01:12:25,760 written here 1854 01:12:35,350 --> 01:12:32,630 and my star friends had worked with me a 1855 01:12:37,430 --> 01:12:35,360 lot to help me prepare for the shift 1856 01:12:39,910 --> 01:12:37,440 and they did a lot of coming and 1857 01:12:42,390 --> 01:12:39,920 checking on me and john 1858 01:12:45,590 --> 01:12:42,400 to see if we were ready to do this where 1859 01:12:48,310 --> 01:12:45,600 we're ready to level up 1860 01:12:52,149 --> 01:12:48,320 and so november 11 2012 1861 01:12:54,149 --> 01:12:52,159 i went to sleep that night as usual 1862 01:12:58,149 --> 01:12:54,159 ended up going out of body to the 1863 01:13:00,310 --> 01:12:58,159 etheric plane to the alternate reality 1864 01:13:02,149 --> 01:13:00,320 where i met with two star people two 1865 01:13:05,030 --> 01:13:02,159 ancient star people 1866 01:13:09,189 --> 01:13:05,040 on this wooden ship the interesting 1867 01:13:10,229 --> 01:13:09,199 thing was the ship was like a man-made 1868 01:13:14,310 --> 01:13:10,239 boat 1869 01:13:15,189 --> 01:13:14,320 ocean 1870 01:13:18,149 --> 01:13:15,199 and 1871 01:13:19,669 --> 01:13:18,159 these two ancient star people were our 1872 01:13:22,070 --> 01:13:19,679 guides 1873 01:13:23,830 --> 01:13:22,080 so my husband john was on the ship with 1874 01:13:27,910 --> 01:13:23,840 me 1875 01:13:30,149 --> 01:13:27,920 five other humans 1876 01:13:32,709 --> 01:13:30,159 there and i recognized them 1877 01:13:35,270 --> 01:13:32,719 from the star people school and we had 1878 01:13:38,229 --> 01:13:35,280 actually done this practice run a couple 1879 01:13:40,149 --> 01:13:38,239 of times already on this ship 1880 01:13:42,709 --> 01:13:40,159 and then i remembered that it was coming 1881 01:13:43,669 --> 01:13:42,719 back to me as i was becoming consciously 1882 01:13:46,870 --> 01:13:43,679 aware 1883 01:13:48,870 --> 01:13:46,880 this 1884 01:13:51,430 --> 01:13:48,880 and i knew that i had a job on the ship 1885 01:13:55,110 --> 01:13:51,440 which had something to do with 1886 01:13:56,310 --> 01:13:55,120 navigation or steering 1887 01:13:59,030 --> 01:13:56,320 and 1888 01:14:00,470 --> 01:13:59,040 so i talked about this with my my fellow 1889 01:14:01,750 --> 01:14:00,480 classmates 1890 01:14:05,669 --> 01:14:01,760 and 1891 01:14:08,950 --> 01:14:05,679 at the front of the ship he was at the 1892 01:14:10,550 --> 01:14:08,960 bow sitting in a chair like like sitting 1893 01:14:11,669 --> 01:14:10,560 watch 1894 01:14:13,110 --> 01:14:11,679 and 1895 01:14:15,990 --> 01:14:13,120 on the bow of the ship sitting in 1896 01:14:18,390 --> 01:14:16,000 another chair was a very ancient star 1897 01:14:19,270 --> 01:14:18,400 man and and the star man and the story 1898 01:14:22,550 --> 01:14:19,280 lady 1899 01:14:23,590 --> 01:14:22,560 were to me clearly very wise very old 1900 01:14:26,070 --> 01:14:23,600 and 1901 01:14:27,990 --> 01:14:26,080 they were the tall white kind possibly 1902 01:14:28,709 --> 01:14:28,000 pleiadian 1903 01:14:30,790 --> 01:14:28,719 so 1904 01:14:33,030 --> 01:14:30,800 i said hello hello to john and i said 1905 01:14:35,590 --> 01:14:33,040 hello to this ancient star man 1906 01:14:39,270 --> 01:14:35,600 and then i went to the back of the boat 1907 01:14:41,350 --> 01:14:39,280 to the stern and there were two chairs 1908 01:14:42,390 --> 01:14:41,360 in one chair was this ancient star lady 1909 01:14:44,149 --> 01:14:42,400 sitting there 1910 01:14:46,070 --> 01:14:44,159 and she was very happy to see me she was 1911 01:14:48,550 --> 01:14:46,080 like a grandmother 1912 01:14:50,790 --> 01:14:48,560 and i sat in the other chair and she 1913 01:14:51,830 --> 01:14:50,800 told me that we were getting ready to 1914 01:14:54,390 --> 01:14:51,840 watch 1915 01:14:56,310 --> 01:14:54,400 the end of the world basically 1916 01:14:59,030 --> 01:14:56,320 and so i sat down in this chair didn't 1917 01:15:01,350 --> 01:14:59,040 know what to expect and 1918 01:15:04,070 --> 01:15:01,360 it was then that i looked out across the 1919 01:15:05,430 --> 01:15:04,080 ocean and i saw a city 1920 01:15:09,270 --> 01:15:05,440 skyline 1921 01:15:10,550 --> 01:15:09,280 and i realized it was new york city 1922 01:15:12,310 --> 01:15:10,560 and 1923 01:15:13,830 --> 01:15:12,320 then the boat 1924 01:15:17,189 --> 01:15:13,840 which was floating in the ocean 1925 01:15:18,790 --> 01:15:17,199 levitated up out of the water and i had 1926 01:15:20,550 --> 01:15:18,800 to hang on to my seat because we were 1927 01:15:21,430 --> 01:15:20,560 rocking back and forth 1928 01:15:23,750 --> 01:15:21,440 and 1929 01:15:25,830 --> 01:15:23,760 we were floating probably not too high 1930 01:15:29,189 --> 01:15:25,840 up maybe like 20 foot up in the air and 1931 01:15:30,790 --> 01:15:29,199 i'm looking at the new york city skyline 1932 01:15:32,070 --> 01:15:30,800 and 1933 01:15:34,470 --> 01:15:32,080 suddenly 1934 01:15:37,669 --> 01:15:34,480 the skyscrapers start 1935 01:15:38,870 --> 01:15:37,679 looks like they're melting from the top 1936 01:15:42,229 --> 01:15:38,880 down 1937 01:15:45,270 --> 01:15:42,239 everything is disappearing 1938 01:15:48,709 --> 01:15:45,280 and what's it taking its place 1939 01:15:50,709 --> 01:15:48,719 are these tiny little cellular 1940 01:15:53,030 --> 01:15:50,719 structures like little cells and they're 1941 01:15:56,310 --> 01:15:53,040 floating in the air 1942 01:15:59,669 --> 01:15:56,320 and so everything about 1943 01:16:01,669 --> 01:15:59,679 the human-made um skyline all the 1944 01:16:04,070 --> 01:16:01,679 buildings and everything are just 1945 01:16:06,070 --> 01:16:04,080 disappearing from the top down 1946 01:16:08,229 --> 01:16:06,080 and it made me feel like we are going 1947 01:16:09,270 --> 01:16:08,239 through this reset 1948 01:16:11,750 --> 01:16:09,280 like 1949 01:16:14,070 --> 01:16:11,760 you know this is the end of the fourth 1950 01:16:16,149 --> 01:16:14,080 world beginning of the fifth world 1951 01:16:19,110 --> 01:16:16,159 i'm watching it happen 1952 01:16:23,830 --> 01:16:22,070 i woke up in my bed the next morning and 1953 01:16:25,990 --> 01:16:23,840 wrote all of this down 1954 01:16:27,590 --> 01:16:26,000 so that was one of the times they showed 1955 01:16:37,510 --> 01:16:27,600 me that 1956 01:16:41,110 --> 01:16:37,520 i was with the same two star people 1957 01:16:43,430 --> 01:16:41,120 these very old and wise star people 1958 01:16:46,229 --> 01:16:43,440 went to bed that night as usual went out 1959 01:16:49,189 --> 01:16:46,239 of body my conscious awareness went and 1960 01:16:50,709 --> 01:16:49,199 met with them in the alternate reality 1961 01:16:52,470 --> 01:16:50,719 and we were 1962 01:16:55,350 --> 01:16:52,480 we were standing 1963 01:16:57,189 --> 01:16:55,360 outside in this little town it was 1964 01:16:58,310 --> 01:16:57,199 actually daytime 1965 01:17:00,070 --> 01:16:58,320 and 1966 01:17:03,189 --> 01:17:00,080 there weren't very many humans around at 1967 01:17:04,790 --> 01:17:03,199 all maybe 10 people 10 humans walking 1968 01:17:05,990 --> 01:17:04,800 around 1969 01:17:07,750 --> 01:17:06,000 and 1970 01:17:10,550 --> 01:17:07,760 i noticed that all of the houses like 1971 01:17:12,390 --> 01:17:10,560 all of the human dwellings in this town 1972 01:17:14,390 --> 01:17:12,400 were all open like all the windows were 1973 01:17:16,870 --> 01:17:14,400 open all the doors were open and 1974 01:17:18,790 --> 01:17:16,880 everything looked kind of clean 1975 01:17:20,470 --> 01:17:18,800 like there was no there was not a lot of 1976 01:17:22,149 --> 01:17:20,480 material things scattered about 1977 01:17:23,590 --> 01:17:22,159 everything's just very kind of pure and 1978 01:17:24,550 --> 01:17:23,600 clean 1979 01:17:26,470 --> 01:17:24,560 and 1980 01:17:29,110 --> 01:17:26,480 so the star lady 1981 01:17:31,189 --> 01:17:29,120 informed me that 1982 01:17:33,430 --> 01:17:31,199 those this world was going to end and a 1983 01:17:35,910 --> 01:17:33,440 new one was going to begin 1984 01:17:42,709 --> 01:17:39,590 what i saw behind me was this black 1985 01:17:45,750 --> 01:17:42,719 nothingness like this black void 1986 01:17:48,950 --> 01:17:45,760 that was just enveloping everything 1987 01:17:51,590 --> 01:17:48,960 behind us and was moving towards us 1988 01:17:54,070 --> 01:17:51,600 and she was very calm about it you know 1989 01:17:55,669 --> 01:17:54,080 very mad matter of factly like okay this 1990 01:17:58,790 --> 01:17:55,679 is the way it works 1991 01:17:59,990 --> 01:17:58,800 we're just gonna walk through town 1992 01:18:02,950 --> 01:18:00,000 we're going to walk through all these 1993 01:18:04,630 --> 01:18:02,960 empty houses and this blackness is going 1994 01:18:07,830 --> 01:18:04,640 to come and just 1995 01:18:10,470 --> 01:18:07,840 disappear everything behind us 1996 01:18:14,390 --> 01:18:10,480 so i start walking with the star lady 1997 01:18:16,550 --> 01:18:14,400 and the other people in town joined us 1998 01:18:18,470 --> 01:18:16,560 and we walked through the first house 1999 01:18:21,430 --> 01:18:18,480 and as we're walking through i look 2000 01:18:23,270 --> 01:18:21,440 behind me and the this blackness is just 2001 01:18:24,630 --> 01:18:23,280 enveloping the entire house as we go 2002 01:18:26,950 --> 01:18:24,640 through it 2003 01:18:28,550 --> 01:18:26,960 and we go out out the backyard through 2004 01:18:29,510 --> 01:18:28,560 another house 2005 01:18:32,709 --> 01:18:29,520 and 2006 01:18:34,709 --> 01:18:32,719 we're walking towards the ocean so we're 2007 01:18:36,310 --> 01:18:34,719 right there on the coast again at the 2008 01:18:40,550 --> 01:18:36,320 water 2009 01:18:42,070 --> 01:18:40,560 then the this ancient star man joins us 2010 01:18:44,870 --> 01:18:42,080 and we're all walking together and we 2011 01:18:47,189 --> 01:18:44,880 come to this last backyard and we're 2012 01:18:49,430 --> 01:18:47,199 standing on the grass 2013 01:18:52,390 --> 01:18:49,440 everything behind us is gone 2014 01:18:54,950 --> 01:18:52,400 and so this was the last piece of land 2015 01:18:57,669 --> 01:18:54,960 that we had to stand on 2016 01:18:59,270 --> 01:18:57,679 so it was a little nerve-wracking for 2017 01:19:01,510 --> 01:18:59,280 some of the people 2018 01:19:03,830 --> 01:19:01,520 and i was doing my best to just be calm 2019 01:19:04,950 --> 01:19:03,840 and the the star people were very calm 2020 01:19:08,310 --> 01:19:04,960 about it 2021 01:19:09,910 --> 01:19:08,320 as if they'd done it many times before 2022 01:19:12,709 --> 01:19:09,920 and 2023 01:19:14,709 --> 01:19:12,719 this star lady asked me to kind of 2024 01:19:17,590 --> 01:19:14,719 you know go around and comfort people 2025 01:19:19,350 --> 01:19:17,600 and let them know that everything's okay 2026 01:19:20,830 --> 01:19:19,360 and the grass that we were standing on 2027 01:19:22,950 --> 01:19:20,840 started to turn 2028 01:19:25,430 --> 01:19:22,960 black and 2029 01:19:28,149 --> 01:19:25,440 so we were still able to stand we had 2030 01:19:29,270 --> 01:19:28,159 solid ground to stand on but it was just 2031 01:19:33,510 --> 01:19:29,280 blackness 2032 01:19:35,910 --> 01:19:33,520 developed everything except for 2033 01:19:37,510 --> 01:19:35,920 the ocean so we still had the water 2034 01:19:39,350 --> 01:19:37,520 there 2035 01:19:41,590 --> 01:19:39,360 so that was another 2036 01:19:44,310 --> 01:19:41,600 time that they showed me how this was 2037 01:19:46,390 --> 01:19:44,320 going to play out 2038 01:19:48,390 --> 01:19:46,400 and so 2039 01:19:51,189 --> 01:19:48,400 on march 28 2040 01:19:53,510 --> 01:19:51,199 2015 2041 01:19:54,790 --> 01:19:53,520 i go into another alternate reality 2042 01:19:57,350 --> 01:19:54,800 experience 2043 01:19:59,350 --> 01:19:57,360 i'm awake and aware and i am on 2044 01:20:02,070 --> 01:19:59,360 the ship again 2045 01:20:03,430 --> 01:20:02,080 the wooden boat looks man-made 2046 01:20:05,910 --> 01:20:03,440 but there's 2047 01:20:08,629 --> 01:20:05,920 two star people are here 2048 01:20:10,470 --> 01:20:08,639 and i'm sitting in the same chair on 2049 01:20:12,550 --> 01:20:10,480 this back of the boat 2050 01:20:15,030 --> 01:20:12,560 but this time sitting another chair next 2051 01:20:17,189 --> 01:20:15,040 to me is a girl who was in the star 2052 01:20:19,350 --> 01:20:17,199 people school with me a fellow human 2053 01:20:22,149 --> 01:20:19,360 classmate 2054 01:20:25,430 --> 01:20:22,159 and so this star person comes up to us 2055 01:20:27,830 --> 01:20:25,440 and says okay we're going to dismantle 2056 01:20:29,990 --> 01:20:27,840 the matrix 2057 01:20:33,590 --> 01:20:30,000 and we're going to do this 2058 01:20:34,629 --> 01:20:33,600 with our mental with our mental focus 2059 01:20:41,910 --> 01:20:34,639 and 2060 01:20:44,229 --> 01:20:41,920 written instructions on this paper of 2061 01:20:48,149 --> 01:20:44,239 how to do this 2062 01:20:50,550 --> 01:20:48,159 so i i sit there and i start reading 2063 01:20:52,550 --> 01:20:50,560 and i get about maybe one paragraph into 2064 01:20:53,830 --> 01:20:52,560 the instructions of how to dismantle the 2065 01:20:54,790 --> 01:20:53,840 matrix 2066 01:20:57,350 --> 01:20:54,800 and 2067 01:21:00,149 --> 01:20:57,360 my eyes start just fluttering like in 2068 01:21:02,229 --> 01:21:00,159 rem state just uncontrollably and i just 2069 01:21:03,830 --> 01:21:02,239 i let it happen 2070 01:21:06,070 --> 01:21:03,840 and 2071 01:21:09,350 --> 01:21:06,080 pretty soon 2072 01:21:11,590 --> 01:21:09,360 i am releasing everything that i know 2073 01:21:14,550 --> 01:21:11,600 about the world 2074 01:21:17,669 --> 01:21:14,560 everything in my mind um 2075 01:21:18,870 --> 01:21:17,679 that has to do with the current world um 2076 01:21:21,270 --> 01:21:18,880 you know all these thoughts are going 2077 01:21:22,950 --> 01:21:21,280 through my mind about life and 2078 01:21:25,990 --> 01:21:22,960 all the experiences i've had and 2079 01:21:28,629 --> 01:21:26,000 everything i'm just letting it all go 2080 01:21:30,310 --> 01:21:28,639 and i'm also releasing everything about 2081 01:21:32,149 --> 01:21:30,320 myself like my 2082 01:21:34,550 --> 01:21:32,159 my personality 2083 01:21:35,430 --> 01:21:34,560 the role that i play in life 2084 01:21:38,149 --> 01:21:35,440 you know 2085 01:21:40,470 --> 01:21:38,159 the person that i think i am 2086 01:21:43,910 --> 01:21:40,480 the role that i'm playing right now as 2087 01:21:46,629 --> 01:21:43,920 this character i'm releasing all of that 2088 01:21:50,149 --> 01:21:46,639 it's like a huge data dump just 2089 01:21:52,790 --> 01:21:50,159 clearing it out getting rid of all of it 2090 01:21:56,149 --> 01:21:52,800 so this all took maybe 2091 01:21:59,430 --> 01:21:56,159 i don't know 30 minutes or less 2092 01:22:01,270 --> 01:21:59,440 and i sat there and this 2093 01:22:02,470 --> 01:22:01,280 girl was sitting next to me she did the 2094 01:22:03,830 --> 01:22:02,480 same thing 2095 01:22:05,430 --> 01:22:03,840 and i knew that there were a couple 2096 01:22:06,709 --> 01:22:05,440 other people on the ship that were also 2097 01:22:08,550 --> 01:22:06,719 doing this 2098 01:22:12,149 --> 01:22:08,560 but there were also other people in 2099 01:22:13,270 --> 01:22:12,159 different locations doing the same thing 2100 01:22:15,830 --> 01:22:13,280 and so 2101 01:22:17,189 --> 01:22:15,840 i felt really cleansed i didn't forget 2102 01:22:19,430 --> 01:22:17,199 who i was 2103 01:22:22,390 --> 01:22:19,440 i still remembered you know who i am and 2104 01:22:25,110 --> 01:22:22,400 everything but i just felt very cleansed 2105 01:22:28,229 --> 01:22:25,120 and i had really let go of a lot of 2106 01:22:29,510 --> 01:22:28,239 a lot of baggage i had just let it go 2107 01:22:31,910 --> 01:22:29,520 and so 2108 01:22:34,310 --> 01:22:31,920 my human friend and i we stand up and 2109 01:22:36,070 --> 01:22:34,320 we're looking around and we can see that 2110 01:22:37,510 --> 01:22:36,080 the only thing left 2111 01:22:39,750 --> 01:22:37,520 is the ocean 2112 01:22:42,310 --> 01:22:39,760 although i did see a little bit of land 2113 01:22:43,910 --> 01:22:42,320 far in the distance 2114 01:22:46,790 --> 01:22:43,920 and we knew that we were in the 2115 01:22:48,870 --> 01:22:46,800 alternate reality and we um we both 2116 01:22:51,350 --> 01:22:48,880 jumped off the boat into the water and 2117 01:22:53,830 --> 01:22:51,360 it was only about knee deep 2118 01:22:55,430 --> 01:22:53,840 and so we were wading through the water 2119 01:22:57,350 --> 01:22:55,440 and we we knew 2120 01:22:59,590 --> 01:22:57,360 okay what comes next something has to 2121 01:23:02,070 --> 01:22:59,600 happen next 2122 01:23:04,070 --> 01:23:02,080 so as we're walking in the water we see 2123 01:23:05,910 --> 01:23:04,080 this little doorway and it really 2124 01:23:07,590 --> 01:23:05,920 reminds me of the truman show if you've 2125 01:23:08,709 --> 01:23:07,600 ever seen that movie now it's like the 2126 01:23:12,390 --> 01:23:08,719 doorway 2127 01:23:14,550 --> 01:23:12,400 to leave the world to leave this 2128 01:23:16,229 --> 01:23:14,560 possibly a simulation that we're living 2129 01:23:19,430 --> 01:23:16,239 inside of right now 2130 01:23:20,870 --> 01:23:19,440 so we go towards this door 2131 01:23:22,790 --> 01:23:20,880 and there's light coming through the 2132 01:23:24,070 --> 01:23:22,800 doorway and i hear voices from the other 2133 01:23:25,990 --> 01:23:24,080 side 2134 01:23:27,669 --> 01:23:26,000 and it's like you know friendly people 2135 01:23:29,430 --> 01:23:27,679 over there talking to each other and 2136 01:23:31,510 --> 01:23:29,440 this girl and i 2137 01:23:33,990 --> 01:23:31,520 we go up the steps of this platform and 2138 01:23:36,870 --> 01:23:34,000 we're going to walk through the door and 2139 01:23:38,149 --> 01:23:36,880 we're totally i'm totally expecting that 2140 01:23:39,669 --> 01:23:38,159 we're just going to go in here and we're 2141 01:23:41,350 --> 01:23:39,679 going to see like you know what's next 2142 01:23:43,590 --> 01:23:41,360 what do we do next 2143 01:23:47,510 --> 01:23:43,600 but then i woke up i woke up in my bed 2144 01:23:47,520 --> 01:23:51,510 so i started going through 2145 01:23:56,310 --> 01:23:53,669 these different um 2146 01:23:59,030 --> 01:23:56,320 experiences night where i'm like going 2147 01:24:00,790 --> 01:23:59,040 inside of my own mind and i know that 2148 01:24:03,990 --> 01:24:00,800 i'm inside of my own mind 2149 01:24:06,550 --> 01:24:04,000 and i'm like going down hallways 2150 01:24:07,430 --> 01:24:06,560 and i see all these different rooms 2151 01:24:12,310 --> 01:24:07,440 and 2152 01:24:14,550 --> 01:24:12,320 what's in there in some of these rooms 2153 01:24:16,870 --> 01:24:14,560 have things from my childhood and it's 2154 01:24:18,310 --> 01:24:16,880 so nice to go in there and discover them 2155 01:24:20,550 --> 01:24:18,320 things that i put in there that i had 2156 01:24:22,310 --> 01:24:20,560 forgotten about 2157 01:24:30,390 --> 01:24:22,320 and 2158 01:24:32,550 --> 01:24:30,400 found two reptilians 2159 01:24:36,149 --> 01:24:32,560 two reptilian entities 2160 01:24:38,550 --> 01:24:36,159 inside of a room inside of my mind 2161 01:24:40,070 --> 01:24:38,560 and so i knew you know that's not good 2162 01:24:41,590 --> 01:24:40,080 uh nobody's supposed to be in here 2163 01:24:43,830 --> 01:24:41,600 except for me 2164 01:24:45,590 --> 01:24:43,840 and so i went in there and i i chased 2165 01:24:47,510 --> 01:24:45,600 them out i beat them up pretty good and 2166 01:24:48,550 --> 01:24:47,520 i chased them out 2167 01:24:51,030 --> 01:24:48,560 and 2168 01:24:53,830 --> 01:24:51,040 i ended up going into other rooms 2169 01:24:55,510 --> 01:24:53,840 one of them had a demon in it 2170 01:24:59,270 --> 01:24:55,520 and so 2171 01:25:00,790 --> 01:24:59,280 you know i i realized that 2172 01:25:02,470 --> 01:25:00,800 i have been 2173 01:25:04,229 --> 01:25:02,480 living in this physical world going 2174 01:25:06,709 --> 01:25:04,239 through the indoctrination and the 2175 01:25:09,110 --> 01:25:06,719 programming and the mind control 2176 01:25:10,870 --> 01:25:09,120 and a lot of us have have unknowingly 2177 01:25:13,350 --> 01:25:10,880 been going through this 2178 01:25:16,390 --> 01:25:13,360 and we we've we've lived through all the 2179 01:25:18,790 --> 01:25:16,400 propaganda and a bunch of lies about 2180 01:25:21,270 --> 01:25:18,800 history and about who we really are and 2181 01:25:23,910 --> 01:25:21,280 all of this 2182 01:25:24,870 --> 01:25:23,920 and i know that through mind control and 2183 01:25:26,950 --> 01:25:24,880 um 2184 01:25:29,110 --> 01:25:26,960 you know some people unfortunately 2185 01:25:30,390 --> 01:25:29,120 experience this through satanic ritual 2186 01:25:33,510 --> 01:25:30,400 abuse 2187 01:25:35,590 --> 01:25:33,520 or mk ultra mind control 2188 01:25:37,350 --> 01:25:35,600 they can actually create rooms inside of 2189 01:25:40,550 --> 01:25:37,360 your mind and they can create alters 2190 01:25:42,229 --> 01:25:40,560 like personal uh multiple personality 2191 01:25:43,750 --> 01:25:42,239 disorder 2192 01:25:45,510 --> 01:25:43,760 so this was the kind of thing i was 2193 01:25:47,750 --> 01:25:45,520 going in my mind and i was getting rid 2194 01:25:49,510 --> 01:25:47,760 of it like clearing house like just 2195 01:25:52,709 --> 01:25:49,520 clearing it out 2196 01:25:53,590 --> 01:25:52,719 making things pure and clean 2197 01:25:57,350 --> 01:25:53,600 and 2198 01:26:01,669 --> 01:25:57,360 was 2199 01:26:03,990 --> 01:26:01,679 detangling wires which i realized were 2200 01:26:05,110 --> 01:26:04,000 neural passageways those are like 2201 01:26:06,950 --> 01:26:05,120 electrical 2202 01:26:09,590 --> 01:26:06,960 wires and stuff in my mind that were all 2203 01:26:13,270 --> 01:26:09,600 mixed up and i was untangling them 2204 01:26:15,110 --> 01:26:13,280 and creating new neural passageways 2205 01:26:17,430 --> 01:26:15,120 and you can do that easily 2206 01:26:18,550 --> 01:26:17,440 you can create new neural passageways in 2207 01:26:21,350 --> 01:26:18,560 your brain 2208 01:26:23,830 --> 01:26:21,360 by simply thinking new thoughts 2209 01:26:26,870 --> 01:26:23,840 starting new hobbies you know get rid of 2210 01:26:28,629 --> 01:26:26,880 your old habits that are not serving you 2211 01:26:29,990 --> 01:26:28,639 and start doing something brand new 2212 01:26:30,870 --> 01:26:30,000 that's fun 2213 01:26:32,310 --> 01:26:30,880 and 2214 01:26:35,510 --> 01:26:32,320 you know something that's good for you 2215 01:26:37,510 --> 01:26:35,520 that's hap that brings happiness 2216 01:26:39,590 --> 01:26:37,520 and so 2217 01:26:42,390 --> 01:26:39,600 this this whole thing about the ship the 2218 01:26:44,870 --> 01:26:42,400 star people started teaching me about it 2219 01:26:45,830 --> 01:26:44,880 back in like 1988 2220 01:26:47,910 --> 01:26:45,840 and 2221 01:26:48,790 --> 01:26:47,920 up until this present day 2222 01:26:51,830 --> 01:26:48,800 and 2223 01:26:56,070 --> 01:26:51,840 so what happened for me 2224 01:26:57,750 --> 01:26:56,080 is on january 20th 2020 2225 01:26:59,430 --> 01:26:57,760 after i had done all this work going 2226 01:27:01,750 --> 01:26:59,440 through all this process with the star 2227 01:27:02,830 --> 01:27:01,760 people 2228 01:27:06,310 --> 01:27:02,840 january 2229 01:27:09,030 --> 01:27:06,320 2020 i go out of body at night 2230 01:27:11,669 --> 01:27:09,040 and i meet with about five 2231 01:27:13,510 --> 01:27:11,679 human people who were in the star people 2232 01:27:15,189 --> 01:27:13,520 school with me 2233 01:27:17,270 --> 01:27:15,199 and we all know what's happening we 2234 01:27:19,030 --> 01:27:17,280 don't even have to talk about it we just 2235 01:27:23,030 --> 01:27:19,040 all know we 2236 01:27:25,590 --> 01:27:23,040 we go flying straight up into the sky 2237 01:27:27,590 --> 01:27:25,600 all all of us together as a group flying 2238 01:27:28,950 --> 01:27:27,600 straight up into the sky 2239 01:27:32,709 --> 01:27:28,960 and 2240 01:27:34,390 --> 01:27:32,719 while 2241 01:27:37,110 --> 01:27:34,400 you know i was just looking straight up 2242 01:27:39,590 --> 01:27:37,120 and for a while all i could see was like 2243 01:27:41,270 --> 01:27:39,600 blue sky and clouds 2244 01:27:44,790 --> 01:27:41,280 but then i started to see 2245 01:27:47,510 --> 01:27:44,800 like a shimmering reflection up there 2246 01:27:51,030 --> 01:27:47,520 almost like a silvery 2247 01:27:53,750 --> 01:27:51,040 silvery uh metal like a mirror maybe and 2248 01:27:55,910 --> 01:27:53,760 it's reflecting like 2249 01:27:58,629 --> 01:27:55,920 i hadn't seen that before that was that 2250 01:28:00,709 --> 01:27:58,639 was new so i knew we were going pretty 2251 01:28:02,950 --> 01:28:00,719 fast towards this 2252 01:28:05,270 --> 01:28:02,960 and as we got closer and closer i 2253 01:28:09,669 --> 01:28:05,280 realized i was looking at water 2254 01:28:11,110 --> 01:28:09,679 like this is an ocean that is above 2255 01:28:13,590 --> 01:28:11,120 and 2256 01:28:15,910 --> 01:28:13,600 all of us went straight into this 2257 01:28:17,910 --> 01:28:15,920 ocean into this body of water 2258 01:28:20,070 --> 01:28:17,920 and when i got inside of it and i was 2259 01:28:22,470 --> 01:28:20,080 still looking up and i realized 2260 01:28:25,430 --> 01:28:22,480 that there was a light source above this 2261 01:28:29,910 --> 01:28:25,440 even above this shining down through it 2262 01:28:32,310 --> 01:28:29,920 and so we come up through this water and 2263 01:28:33,830 --> 01:28:32,320 we fly out of a lake 2264 01:28:37,110 --> 01:28:33,840 and 2265 01:28:39,910 --> 01:28:37,120 a beautiful blue sky with a sunshine 2266 01:28:42,390 --> 01:28:39,920 and what looks like the earth it's a 2267 01:28:44,470 --> 01:28:42,400 beautiful earth it's like the plane 2268 01:28:47,510 --> 01:28:44,480 above the earth plane 2269 01:28:50,870 --> 01:28:47,520 like this is where the next level is is 2270 01:28:52,709 --> 01:28:50,880 the next dimension of 2271 01:28:54,310 --> 01:28:52,719 human existence 2272 01:28:55,350 --> 01:28:54,320 it's the next level 2273 01:28:57,510 --> 01:28:55,360 and so 2274 01:29:00,310 --> 01:28:57,520 we were up there and 2275 01:29:01,590 --> 01:29:00,320 i knew right away i called it the world 2276 01:29:02,629 --> 01:29:01,600 of bliss 2277 01:29:04,870 --> 01:29:02,639 because 2278 01:29:05,669 --> 01:29:04,880 it just felt beautiful everything was 2279 01:29:06,950 --> 01:29:05,679 love 2280 01:29:09,110 --> 01:29:06,960 everything was 2281 01:29:11,110 --> 01:29:09,120 there was grass and trees and bushes and 2282 01:29:13,189 --> 01:29:11,120 flowers and everything was lush and 2283 01:29:15,189 --> 01:29:13,199 green and 2284 01:29:17,669 --> 01:29:15,199 there were people there were some humans 2285 01:29:19,590 --> 01:29:17,679 not that many but there were some i saw 2286 01:29:22,229 --> 01:29:19,600 a man sitting with his dog and i saw 2287 01:29:24,310 --> 01:29:22,239 some horses in the distance 2288 01:29:25,590 --> 01:29:24,320 and so some of these friends of mine 2289 01:29:27,590 --> 01:29:25,600 from the star people school they 2290 01:29:29,669 --> 01:29:27,600 actually stayed there 2291 01:29:32,390 --> 01:29:29,679 didn't come back down 2292 01:29:35,189 --> 01:29:32,400 but i decided to come back down to earth 2293 01:29:38,470 --> 01:29:35,199 because i knew that there was a window 2294 01:29:41,110 --> 01:29:38,480 of opportunity like i would have time to 2295 01:29:43,750 --> 01:29:41,120 go back and forth i could go back and 2296 01:29:45,910 --> 01:29:43,760 help wake up more people and bring more 2297 01:29:47,990 --> 01:29:45,920 people up there 2298 01:29:50,629 --> 01:29:48,000 to give more people that opportunity to 2299 01:29:52,470 --> 01:29:50,639 help wake them up and so i knew i could 2300 01:29:56,470 --> 01:29:52,480 do that about five times before this 2301 01:29:57,750 --> 01:29:56,480 doorway closed so i was very confident 2302 01:30:01,270 --> 01:29:57,760 in doing that 2303 01:30:03,750 --> 01:30:01,280 so after that happened that was january 2304 01:30:05,430 --> 01:30:03,760 2020 2305 01:30:07,590 --> 01:30:05,440 same thing happened as before with the 2306 01:30:09,830 --> 01:30:07,600 story people's school when i graduated 2307 01:30:12,229 --> 01:30:09,840 they didn't come anymore for a long time 2308 01:30:14,470 --> 01:30:12,239 same things happen to me now 2309 01:30:17,910 --> 01:30:14,480 they stopped coming 2310 01:30:19,430 --> 01:30:17,920 i bet i have seen them a couple of times 2311 01:30:21,110 --> 01:30:19,440 and 2312 01:30:23,110 --> 01:30:21,120 basically we're just waiting for the 2313 01:30:25,430 --> 01:30:23,120 shift to happen and i know that the star 2314 01:30:28,229 --> 01:30:25,440 people are 2315 01:30:29,910 --> 01:30:28,239 someplace else they're working on this i 2316 01:30:31,669 --> 01:30:29,920 know that they're urgently working on it 2317 01:30:33,030 --> 01:30:31,679 they're always urgently working on 2318 01:30:34,709 --> 01:30:33,040 something 2319 01:30:36,950 --> 01:30:34,719 but they are helping other people 2320 01:30:38,950 --> 01:30:36,960 prepare and they are 2321 01:30:41,110 --> 01:30:38,960 they're they're getting preparations 2322 01:30:42,550 --> 01:30:41,120 done they're getting ready for this 2323 01:30:44,229 --> 01:30:42,560 shift to happen 2324 01:30:46,870 --> 01:30:44,239 and so that's what we're going through 2325 01:30:49,669 --> 01:30:46,880 in the world right now is 2326 01:30:51,750 --> 01:30:49,679 this great awakening and 2327 01:30:53,430 --> 01:30:51,760 john and i call it 2328 01:30:54,390 --> 01:30:53,440 the right-hand path and the left-hand 2329 01:30:55,430 --> 01:30:54,400 path 2330 01:30:57,590 --> 01:30:55,440 so you've got the people on the 2331 01:30:59,669 --> 01:30:57,600 right-hand path who 2332 01:31:02,310 --> 01:30:59,679 who want to they're consciously making 2333 01:31:04,070 --> 01:31:02,320 an effort to become enlightened and to 2334 01:31:06,629 --> 01:31:04,080 to become better people 2335 01:31:09,189 --> 01:31:06,639 to raise their vibrational frequency to 2336 01:31:11,830 --> 01:31:09,199 to be as happy as much as possible i 2337 01:31:13,030 --> 01:31:11,840 know that's difficult in this crazy time 2338 01:31:15,350 --> 01:31:13,040 that we live in 2339 01:31:17,590 --> 01:31:15,360 but to raise your frequency and to be in 2340 01:31:18,390 --> 01:31:17,600 love and to just let go 2341 01:31:21,350 --> 01:31:18,400 of 2342 01:31:23,910 --> 01:31:21,360 the old matrix system that is falling 2343 01:31:25,830 --> 01:31:23,920 apart around us 2344 01:31:27,590 --> 01:31:25,840 don't stare at it 2345 01:31:29,990 --> 01:31:27,600 don't get caught up in it don't get 2346 01:31:32,790 --> 01:31:30,000 dragged down by it because it's time to 2347 01:31:35,910 --> 01:31:32,800 let that go and focus instead 2348 01:31:37,669 --> 01:31:35,920 on manifesting a beautiful new reality 2349 01:31:40,709 --> 01:31:37,679 which we are totally 2350 01:31:43,510 --> 01:31:40,719 capable of doing as human beings 2351 01:31:45,430 --> 01:31:43,520 the left-hand path are the people who 2352 01:31:48,070 --> 01:31:45,440 they're just not ready they're not ready 2353 01:31:49,830 --> 01:31:48,080 to level up yet they are kind of caught 2354 01:31:51,990 --> 01:31:49,840 up in 2355 01:31:55,270 --> 01:31:52,000 the matrix system and they're part of 2356 01:31:57,750 --> 01:31:55,280 that and they have given their consent 2357 01:32:00,149 --> 01:31:57,760 and they are going to watch the end of 2358 01:32:02,870 --> 01:32:00,159 the matrix play out 2359 01:32:04,550 --> 01:32:02,880 and i think that those of us who are 2360 01:32:06,629 --> 01:32:04,560 shifting 2361 01:32:08,870 --> 01:32:06,639 like i said it's it's a gradual thing it 2362 01:32:11,350 --> 01:32:08,880 happens a little bit at a time and i can 2363 01:32:14,310 --> 01:32:11,360 see i'm aware that's happening 2364 01:32:16,390 --> 01:32:14,320 but i think there's also a moment 2365 01:32:18,790 --> 01:32:16,400 and i don't know the date i don't know 2366 01:32:22,149 --> 01:32:18,800 what the moment is although the clue 2367 01:32:23,830 --> 01:32:22,159 that i have from the star people is 2368 01:32:26,709 --> 01:32:23,840 that it has something to do with a 2369 01:32:27,750 --> 01:32:26,719 magnetic pull shift 2370 01:32:30,629 --> 01:32:27,760 and 2371 01:32:31,750 --> 01:32:30,639 you know we are electromagnetic beings 2372 01:32:34,950 --> 01:32:31,760 so 2373 01:32:36,950 --> 01:32:34,960 it makes sense that if the if magnetic 2374 01:32:39,430 --> 01:32:36,960 north shifts 2375 01:32:42,709 --> 01:32:39,440 that will affect us it will affect our 2376 01:32:44,550 --> 01:32:42,719 bodies and and everything about us 2377 01:32:46,950 --> 01:32:44,560 and even mainstream media has been 2378 01:32:49,590 --> 01:32:46,960 talking for years now about magnetic 2379 01:32:52,550 --> 01:32:49,600 north shifting so it's a known thing 2380 01:32:54,310 --> 01:32:52,560 that is happening so i think that's 2381 01:32:55,590 --> 01:32:54,320 related to it i think that has something 2382 01:32:57,510 --> 01:32:55,600 to do with it 2383 01:33:00,709 --> 01:32:57,520 and so the the book that i just 2384 01:33:02,390 --> 01:33:00,719 published um the shift 2385 01:33:03,990 --> 01:33:02,400 is about 2386 01:33:05,750 --> 01:33:04,000 you know it's basically covers my 2387 01:33:09,110 --> 01:33:05,760 experiences with the star people from 2388 01:33:11,830 --> 01:33:09,120 about 2005 until now 2389 01:33:13,590 --> 01:33:11,840 and it talks about raising vibrational 2390 01:33:15,189 --> 01:33:13,600 frequency and 2391 01:33:17,110 --> 01:33:15,199 just 2392 01:33:19,590 --> 01:33:17,120 clearing your mind out 2393 01:33:22,149 --> 01:33:19,600 making new neural passageways 2394 01:33:24,390 --> 01:33:22,159 coming up with new ideas and and new 2395 01:33:26,550 --> 01:33:24,400 thoughts that can help you can help 2396 01:33:28,950 --> 01:33:26,560 raise you up and 2397 01:33:30,070 --> 01:33:28,960 filling yourself with love and light 2398 01:33:32,870 --> 01:33:30,080 and so 2399 01:33:36,070 --> 01:33:32,880 that's what the book is about and uh 2400 01:33:37,910 --> 01:33:36,080 okay i think that's pretty much it 2401 01:33:39,910 --> 01:33:37,920 all right well thank you very much for 2402 01:33:41,350 --> 01:33:39,920 sharing that um i 2403 01:33:42,950 --> 01:33:41,360 didn't want to interrupt you it seems 2404 01:33:44,629 --> 01:33:42,960 like you want to flow in i know 2405 01:33:47,189 --> 01:33:44,639 personally when i'm in the flow it's 2406 01:33:48,629 --> 01:33:47,199 like it's best to just let me speak so 2407 01:33:50,870 --> 01:33:48,639 thank you for that again 2408 01:33:52,870 --> 01:33:50,880 um so i have a few questions i would 2409 01:33:54,870 --> 01:33:52,880 like to ask and uh since we're pretty 2410 01:33:56,310 --> 01:33:54,880 far into it then i figured there's 2411 01:33:58,229 --> 01:33:56,320 plenty of people that want to ask some 2412 01:33:59,910 --> 01:33:58,239 questions of their own if you're okay 2413 01:34:02,950 --> 01:33:59,920 with that 2414 01:34:04,550 --> 01:34:02,960 so so uh one is actually going going 2415 01:34:05,990 --> 01:34:04,560 back sorry i'm gonna have to check 2416 01:34:08,070 --> 01:34:06,000 myself to make sure 2417 01:34:10,550 --> 01:34:08,080 i'm muted i've been coughing again and 2418 01:34:12,950 --> 01:34:10,560 some of everyone knows that i'm still 2419 01:34:14,149 --> 01:34:12,960 going getting over a cold so 2420 01:34:15,669 --> 01:34:14,159 um 2421 01:34:17,189 --> 01:34:15,679 the the question was in the very 2422 01:34:19,030 --> 01:34:17,199 beginning 2423 01:34:20,870 --> 01:34:19,040 and i've we've heard this you know 2424 01:34:21,990 --> 01:34:20,880 through to several different witnesses 2425 01:34:22,709 --> 01:34:22,000 to 2426 01:34:27,510 --> 01:34:22,719 what 2427 01:34:29,510 --> 01:34:27,520 that are you know i guess part of these 2428 01:34:30,870 --> 01:34:29,520 my labs 2429 01:34:34,310 --> 01:34:30,880 are they 2430 01:34:36,470 --> 01:34:34,320 is this it no one how do they know 2431 01:34:38,870 --> 01:34:36,480 to come after you 2432 01:34:40,390 --> 01:34:38,880 and two is this like sort of kind of 2433 01:34:44,229 --> 01:34:40,400 like a 2434 01:34:46,229 --> 01:34:44,239 alternate group of humans that you know 2435 01:34:48,390 --> 01:34:46,239 doesn't belong to this government it's 2436 01:34:50,870 --> 01:34:48,400 not part of the regular structure that 2437 01:34:53,109 --> 01:34:50,880 we all believe exists you know and that 2438 01:34:54,229 --> 01:34:53,119 they just kind of do all of that outside 2439 01:34:55,189 --> 01:34:54,239 of this 2440 01:34:56,470 --> 01:34:55,199 um 2441 01:34:58,950 --> 01:34:56,480 you know 2442 01:35:00,950 --> 01:34:58,960 outside of anybody's prying eye so if 2443 01:35:02,390 --> 01:35:00,960 you can speak to that first 2444 01:35:04,070 --> 01:35:02,400 if you have any information i greatly 2445 01:35:05,270 --> 01:35:04,080 appreciate it 2446 01:35:08,070 --> 01:35:05,280 sure 2447 01:35:10,550 --> 01:35:08,080 well um like i said when i was little 2448 01:35:12,629 --> 01:35:10,560 when i was seven years old 2449 01:35:15,189 --> 01:35:12,639 i met these 2450 01:35:16,790 --> 01:35:15,199 government agents for the first time 2451 01:35:18,310 --> 01:35:16,800 and 2452 01:35:19,030 --> 01:35:18,320 you know it's a great question i don't 2453 01:35:21,270 --> 01:35:19,040 know 2454 01:35:23,350 --> 01:35:21,280 the real answer but because i'm still 2455 01:35:24,950 --> 01:35:23,360 trying to figure it out myself 2456 01:35:27,750 --> 01:35:24,960 but i think that 2457 01:35:30,149 --> 01:35:27,760 they somehow knew i was being visited by 2458 01:35:31,910 --> 01:35:30,159 the star people 2459 01:35:34,229 --> 01:35:31,920 and 2460 01:35:36,950 --> 01:35:34,239 when they came to see me you know they 2461 01:35:38,550 --> 01:35:36,960 stuck this piece of metal on my rib 2462 01:35:40,870 --> 01:35:38,560 and i'm not sure what that was it could 2463 01:35:42,629 --> 01:35:40,880 have possibly been an implant 2464 01:35:45,270 --> 01:35:42,639 but over the years i've gotten many 2465 01:35:47,350 --> 01:35:45,280 implants i've gotten some from the star 2466 01:35:48,149 --> 01:35:47,360 people and i've gotten some from 2467 01:35:49,350 --> 01:35:48,159 the 2468 01:35:50,790 --> 01:35:49,360 military 2469 01:35:52,149 --> 01:35:50,800 so 2470 01:35:55,350 --> 01:35:52,159 these 2471 01:35:58,790 --> 01:35:55,360 implants i imagine are tracking devices 2472 01:36:01,350 --> 01:35:58,800 but i know that they can also 2473 01:36:03,350 --> 01:36:01,360 send and receive data 2474 01:36:05,350 --> 01:36:03,360 i'm sure there are more complicated you 2475 01:36:07,750 --> 01:36:05,360 know that i'm thinking i can only 2476 01:36:08,550 --> 01:36:07,760 imagine the technology that the military 2477 01:36:10,550 --> 01:36:08,560 has 2478 01:36:12,629 --> 01:36:10,560 they can probably do things like you 2479 01:36:14,709 --> 01:36:12,639 know control behavior and things like 2480 01:36:16,709 --> 01:36:14,719 that with these implants 2481 01:36:17,510 --> 01:36:16,719 but as far as them you know how do they 2482 01:36:24,950 --> 01:36:17,520 know 2483 01:36:26,790 --> 01:36:24,960 the alien abduction phenomenon 2484 01:36:28,470 --> 01:36:26,800 and and the whole military abduction 2485 01:36:31,590 --> 01:36:28,480 because the military does their own 2486 01:36:34,470 --> 01:36:31,600 abducting and sometimes 2487 01:36:36,709 --> 01:36:34,480 they will wear fake rubber suits to 2488 01:36:37,590 --> 01:36:36,719 pretend that they are aliens 2489 01:36:46,790 --> 01:36:37,600 and 2490 01:36:49,510 --> 01:36:46,800 to get information out of them but i've 2491 01:36:50,950 --> 01:36:49,520 i've seen it a number of times 2492 01:36:53,590 --> 01:36:50,960 where they're actually 2493 01:36:56,070 --> 01:36:53,600 pretending to be aliens and they use 2494 01:36:59,109 --> 01:36:56,080 holographic technology also 2495 01:37:01,109 --> 01:36:59,119 you know like a virtual reality 2496 01:37:03,830 --> 01:37:01,119 like one night for example 2497 01:37:06,470 --> 01:37:03,840 um i was probably 2498 01:37:09,430 --> 01:37:06,480 i don't know 25 years old or so 2499 01:37:10,870 --> 01:37:09,440 and um during the night i i had this 2500 01:37:12,390 --> 01:37:10,880 experience 2501 01:37:14,229 --> 01:37:12,400 where 2502 01:37:18,070 --> 01:37:14,239 i was looking i'm sure it was a 2503 01:37:20,550 --> 01:37:18,080 holographic image it was a whole row of 2504 01:37:23,109 --> 01:37:20,560 aliens they looked really menacing 2505 01:37:25,830 --> 01:37:23,119 but it was like one alien and like 2506 01:37:27,669 --> 01:37:25,840 10 or 15 more like a fun house mirror 2507 01:37:29,430 --> 01:37:27,679 that i'm looking into 2508 01:37:31,590 --> 01:37:29,440 and they're all laughing at me pointing 2509 01:37:34,310 --> 01:37:31,600 at me laughing at me i'm like well this 2510 01:37:37,350 --> 01:37:34,320 this is not normal you know even like 2511 01:37:39,750 --> 01:37:37,360 negative type aliens like greys 2512 01:37:41,750 --> 01:37:39,760 they don't even they don't bother to do 2513 01:37:43,510 --> 01:37:41,760 that you know they've got better things 2514 01:37:44,470 --> 01:37:43,520 to do than stand there and laughing at 2515 01:37:46,950 --> 01:37:44,480 me 2516 01:37:50,310 --> 01:37:46,960 and i end up getting an implant in my 2517 01:37:52,629 --> 01:37:50,320 nose when i woke up in the morning 2518 01:37:54,950 --> 01:37:52,639 the side of my face hurt so bad i 2519 01:37:57,430 --> 01:37:54,960 couldn't even touch it they had i knew 2520 01:37:59,189 --> 01:37:57,440 it was military they had put this 2521 01:38:00,470 --> 01:37:59,199 implant inside of my 2522 01:38:02,709 --> 01:38:00,480 nostril 2523 01:38:04,070 --> 01:38:02,719 and after like two or three days i was 2524 01:38:07,430 --> 01:38:04,080 actually able to 2525 01:38:09,270 --> 01:38:07,440 feel it in there and it was a very small 2526 01:38:10,149 --> 01:38:09,280 metal rod 2527 01:38:16,550 --> 01:38:10,159 and 2528 01:38:19,350 --> 01:38:16,560 it kind of was spinning around 2529 01:38:21,830 --> 01:38:19,360 and i ended up losing track of it 2530 01:38:24,310 --> 01:38:21,840 so who knows it maybe went up into my 2531 01:38:25,590 --> 01:38:24,320 brain or something i don't know 2532 01:38:29,430 --> 01:38:25,600 so these 2533 01:38:31,830 --> 01:38:29,440 people i call them the secret government 2534 01:38:33,990 --> 01:38:31,840 yeah they're definitely secret covert 2535 01:38:35,669 --> 01:38:34,000 operations they're not 2536 01:38:37,990 --> 01:38:35,679 you know they're not like the regular 2537 01:38:40,310 --> 01:38:38,000 government people that we know um in 2538 01:38:43,030 --> 01:38:40,320 government offices 2539 01:38:44,470 --> 01:38:43,040 they are working underground 2540 01:38:46,229 --> 01:38:44,480 um 2541 01:38:48,390 --> 01:38:46,239 you know and underground there's lots of 2542 01:38:50,310 --> 01:38:48,400 military bases there's even cities 2543 01:38:52,470 --> 01:38:50,320 underground and there are tunnels that 2544 01:38:53,189 --> 01:38:52,480 connect these cities 2545 01:38:56,229 --> 01:38:53,199 so 2546 01:38:59,189 --> 01:38:56,239 they have an extensive network but these 2547 01:39:00,790 --> 01:38:59,199 military abductions um 2548 01:39:02,790 --> 01:39:00,800 yeah they happen they're very real and 2549 01:39:04,629 --> 01:39:02,800 there are military trained psychics that 2550 01:39:06,709 --> 01:39:04,639 go out and 2551 01:39:08,629 --> 01:39:06,719 harass people and get information from 2552 01:39:11,189 --> 01:39:08,639 from people and i've actually had one 2553 01:39:13,750 --> 01:39:11,199 military psychic in particular 2554 01:39:15,510 --> 01:39:13,760 who i think is actually my case worker 2555 01:39:18,149 --> 01:39:15,520 which is pretty crazy but she's been 2556 01:39:21,109 --> 01:39:18,159 following me around for a long time 2557 01:39:22,950 --> 01:39:21,119 up until recently when 2558 01:39:25,030 --> 01:39:22,960 i kind of put her in her place and she 2559 01:39:27,189 --> 01:39:25,040 hasn't come back again because i i do 2560 01:39:29,189 --> 01:39:27,199 know how to protect myself 2561 01:39:30,709 --> 01:39:29,199 from psychic attack so 2562 01:39:32,709 --> 01:39:30,719 over the years 2563 01:39:34,390 --> 01:39:32,719 that has dwindled away from me and it's 2564 01:39:35,590 --> 01:39:34,400 not something i have to deal with 2565 01:39:37,510 --> 01:39:35,600 anymore 2566 01:39:39,510 --> 01:39:37,520 but yeah there's definitely a secret 2567 01:39:41,830 --> 01:39:39,520 part of the government and who's doing 2568 01:39:44,149 --> 01:39:41,840 these things 2569 01:39:46,229 --> 01:39:44,159 okay thank you for that so before i ask 2570 01:39:48,629 --> 01:39:46,239 the second question um for everyone 2571 01:39:50,709 --> 01:39:48,639 that's watching uh now would be the time 2572 01:39:53,510 --> 01:39:50,719 if you have any questions for bonnie to 2573 01:39:56,070 --> 01:39:53,520 submit on youtube or twitch please 2574 01:39:59,189 --> 01:39:56,080 remember to put three asterisks before 2575 01:40:00,709 --> 01:39:59,199 your question and um also you can ask a 2576 01:40:02,709 --> 01:40:00,719 question directly 2577 01:40:05,270 --> 01:40:02,719 by joining the telegram group that's 2578 01:40:09,030 --> 01:40:05,280 going on right now uh the link is in the 2579 01:40:10,070 --> 01:40:09,040 description below um just download it i 2580 01:40:11,750 --> 01:40:10,080 should have actually mentioned it 2581 01:40:14,149 --> 01:40:11,760 earlier but for those of you that 2582 01:40:16,229 --> 01:40:14,159 actually are already watching just raise 2583 01:40:17,510 --> 01:40:16,239 your hand and i'll add you to my queue 2584 01:40:19,430 --> 01:40:17,520 also 2585 01:40:21,669 --> 01:40:19,440 in the description below bonnie's 2586 01:40:24,229 --> 01:40:21,679 website links to her different books and 2587 01:40:25,830 --> 01:40:24,239 whatnot are all in the description so i 2588 01:40:26,870 --> 01:40:25,840 always encourage people to go and check 2589 01:40:29,430 --> 01:40:26,880 them out 2590 01:40:30,550 --> 01:40:29,440 um bonnie the the other question that i 2591 01:40:33,109 --> 01:40:30,560 had was 2592 01:40:34,790 --> 01:40:33,119 uh regarding this the shift so 2593 01:40:36,709 --> 01:40:34,800 the way you were speaking that there's 2594 01:40:38,149 --> 01:40:36,719 still actual 2595 01:40:40,310 --> 01:40:38,159 physical change that we're going to 2596 01:40:41,430 --> 01:40:40,320 notice or is it just um 2597 01:40:52,790 --> 01:40:41,440 um 2598 01:40:55,510 --> 01:40:52,800 more happiness you know and things were 2599 01:40:57,990 --> 01:40:55,520 just going great and more peaceful or 2600 01:40:59,750 --> 01:40:58,000 you know that's what i had always uh 2601 01:41:02,390 --> 01:40:59,760 kind of um 2602 01:41:04,709 --> 01:41:02,400 foreseen and in a way i'm feeling like 2603 01:41:06,709 --> 01:41:04,719 i'm you know with the way we live my 2604 01:41:09,590 --> 01:41:06,719 family and i we're already kind of 2605 01:41:11,430 --> 01:41:09,600 already there we see the world kind of 2606 01:41:13,510 --> 01:41:11,440 doing all kinds of crazy stuff around us 2607 01:41:15,750 --> 01:41:13,520 but it's not happening where we are you 2608 01:41:17,109 --> 01:41:15,760 know and so i always so i always kind of 2609 01:41:19,030 --> 01:41:17,119 view that as 2610 01:41:21,430 --> 01:41:19,040 this you know this is my world that's 2611 01:41:23,189 --> 01:41:21,440 their world i can't do much about it if 2612 01:41:25,430 --> 01:41:23,199 i go into their world i'm gonna make it 2613 01:41:27,189 --> 01:41:25,440 my problem so if you can speak on that 2614 01:41:28,470 --> 01:41:27,199 i'd appreciate it 2615 01:41:31,109 --> 01:41:28,480 exactly 2616 01:41:33,590 --> 01:41:31,119 yeah that's really that's really a great 2617 01:41:34,950 --> 01:41:33,600 way to look at it i i feel the same way 2618 01:41:36,870 --> 01:41:34,960 about um 2619 01:41:39,270 --> 01:41:36,880 like john and i 2620 01:41:41,430 --> 01:41:39,280 you know where we live in our 2621 01:41:42,229 --> 01:41:41,440 world that we're creating our our little 2622 01:41:44,470 --> 01:41:42,239 uh 2623 01:41:46,950 --> 01:41:44,480 reality bubble that we live in we're 2624 01:41:48,870 --> 01:41:46,960 very happy and things are going very 2625 01:41:51,750 --> 01:41:48,880 well for us on our path things are 2626 01:41:54,229 --> 01:41:51,760 looking good but you know not so 2627 01:41:55,830 --> 01:41:54,239 with most of the rest of the world 2628 01:41:58,470 --> 01:41:55,840 so i think 2629 01:42:00,470 --> 01:41:58,480 according to the star people uh we are 2630 01:42:02,310 --> 01:42:00,480 going to see more a lot more physical 2631 01:42:04,390 --> 01:42:02,320 changes a lot more 2632 01:42:05,990 --> 01:42:04,400 upheavals in the world 2633 01:42:08,470 --> 01:42:06,000 and a lot of it has to do with people 2634 01:42:10,470 --> 01:42:08,480 waking up and and realizing that they've 2635 01:42:12,310 --> 01:42:10,480 been lied to their entire lives and 2636 01:42:14,790 --> 01:42:12,320 demanding the truth 2637 01:42:17,590 --> 01:42:14,800 and the truth is going to come out it's 2638 01:42:20,229 --> 01:42:17,600 coming out now i mean everything 2639 01:42:23,189 --> 01:42:20,239 is going to become known to us 2640 01:42:24,950 --> 01:42:23,199 those of us with eyes to see 2641 01:42:27,030 --> 01:42:24,960 you know like i said there's the right 2642 01:42:29,270 --> 01:42:27,040 hand path and the left hand path if 2643 01:42:31,590 --> 01:42:29,280 you're on the right-hand path 2644 01:42:34,070 --> 01:42:31,600 you're already working on becoming 2645 01:42:36,709 --> 01:42:34,080 enlightened and and living a good life 2646 01:42:39,109 --> 01:42:36,719 and and finding happiness 2647 01:42:40,629 --> 01:42:39,119 and you know doing things that that 2648 01:42:42,790 --> 01:42:40,639 bring joy into your life so you're 2649 01:42:44,470 --> 01:42:42,800 already on a great path 2650 01:42:46,790 --> 01:42:44,480 and things are going to get better and 2651 01:42:48,550 --> 01:42:46,800 better for you and we are going to 2652 01:42:50,950 --> 01:42:48,560 gradually shift 2653 01:42:54,310 --> 01:42:50,960 into higher levels of awareness 2654 01:42:57,189 --> 01:42:54,320 and greater perspective perception of of 2655 01:42:59,669 --> 01:42:57,199 what the world really is so you're right 2656 01:43:01,189 --> 01:42:59,679 you know people like us who have love in 2657 01:43:03,590 --> 01:43:01,199 our hearts things are going to get 2658 01:43:05,750 --> 01:43:03,600 better for us the earth the the world is 2659 01:43:06,470 --> 01:43:05,760 going to get better for us because we 2660 01:43:08,310 --> 01:43:06,480 are 2661 01:43:11,990 --> 01:43:08,320 manifesting it 2662 01:43:14,470 --> 01:43:12,000 but for people on the left-hand path who 2663 01:43:16,629 --> 01:43:14,480 who don't know this who are who have 2664 01:43:19,910 --> 01:43:16,639 consented who are giving all of their 2665 01:43:22,310 --> 01:43:19,920 energy to the controllers 2666 01:43:25,750 --> 01:43:22,320 of the world right now the controllers 2667 01:43:28,149 --> 01:43:25,760 of society and all the lies and the 2668 01:43:29,430 --> 01:43:28,159 propaganda and the mind control and just 2669 01:43:30,950 --> 01:43:29,440 all the terrible things that are 2670 01:43:32,790 --> 01:43:30,960 happening 2671 01:43:34,550 --> 01:43:32,800 these people are caught up in that flow 2672 01:43:36,070 --> 01:43:34,560 and that's where they're going they're 2673 01:43:39,189 --> 01:43:36,080 kind of going down they're getting 2674 01:43:41,270 --> 01:43:39,199 dragged down with that and i think that 2675 01:43:43,669 --> 01:43:41,280 they are going to see 2676 01:43:46,709 --> 01:43:43,679 some very bad things so it could be like 2677 01:43:49,430 --> 01:43:46,719 we're looking at two different earths 2678 01:43:53,270 --> 01:43:49,440 it could be that those of us on this 2679 01:43:54,790 --> 01:43:53,280 path who are moving up moving up a level 2680 01:43:55,590 --> 01:43:54,800 things are just going to get better for 2681 01:43:58,709 --> 01:43:55,600 us 2682 01:44:00,149 --> 01:43:58,719 but unfortunately for the other side 2683 01:44:04,229 --> 01:44:00,159 they're going to have to play out life 2684 01:44:09,030 --> 01:44:06,870 okay thank you for that uh so the first 2685 01:44:10,550 --> 01:44:09,040 question i have and for those again if 2686 01:44:13,350 --> 01:44:10,560 you've submitted a question earlier 2687 01:44:15,270 --> 01:44:13,360 please resubmit it again i'm uh 2688 01:44:17,350 --> 01:44:15,280 everyone has been chatting 2689 01:44:19,750 --> 01:44:17,360 chatting it up so i will have to scroll 2690 01:44:22,070 --> 01:44:19,760 scroll quite a lot up there to find all 2691 01:44:23,430 --> 01:44:22,080 those original questions so starting now 2692 01:44:25,510 --> 01:44:23,440 if you can submit it again i'd 2693 01:44:27,350 --> 01:44:25,520 appreciate it uh so first question i 2694 01:44:29,270 --> 01:44:27,360 have is from hazel 2695 01:44:34,709 --> 01:44:29,280 she's asking is the left hand going to 2696 01:44:38,070 --> 01:44:36,470 because 2697 01:44:40,390 --> 01:44:38,080 well that's the thing if you're on the 2698 01:44:42,390 --> 01:44:40,400 right hand path you can't you can't let 2699 01:44:44,870 --> 01:44:42,400 it hold you back you can't get dragged 2700 01:44:47,510 --> 01:44:44,880 down into it it's up to you 2701 01:44:50,229 --> 01:44:47,520 to just let that go let it let it all 2702 01:44:52,470 --> 01:44:50,239 flush down the drain you know don't give 2703 01:44:53,430 --> 01:44:52,480 it your energy don't stare at the train 2704 01:44:55,750 --> 01:44:53,440 wreck 2705 01:44:57,430 --> 01:44:55,760 because you can fall into that you can 2706 01:44:59,030 --> 01:44:57,440 fall into 2707 01:45:02,790 --> 01:44:59,040 lower level 2708 01:45:06,070 --> 01:45:02,800 uh vibrational frequencies of depression 2709 01:45:08,709 --> 01:45:06,080 you know anger fear if you get caught up 2710 01:45:10,390 --> 01:45:08,719 in that yeah you could go down with it 2711 01:45:12,229 --> 01:45:10,400 but 2712 01:45:14,950 --> 01:45:12,239 they're not going to drag us down if we 2713 01:45:18,070 --> 01:45:14,960 don't let them if we focus on love and 2714 01:45:20,629 --> 01:45:18,080 light and by the way i don't mean 2715 01:45:23,030 --> 01:45:20,639 that you can't uh take action i mean 2716 01:45:25,270 --> 01:45:23,040 now's the time if 2717 01:45:27,910 --> 01:45:25,280 if you're a light worker if you're a 2718 01:45:30,229 --> 01:45:27,920 warrior of light of truth now is the 2719 01:45:33,189 --> 01:45:30,239 time to take action if you came here to 2720 01:45:35,270 --> 01:45:33,199 help humanity now is the time to act 2721 01:45:38,470 --> 01:45:35,280 it's the time to stand up speak your 2722 01:45:40,790 --> 01:45:38,480 truth speak your mind but all with love 2723 01:45:42,790 --> 01:45:40,800 in your heart and i'm not talking about 2724 01:45:44,629 --> 01:45:42,800 a mushy kind of love 2725 01:45:47,430 --> 01:45:44,639 you know where you're you're hiding in 2726 01:45:50,149 --> 01:45:47,440 your house so you can only focus on love 2727 01:45:51,669 --> 01:45:50,159 i just mean this love is like the power 2728 01:45:55,590 --> 01:45:51,679 of creation 2729 01:45:57,590 --> 01:45:55,600 this is the power of source 2730 01:45:58,390 --> 01:45:57,600 and it's it's the strongest thing there 2731 01:46:04,310 --> 01:45:58,400 is 2732 01:46:07,270 --> 01:46:04,320 dealing with psychic attackers 2733 01:46:09,510 --> 01:46:07,280 in recent years my method has been 2734 01:46:11,750 --> 01:46:09,520 well don't fight back just 2735 01:46:14,310 --> 01:46:11,760 let my defenses go fill my heart with 2736 01:46:15,830 --> 01:46:14,320 love and i end up stopping the attack 2737 01:46:17,109 --> 01:46:15,840 because there's nothing to attack 2738 01:46:19,430 --> 01:46:17,119 there's nothing 2739 01:46:21,189 --> 01:46:19,440 to do i'm not afraid i'm not giving in 2740 01:46:22,550 --> 01:46:21,199 i'm not giving them the reaction that 2741 01:46:25,430 --> 01:46:22,560 they want 2742 01:46:28,070 --> 01:46:25,440 i end up going up to these attackers and 2743 01:46:29,750 --> 01:46:28,080 changing their frequency i'm in training 2744 01:46:32,310 --> 01:46:29,760 them with my higher vibrational 2745 01:46:34,790 --> 01:46:32,320 frequency of love and light i'm actually 2746 01:46:37,270 --> 01:46:34,800 in training them and bringing them up to 2747 01:46:38,709 --> 01:46:37,280 where i am it's probably temporary 2748 01:46:40,709 --> 01:46:38,719 they're probably going to go you know 2749 01:46:42,310 --> 01:46:40,719 back down to their little hole 2750 01:46:45,189 --> 01:46:42,320 but 2751 01:46:47,030 --> 01:46:45,199 this is it's up to us it's up to us to 2752 01:46:48,629 --> 01:46:47,040 find that inner strength 2753 01:46:51,270 --> 01:46:48,639 to fill ourselves with love and light 2754 01:46:53,109 --> 01:46:51,280 and lift ourselves up because we have 2755 01:46:55,270 --> 01:46:53,119 that opportunity right now it is our 2756 01:46:57,270 --> 01:46:55,280 challenge it's our test 2757 01:47:00,149 --> 01:46:57,280 and it's available there for us to to 2758 01:47:04,470 --> 01:47:02,550 great thank you for that um julie hall 2759 01:47:08,629 --> 01:47:04,480 is asking why would the military do 2760 01:47:11,669 --> 01:47:10,790 great question 2761 01:47:14,470 --> 01:47:11,679 um 2762 01:47:15,669 --> 01:47:14,480 i don't know the answers to that 2763 01:47:17,109 --> 01:47:15,679 um 2764 01:47:20,070 --> 01:47:17,119 i think that 2765 01:47:22,629 --> 01:47:20,080 possibly they are trying to prevent the 2766 01:47:23,910 --> 01:47:22,639 shift from happening which is not 2767 01:47:26,950 --> 01:47:23,920 possible 2768 01:47:30,629 --> 01:47:26,960 i think they are threatened by the star 2769 01:47:33,669 --> 01:47:30,639 people i think they're threatened by 2770 01:47:37,510 --> 01:47:33,679 you know anybody who has contact with 2771 01:47:39,109 --> 01:47:37,520 the higher benevolence loving entities 2772 01:47:39,910 --> 01:47:39,119 they don't want to promote that kind of 2773 01:47:41,590 --> 01:47:39,920 thing 2774 01:47:43,350 --> 01:47:41,600 they they want to know what's going on 2775 01:47:47,430 --> 01:47:43,360 and they want to try to be in control of 2776 01:47:50,390 --> 01:47:48,950 this government they were talking about 2777 01:47:53,109 --> 01:47:50,400 the secret government 2778 01:47:56,790 --> 01:47:53,119 and the controllers of society they have 2779 01:47:58,629 --> 01:47:56,800 basically usurped the power of humanity 2780 01:48:03,030 --> 01:47:58,639 they have 2781 01:48:04,470 --> 01:48:03,040 of time 2782 01:48:06,149 --> 01:48:04,480 they have 2783 01:48:07,750 --> 01:48:06,159 just 2784 01:48:09,189 --> 01:48:07,760 you know the through the education 2785 01:48:11,189 --> 01:48:09,199 system 2786 01:48:13,109 --> 01:48:11,199 through all the indoctrination and the 2787 01:48:15,750 --> 01:48:13,119 mind control 2788 01:48:16,830 --> 01:48:15,760 they have basically kept humans in a 2789 01:48:19,910 --> 01:48:16,840 hypnotic 2790 01:48:22,550 --> 01:48:19,920 stupor humans most of them are asleep 2791 01:48:23,510 --> 01:48:22,560 they are under a spell literally 2792 01:48:26,550 --> 01:48:23,520 and so 2793 01:48:29,270 --> 01:48:26,560 this the secret part of the government 2794 01:48:31,669 --> 01:48:29,280 is probably not even humans at all 2795 01:48:33,830 --> 01:48:31,679 it could be fallen angels 2796 01:48:35,990 --> 01:48:33,840 demons reptilians 2797 01:48:38,709 --> 01:48:36,000 the controllers who are in charge right 2798 01:48:39,830 --> 01:48:38,719 now they're not the politicians that you 2799 01:48:41,189 --> 01:48:39,840 see 2800 01:48:43,430 --> 01:48:41,199 on tv 2801 01:48:46,470 --> 01:48:43,440 yeah these are like puppets these people 2802 01:48:49,350 --> 01:48:46,480 who are you know they're just the pr 2803 01:48:51,750 --> 01:48:49,360 they're you know therefore 2804 01:48:53,669 --> 01:48:51,760 bringing out the messages um 2805 01:48:55,910 --> 01:48:53,679 putting out ideas that they want people 2806 01:48:58,070 --> 01:48:55,920 to believe in and they're basically 2807 01:48:58,950 --> 01:48:58,080 being told what to say by their their 2808 01:49:01,270 --> 01:48:58,960 higher 2809 01:49:03,750 --> 01:49:01,280 puppet masters the controllers 2810 01:49:05,510 --> 01:49:03,760 so i think that the secret government 2811 01:49:07,189 --> 01:49:05,520 does this thing because 2812 01:49:08,790 --> 01:49:07,199 they want to be in control they don't 2813 01:49:10,229 --> 01:49:08,800 want people waking up and they want to 2814 01:49:11,590 --> 01:49:10,239 try to control 2815 01:49:13,510 --> 01:49:11,600 the shift they want the shift of 2816 01:49:14,629 --> 01:49:13,520 awareness to not happen they'll do 2817 01:49:16,790 --> 01:49:14,639 anything 2818 01:49:18,790 --> 01:49:16,800 to stop it from happening i think that's 2819 01:49:20,550 --> 01:49:18,800 why the world's so crazy right now 2820 01:49:22,629 --> 01:49:20,560 they're pulling out all the stops and 2821 01:49:24,629 --> 01:49:22,639 they are hurrying because 2822 01:49:26,229 --> 01:49:24,639 these controllers they know the ship's 2823 01:49:27,510 --> 01:49:26,239 coming they're aware of it and they're 2824 01:49:29,109 --> 01:49:27,520 panicking 2825 01:49:31,350 --> 01:49:29,119 so they're doing everything they can to 2826 01:49:34,070 --> 01:49:31,360 try and stop it but that is not going to 2827 01:49:35,990 --> 01:49:34,080 happen the shift will happen it's a 2828 01:49:38,470 --> 01:49:36,000 natural process that 2829 01:49:41,830 --> 01:49:38,480 happens over and over again and 2830 01:49:42,709 --> 01:49:41,840 we're living through it right now 2831 01:49:43,830 --> 01:49:42,719 thank you 2832 01:49:45,510 --> 01:49:43,840 um 2833 01:49:48,149 --> 01:49:45,520 oop shifted on me 2834 01:49:50,629 --> 01:49:48,159 angus b kinnard is asking how do the 2835 01:49:55,030 --> 01:49:50,639 star people view written language is it 2836 01:50:00,229 --> 01:49:56,870 well there's all different types of star 2837 01:50:02,310 --> 01:50:00,239 people and i think um 2838 01:50:04,790 --> 01:50:02,320 maybe they have some type of written 2839 01:50:07,589 --> 01:50:04,800 language like i when i've been on 2840 01:50:09,990 --> 01:50:07,599 different ships with them i've sometimes 2841 01:50:11,589 --> 01:50:10,000 seen what could be writing and to me it 2842 01:50:13,430 --> 01:50:11,599 looks kind of like 2843 01:50:16,229 --> 01:50:13,440 geometric shapes 2844 01:50:18,629 --> 01:50:16,239 and different symbols so i think they do 2845 01:50:20,390 --> 01:50:18,639 have some form of writing maybe it's 2846 01:50:21,990 --> 01:50:20,400 like hieroglyphics 2847 01:50:22,950 --> 01:50:22,000 but i think for the most part they're 2848 01:50:24,709 --> 01:50:22,960 using 2849 01:50:27,669 --> 01:50:24,719 mental telepathy 2850 01:50:29,510 --> 01:50:27,679 and forms of communication like that 2851 01:50:31,669 --> 01:50:29,520 and 2852 01:50:33,669 --> 01:50:31,679 yeah i think i think possibly they do 2853 01:50:34,950 --> 01:50:33,679 have forms of language and written 2854 01:50:36,149 --> 01:50:34,960 language 2855 01:50:38,870 --> 01:50:36,159 and 2856 01:50:40,390 --> 01:50:38,880 sometimes like the the pleiadians who i 2857 01:50:41,830 --> 01:50:40,400 worked a lot with 2858 01:50:43,430 --> 01:50:41,840 they were actually speak with me they're 2859 01:50:45,510 --> 01:50:43,440 using their lips they're like moving 2860 01:50:47,030 --> 01:50:45,520 their mouths and talking 2861 01:50:49,510 --> 01:50:47,040 and 2862 01:50:50,470 --> 01:50:49,520 so these people are like are like family 2863 01:50:52,629 --> 01:50:50,480 to me 2864 01:50:54,709 --> 01:50:52,639 and when they communicate with me it's 2865 01:50:57,030 --> 01:50:54,719 very natural and flowing and sometimes 2866 01:50:59,430 --> 01:50:57,040 they are actually speaking but a lot of 2867 01:51:02,550 --> 01:50:59,440 times it's just mental like mental 2868 01:51:04,709 --> 01:51:03,669 great thank you 2869 01:51:07,189 --> 01:51:04,719 um 2870 01:51:09,430 --> 01:51:07,199 penny coons is asking how can we open 2871 01:51:13,430 --> 01:51:09,440 our third eye and have you seen the 2872 01:51:18,310 --> 01:51:16,550 okay so the third eye 2873 01:51:21,430 --> 01:51:18,320 so there are certain things you want to 2874 01:51:24,550 --> 01:51:21,440 avoid one of them is fluoride 2875 01:51:27,030 --> 01:51:24,560 and they put fluoride in the water 2876 01:51:29,669 --> 01:51:27,040 sometimes they put it in salt 2877 01:51:31,430 --> 01:51:29,679 you know it could be in different 2878 01:51:33,910 --> 01:51:31,440 and different food items so you have to 2879 01:51:36,950 --> 01:51:33,920 be careful to stay away from fluoride 2880 01:51:37,990 --> 01:51:36,960 don't use toothpaste that has fluoride 2881 01:51:39,430 --> 01:51:38,000 and 2882 01:51:41,350 --> 01:51:39,440 that's one of the things that can 2883 01:51:43,430 --> 01:51:41,360 calcify 2884 01:51:46,070 --> 01:51:43,440 your third eye and stop it from working 2885 01:51:49,510 --> 01:51:46,080 it actually calcifies the pineal gland 2886 01:51:51,830 --> 01:51:49,520 inside of your brain so most people have 2887 01:51:54,870 --> 01:51:51,840 calcified pineal glands which is why 2888 01:51:57,350 --> 01:51:54,880 they're not using their third eyes 2889 01:51:59,750 --> 01:51:57,360 to manifest a good life for themselves 2890 01:52:00,709 --> 01:51:59,760 they're just not aware of it 2891 01:52:03,750 --> 01:52:00,719 so 2892 01:52:06,310 --> 01:52:03,760 awakening your third eye 2893 01:52:08,470 --> 01:52:06,320 once you start doing things to make 2894 01:52:10,149 --> 01:52:08,480 yourself a better person like getting 2895 01:52:13,189 --> 01:52:10,159 rid of old habits 2896 01:52:15,030 --> 01:52:13,199 and doing things that are mainly happy 2897 01:52:17,350 --> 01:52:15,040 keeping yourself up in a high 2898 01:52:18,790 --> 01:52:17,360 vibrational frequency 2899 01:52:20,629 --> 01:52:18,800 this will help you 2900 01:52:22,229 --> 01:52:20,639 because your 2901 01:52:25,189 --> 01:52:22,239 your third eye is natural you're 2902 01:52:27,669 --> 01:52:25,199 supposed to have it every human has it 2903 01:52:30,950 --> 01:52:27,679 it's just not activated and one thing 2904 01:52:33,030 --> 01:52:30,960 that you can do is exercise at night 2905 01:52:35,270 --> 01:52:33,040 every night when you go to sleep 2906 01:52:37,350 --> 01:52:35,280 maybe like 10 or 15 minutes after the 2907 01:52:38,950 --> 01:52:37,360 lights go out and you're in a dark room 2908 01:52:41,990 --> 01:52:38,960 make make sure you're in a dark room to 2909 01:52:46,950 --> 01:52:44,390 your body releases melatonin 2910 01:52:50,229 --> 01:52:46,960 to help you sleep the pineal gland 2911 01:52:51,910 --> 01:52:50,239 actually does this it releases melatonin 2912 01:52:53,350 --> 01:52:51,920 so 2913 01:52:56,790 --> 01:52:53,360 you can 2914 01:52:58,709 --> 01:52:56,800 start to exercise the muscles of this 2915 01:52:59,910 --> 01:52:58,719 pineal gland there's actually physical 2916 01:53:01,910 --> 01:52:59,920 muscles 2917 01:53:04,550 --> 01:53:01,920 to make your third eye work 2918 01:53:06,790 --> 01:53:04,560 so what i do is 2919 01:53:09,589 --> 01:53:06,800 when i go to bed i turn the lights off 2920 01:53:11,750 --> 01:53:09,599 after about 15 minutes or so 2921 01:53:13,430 --> 01:53:11,760 i will focus on the center of my 2922 01:53:14,790 --> 01:53:13,440 forehead 2923 01:53:18,229 --> 01:53:14,800 and 2924 01:53:20,629 --> 01:53:18,239 i will start to see this purple light 2925 01:53:23,990 --> 01:53:20,639 it starts off kind of like a circle like 2926 01:53:28,470 --> 01:53:24,000 a purple circle filled with purple light 2927 01:53:29,350 --> 01:53:28,480 and it might start pulsing like a flower 2928 01:53:31,910 --> 01:53:29,360 and 2929 01:53:33,750 --> 01:53:31,920 you can see this if you can if you can 2930 01:53:36,470 --> 01:53:33,760 get this working 2931 01:53:37,589 --> 01:53:36,480 then you've got your third eye active 2932 01:53:39,589 --> 01:53:37,599 and 2933 01:53:42,550 --> 01:53:39,599 just do this every night 2934 01:53:44,709 --> 01:53:42,560 and i've done things like 2935 01:53:46,229 --> 01:53:44,719 once i can get this purple light working 2936 01:53:49,030 --> 01:53:46,239 and i can see it 2937 01:53:52,310 --> 01:53:49,040 i can use mental focus i literally like 2938 01:53:55,189 --> 01:53:52,320 using muscles in my brain to push 2939 01:53:56,550 --> 01:53:55,199 and i can make this purple light so 2940 01:53:58,870 --> 01:53:56,560 brilliant 2941 01:53:59,750 --> 01:53:58,880 i mean it is glowing and my eyes can be 2942 01:54:03,910 --> 01:53:59,760 open 2943 01:54:05,669 --> 01:54:03,920 in a dark room you can see it 2944 01:54:07,830 --> 01:54:05,679 i can change the color of it i can 2945 01:54:09,510 --> 01:54:07,840 change it to blue 2946 01:54:11,030 --> 01:54:09,520 yellow green 2947 01:54:13,589 --> 01:54:11,040 different colors 2948 01:54:16,229 --> 01:54:13,599 and sometimes if i keep doing this if i 2949 01:54:18,310 --> 01:54:16,239 can keep it going that's not easy but 2950 01:54:20,310 --> 01:54:18,320 you can keep it going and you'll start 2951 01:54:22,229 --> 01:54:20,320 to see images appear 2952 01:54:23,350 --> 01:54:22,239 and when i was little like i said i 2953 01:54:25,270 --> 01:54:23,360 would see 2954 01:54:26,550 --> 01:54:25,280 i would just naturally see images that 2955 01:54:29,589 --> 01:54:26,560 were glowing 2956 01:54:31,910 --> 01:54:29,599 and lit up by my third eye 2957 01:54:34,070 --> 01:54:31,920 of things that i i what i liked like i 2958 01:54:37,350 --> 01:54:34,080 was projecting candy and ice cream and 2959 01:54:39,589 --> 01:54:37,360 toys but anyway so to awaken your third 2960 01:54:42,149 --> 01:54:39,599 eye stay away from fluoride stay away 2961 01:54:44,390 --> 01:54:42,159 from negativity bring yourself up to a 2962 01:54:47,189 --> 01:54:44,400 higher vibrational frequency of love and 2963 01:54:49,750 --> 01:54:47,199 light and practice this 2964 01:54:52,070 --> 01:54:49,760 moving your third eye muscle inside of 2965 01:54:54,070 --> 01:54:52,080 your head do this at night 2966 01:54:55,430 --> 01:54:54,080 you know 15 minutes after the lights go 2967 01:55:00,790 --> 01:54:55,440 out because it will start working 2968 01:55:05,189 --> 01:55:03,589 sorry i had myself muted again um 2969 01:55:07,430 --> 01:55:05,199 so but uh 2970 01:55:09,430 --> 01:55:07,440 can you uh speak to the second part when 2971 01:55:10,790 --> 01:55:09,440 she was asking have you seen sasquatch 2972 01:55:12,470 --> 01:55:10,800 people 2973 01:55:15,430 --> 01:55:12,480 oh oh 2974 01:55:18,629 --> 01:55:15,440 i have not personally seen them no i i 2975 01:55:20,550 --> 01:55:18,639 think i heard one i think one time 2976 01:55:22,390 --> 01:55:20,560 my husband john and i were in georgia 2977 01:55:23,750 --> 01:55:22,400 and we were in a cabin on the top of a 2978 01:55:26,950 --> 01:55:23,760 mountain 2979 01:55:28,550 --> 01:55:26,960 and i was out on the balcony and i heard 2980 01:55:31,109 --> 01:55:28,560 this loud 2981 01:55:32,870 --> 01:55:31,119 kind of like a yell 2982 01:55:34,950 --> 01:55:32,880 and i thought what the heck is that it 2983 01:55:38,390 --> 01:55:34,960 sounds like a bear 2984 01:55:41,350 --> 01:55:38,400 but it was also kind of human sounding 2985 01:55:44,709 --> 01:55:41,360 and i have heard the recordings of big 2986 01:55:46,629 --> 01:55:44,719 bigfoot and sasquatch calls 2987 01:55:49,189 --> 01:55:46,639 it's really 2988 01:55:51,350 --> 01:55:49,199 really interesting and um really 2989 01:55:52,870 --> 01:55:51,360 fascinating these sounds you should you 2990 01:55:55,910 --> 01:55:52,880 know whoever's listening you should go 2991 01:56:00,229 --> 01:55:55,920 and just look up you know bigfoot calls 2992 01:56:03,109 --> 01:56:00,239 because they have their own language and 2993 01:56:05,030 --> 01:56:03,119 really interesting beautiful voices but 2994 01:56:06,790 --> 01:56:05,040 i do think that i heard one when i was 2995 01:56:08,629 --> 01:56:06,800 in georgia 2996 01:56:11,109 --> 01:56:08,639 i do think that they're real 2997 01:56:13,669 --> 01:56:11,119 i do think that they are 2998 01:56:17,109 --> 01:56:13,679 living out in remote areas 2999 01:56:19,350 --> 01:56:17,119 in in forests and you know places where 3000 01:56:21,830 --> 01:56:19,360 people don't usually go but many people 3001 01:56:22,950 --> 01:56:21,840 have seen them and caught them on video 3002 01:56:24,950 --> 01:56:22,960 and 3003 01:56:26,950 --> 01:56:24,960 recorded the sounds 3004 01:56:28,629 --> 01:56:26,960 so i i think they're definitely a real 3005 01:56:30,070 --> 01:56:28,639 thing 3006 01:56:33,830 --> 01:56:30,080 great thank you for that 3007 01:56:35,830 --> 01:56:33,840 um estera case asking or stating has 3008 01:56:37,669 --> 01:56:35,840 bonnie met any of the people in her 3009 01:56:40,149 --> 01:56:37,679 classes in physical 3010 01:56:42,950 --> 01:56:40,159 in the physical 3011 01:56:43,990 --> 01:56:42,960 yeah i don't think i have i would sure 3012 01:56:45,510 --> 01:56:44,000 love to 3013 01:56:47,430 --> 01:56:45,520 and 3014 01:56:49,350 --> 01:56:47,440 you know i kind of keep an eye out when 3015 01:56:52,390 --> 01:56:49,360 i see 3016 01:56:53,350 --> 01:56:52,400 when i say videos from other contactees 3017 01:56:55,030 --> 01:56:53,360 and 3018 01:56:57,109 --> 01:56:55,040 sometimes you know maybe they look a 3019 01:56:59,669 --> 01:56:57,119 little familiar and i did want to just 3020 01:57:01,830 --> 01:56:59,679 say i i did watch your in your interview 3021 01:57:03,510 --> 01:57:01,840 adnan with uh jacqueline smith the 3022 01:57:04,950 --> 01:57:03,520 contactee 3023 01:57:06,390 --> 01:57:04,960 and the things that she said in the 3024 01:57:08,550 --> 01:57:06,400 beginning of her 3025 01:57:10,390 --> 01:57:08,560 talk like when she was little and the 3026 01:57:13,270 --> 01:57:10,400 things she would do on the ships 3027 01:57:15,109 --> 01:57:13,280 it's totally right on i mean it's the 3028 01:57:18,790 --> 01:57:15,119 same things that i remember 3029 01:57:20,629 --> 01:57:18,800 of like when we were little kids of um 3030 01:57:22,709 --> 01:57:20,639 doing really simple little practices 3031 01:57:24,870 --> 01:57:22,719 like in kindergarten where you 3032 01:57:27,589 --> 01:57:24,880 where you draw or you color but we were 3033 01:57:28,870 --> 01:57:27,599 doing it like using our minds 3034 01:57:30,870 --> 01:57:28,880 and 3035 01:57:33,669 --> 01:57:30,880 like she was talking about little light 3036 01:57:35,589 --> 01:57:33,679 panels on the wall and i can remember 3037 01:57:37,109 --> 01:57:35,599 like beautiful little different colored 3038 01:57:40,149 --> 01:57:37,119 lights and stuff just kind of 3039 01:57:43,109 --> 01:57:40,159 fascinating to me still is actually 3040 01:57:44,390 --> 01:57:43,119 but no i haven't actually met anybody 3041 01:57:48,870 --> 01:57:44,400 yet 3042 01:57:50,229 --> 01:57:48,880 i i would like to 3043 01:57:51,189 --> 01:57:50,239 okay thank you 3044 01:57:52,669 --> 01:57:51,199 um 3045 01:57:54,310 --> 01:57:52,679 next question is from 3046 01:57:56,550 --> 01:57:54,320 labels369 3047 01:57:58,149 --> 01:57:56,560 i'm asking do star people appreciate 3048 01:58:01,350 --> 01:57:58,159 music like we do 3049 01:58:05,430 --> 01:58:03,030 yeah i think they do 3050 01:58:07,910 --> 01:58:05,440 i think they do um i've actually had 3051 01:58:10,149 --> 01:58:07,920 experiences where 3052 01:58:12,470 --> 01:58:10,159 the star people have shown me different 3053 01:58:15,350 --> 01:58:12,480 types of rooms like they have for 3054 01:58:17,350 --> 01:58:15,360 recreation and one of them is 3055 01:58:19,109 --> 01:58:17,360 when you go inside this room and have a 3056 01:58:21,350 --> 01:58:19,119 really tall ceiling 3057 01:58:23,910 --> 01:58:21,360 you can just think about your favorite 3058 01:58:26,070 --> 01:58:23,920 song and it will start playing maybe it 3059 01:58:28,070 --> 01:58:26,080 comes out of your mind or you know your 3060 01:58:30,550 --> 01:58:28,080 memory of it or something but 3061 01:58:33,350 --> 01:58:30,560 it will actually start playing 3062 01:58:36,229 --> 01:58:33,360 and i have seen 3063 01:58:38,550 --> 01:58:36,239 um certain types of star people actually 3064 01:58:43,350 --> 01:58:38,560 playing musical instruments 3065 01:58:43,800 --> 01:58:43,360 to me they look like uh like a piano and 3066 01:58:44,870 --> 01:58:43,810 um 3067 01:58:46,950 --> 01:58:44,880 [Music] 3068 01:58:48,709 --> 01:58:46,960 what was it like a stringed instrument 3069 01:58:50,390 --> 01:58:48,719 like a cello 3070 01:58:53,510 --> 01:58:50,400 violin 3071 01:58:55,750 --> 01:58:53,520 so i have seen a like a trio of three 3072 01:58:56,790 --> 01:58:55,760 star people actually playing music 3073 01:58:59,109 --> 01:58:56,800 together 3074 01:59:01,430 --> 01:58:59,119 but i i think they really do appreciate 3075 01:59:03,189 --> 01:59:01,440 those types of things and art and and 3076 01:59:05,750 --> 01:59:03,199 everything is beautiful and really 3077 01:59:08,229 --> 01:59:05,760 anything that you do that's creative 3078 01:59:10,550 --> 01:59:08,239 where you're using your imagination and 3079 01:59:12,790 --> 01:59:10,560 your third eye 3080 01:59:14,870 --> 01:59:12,800 yes i think they're they're very much 3081 01:59:15,750 --> 01:59:14,880 into that and and i should also say that 3082 01:59:17,270 --> 01:59:15,760 my 3083 01:59:19,350 --> 01:59:17,280 family um 3084 01:59:21,400 --> 01:59:19,360 the pleiadians 3085 01:59:22,629 --> 01:59:21,410 they are are very um 3086 01:59:24,629 --> 01:59:22,639 [Music] 3087 01:59:27,830 --> 01:59:24,639 kind of happy people and they will 3088 01:59:30,310 --> 01:59:27,840 actually tell jokes and they do laugh 3089 01:59:32,229 --> 01:59:30,320 and i am very comfortable around them 3090 01:59:34,390 --> 01:59:32,239 and i'll i'll say funny things and 3091 01:59:37,430 --> 01:59:34,400 they'll laugh and we joke around 3092 01:59:40,070 --> 01:59:37,440 so they're very um you know very happy 3093 01:59:42,870 --> 01:59:40,080 uh very loving people very comfortable 3094 01:59:45,270 --> 01:59:42,880 to be around i feel safe around them and 3095 01:59:48,629 --> 01:59:45,280 yeah they definitely like music and art 3096 01:59:51,589 --> 01:59:48,639 and and everything creative 3097 01:59:54,470 --> 01:59:51,599 great thank you bonnie uh the next uh 3098 01:59:56,629 --> 01:59:54,480 question is from ernest 3099 01:59:58,470 --> 01:59:56,639 um 3100 02:00:00,390 --> 01:59:58,480 i'm sorry i'm always butchering these 3101 02:00:03,030 --> 02:00:00,400 names um 3102 02:00:04,950 --> 02:00:03,040 the question is how is god or the source 3103 02:00:07,270 --> 02:00:04,960 linked up with your experiences compared 3104 02:00:09,350 --> 02:00:07,280 to jesus and his existence 3105 02:00:12,310 --> 02:00:09,360 his teachings were highly vibrational 3106 02:00:15,189 --> 02:00:12,320 but man seems to have interpreted it in 3107 02:00:20,070 --> 02:00:16,550 well 3108 02:00:22,310 --> 02:00:20,080 when i say source i am talking about god 3109 02:00:23,510 --> 02:00:22,320 i'm also talking about the christ's 3110 02:00:25,350 --> 02:00:23,520 spirit 3111 02:00:27,430 --> 02:00:25,360 i think it's all the same thing this 3112 02:00:28,709 --> 02:00:27,440 higher vibrational frequency of love and 3113 02:00:29,750 --> 02:00:28,719 light 3114 02:00:32,550 --> 02:00:29,760 and 3115 02:00:35,910 --> 02:00:32,560 yeah so to me source is 3116 02:00:38,950 --> 02:00:35,920 i can feel source when i 3117 02:00:42,550 --> 02:00:38,960 am truly happy and filled with love and 3118 02:00:45,830 --> 02:00:42,560 i i meditate and i focus on this 3119 02:00:48,870 --> 02:00:45,840 i get connected to my highest self 3120 02:00:50,310 --> 02:00:48,880 so the part of me that is a spiritual 3121 02:00:52,550 --> 02:00:50,320 eternal being 3122 02:00:55,350 --> 02:00:52,560 this is what i'm connecting with and and 3123 02:00:57,990 --> 02:00:55,360 by doing this i'm connecting the source 3124 02:00:59,189 --> 02:00:58,000 and that christ spirit that is within 3125 02:01:01,669 --> 02:00:59,199 our hearts 3126 02:01:03,589 --> 02:01:01,679 and we all have this within us and we 3127 02:01:07,109 --> 02:01:03,599 all have that capability 3128 02:01:08,390 --> 02:01:07,119 i think that our higher selves are 3129 02:01:10,149 --> 02:01:08,400 we're at home 3130 02:01:11,910 --> 02:01:10,159 we're in a safe place 3131 02:01:14,310 --> 02:01:11,920 we're watching this play out and the 3132 02:01:18,229 --> 02:01:14,320 part of us that comes here is just a 3133 02:01:20,550 --> 02:01:18,239 tiny little part of our total awareness 3134 02:01:22,550 --> 02:01:20,560 that's kind of playing like 3135 02:01:24,310 --> 02:01:22,560 almost like a sim character 3136 02:01:26,229 --> 02:01:24,320 like we're in a simulation and we're 3137 02:01:27,510 --> 02:01:26,239 just we're kind of playing this learning 3138 02:01:29,430 --> 02:01:27,520 game 3139 02:01:32,070 --> 02:01:29,440 but you can really 3140 02:01:34,790 --> 02:01:32,080 do your best and be totally in control 3141 02:01:35,830 --> 02:01:34,800 of your life if you are connected to 3142 02:01:37,990 --> 02:01:35,840 source 3143 02:01:39,510 --> 02:01:38,000 and and this christ spirit that you're 3144 02:01:42,149 --> 02:01:39,520 talking about so 3145 02:01:45,589 --> 02:01:42,159 the teachings of of jesus and all 3146 02:01:48,310 --> 02:01:45,599 spiritual leaders are very important and 3147 02:01:50,550 --> 02:01:48,320 part of source and part of us it's who 3148 02:01:53,109 --> 02:01:50,560 we really are in our hearts 3149 02:01:55,270 --> 02:01:53,119 we are spiritual eternal beings 3150 02:01:57,430 --> 02:01:55,280 and when we're connected to source then 3151 02:01:59,430 --> 02:01:57,440 we're in our true power and it's all 3152 02:02:02,229 --> 02:01:59,440 about this this love that you fill your 3153 02:02:04,070 --> 02:02:02,239 heart with this power of creation 3154 02:02:05,990 --> 02:02:04,080 it's time for all of us to do this right 3155 02:02:07,430 --> 02:02:06,000 now i mean this is what we have to do 3156 02:02:09,350 --> 02:02:07,440 right now because 3157 02:02:11,910 --> 02:02:09,360 the old world's falling apart and we 3158 02:02:14,229 --> 02:02:11,920 cannot get caught up in that 3159 02:02:15,990 --> 02:02:14,239 that that drama that's going on over 3160 02:02:18,390 --> 02:02:16,000 there they're gonna do that they're 3161 02:02:20,229 --> 02:02:18,400 gonna they're gonna end that 3162 02:02:22,310 --> 02:02:20,239 that part of the world that matrix 3163 02:02:23,350 --> 02:02:22,320 that's been built up it's it's going to 3164 02:02:25,189 --> 02:02:23,360 end 3165 02:02:26,709 --> 02:02:25,199 so we are 3166 02:02:29,109 --> 02:02:26,719 you know we're using the love in our 3167 02:02:31,189 --> 02:02:29,119 hearts we're connecting the source 3168 02:02:32,709 --> 02:02:31,199 and this create christ light christ 3169 02:02:34,149 --> 02:02:32,719 consciousness 3170 02:02:36,470 --> 02:02:34,159 this is what we're doing we're bringing 3171 02:02:39,589 --> 02:02:36,480 about a brand new reality we're going to 3172 02:02:43,750 --> 02:02:41,830 great thanks bonnie um all right so the 3173 02:02:44,629 --> 02:02:43,760 last question i have for you tonight is 3174 02:02:48,390 --> 02:02:44,639 from 3175 02:02:49,990 --> 02:02:48,400 edward sosa and um i'm not too familiar 3176 02:02:52,629 --> 02:02:50,000 with this 3177 02:02:54,550 --> 02:02:52,639 i don't know what this exactly is but 3178 02:02:57,270 --> 02:02:54,560 i figured i'll run it by you and we'll 3179 02:03:00,310 --> 02:02:57,280 work it out together um it says 3180 02:03:03,350 --> 02:03:00,320 is the kali yoga going to be part of the 3181 02:03:06,229 --> 02:03:03,360 polish shift as the yogis and the indian 3182 02:03:09,030 --> 02:03:06,239 tradition speak of golden age 3183 02:03:09,830 --> 02:03:09,040 does that make sense yes the kali yuga 3184 02:03:11,830 --> 02:03:09,840 yes 3185 02:03:13,430 --> 02:03:11,840 oh well i'm sorry what is that if you 3186 02:03:15,589 --> 02:03:13,440 could speak a little bit because i have 3187 02:03:18,629 --> 02:03:15,599 no idea either 3188 02:03:21,589 --> 02:03:18,639 yes um it's in the from the vedic 3189 02:03:23,189 --> 02:03:21,599 tradition there are different world ages 3190 02:03:25,830 --> 02:03:23,199 that we go through 3191 02:03:28,790 --> 02:03:25,840 and they they say that right now we're 3192 02:03:30,870 --> 02:03:28,800 in the kali yuga which is a world age 3193 02:03:34,229 --> 02:03:30,880 that is coming to an end 3194 02:03:35,589 --> 02:03:34,239 and this world age is 3195 02:03:38,629 --> 02:03:35,599 it's kind of 3196 02:03:40,629 --> 02:03:38,639 it's rock bottom i mean we've hit bottom 3197 02:03:42,550 --> 02:03:40,639 we've forgotten who we are we don't know 3198 02:03:44,229 --> 02:03:42,560 how to live anymore we don't remember 3199 02:03:45,669 --> 02:03:44,239 our true powers 3200 02:03:48,310 --> 02:03:45,679 and 3201 02:03:50,310 --> 02:03:48,320 we've devolved we've devolved to this 3202 02:03:52,790 --> 02:03:50,320 spot where we're at right now 3203 02:03:55,109 --> 02:03:52,800 but we are swinging up out of the kali 3204 02:03:56,709 --> 02:03:55,119 yuga where you're going up into a brand 3205 02:03:58,870 --> 02:03:56,719 new world 3206 02:04:00,709 --> 02:03:58,880 and the great thing is that 3207 02:04:02,470 --> 02:04:00,719 we're not just 3208 02:04:04,390 --> 02:04:02,480 going back up into 3209 02:04:05,990 --> 02:04:04,400 the face that's next to the collar you 3210 02:04:07,270 --> 02:04:06,000 get we're going straight back up to the 3211 02:04:10,229 --> 02:04:07,280 top 3212 02:04:12,470 --> 02:04:10,239 we are we're going to a brand new world 3213 02:04:14,149 --> 02:04:12,480 and from what i hear from many different 3214 02:04:16,229 --> 02:04:14,159 spiritual teachers this has never 3215 02:04:19,350 --> 02:04:16,239 happened before in the history of 3216 02:04:22,870 --> 02:04:19,360 humanity and that's that's a long time 3217 02:04:25,910 --> 02:04:22,880 we're going to shift back up into being 3218 02:04:32,069 --> 02:04:29,030 forgetting who we are not in control of 3219 02:04:34,390 --> 02:04:32,079 you know our our our natural human 3220 02:04:35,910 --> 02:04:34,400 abilities that we're supposed to have 3221 02:04:38,790 --> 02:04:35,920 we're leaving this world and we're going 3222 02:04:40,310 --> 02:04:38,800 back up into being at the top again 3223 02:04:42,870 --> 02:04:40,320 we're going to know who we are we're 3224 02:04:43,830 --> 02:04:42,880 going to be able to manifest reality 3225 02:04:47,350 --> 02:04:43,840 and 3226 02:04:48,390 --> 02:04:47,360 enlightened beings living in a higher 3227 02:04:50,709 --> 02:04:48,400 dimension 3228 02:04:53,189 --> 02:04:50,719 i i know this is happening i'm totally 3229 02:04:55,750 --> 02:04:53,199 going in that direction and i see it 3230 02:04:56,790 --> 02:04:55,760 happening this awakening is occurring 3231 02:04:59,830 --> 02:04:56,800 occurring 3232 02:05:02,149 --> 02:04:59,840 we are leaving the kali yuga and we are 3233 02:05:04,629 --> 02:05:02,159 moving up into higher consciousness 3234 02:05:06,629 --> 02:05:04,639 yeah so that is part of the shift 3235 02:05:08,629 --> 02:05:06,639 all right yeah no because sometimes when 3236 02:05:11,030 --> 02:05:08,639 i don't know something i i can't tell if 3237 02:05:13,510 --> 02:05:11,040 uh people are just uh trying to pull one 3238 02:05:14,310 --> 02:05:13,520 over on me or if it's extra 3239 02:05:16,870 --> 02:05:14,320 yeah 3240 02:05:18,629 --> 02:05:16,880 so well bonnie again thank you very much 3241 02:05:21,109 --> 02:05:18,639 for doing this i appreciate it thank you 3242 02:05:23,510 --> 02:05:21,119 for your in-depth sharing and um you 3243 02:05:25,189 --> 02:05:23,520 know certainly people that you know find 3244 02:05:27,510 --> 02:05:25,199 this very interesting and want to know 3245 02:05:30,709 --> 02:05:27,520 more uh the more details the better 3246 02:05:34,709 --> 02:05:30,719 that's what i always find so um i don't 3247 02:05:38,950 --> 02:05:37,109 but uh so before we conclude uh i just 3248 02:05:41,270 --> 02:05:38,960 wanted to ask you if you could uh just 3249 02:05:42,870 --> 02:05:41,280 uh for those watching all of this is 3250 02:05:44,950 --> 02:05:42,880 going to be in the description actually 3251 02:05:46,709 --> 02:05:44,960 is in the description right now but 3252 02:05:48,950 --> 02:05:46,719 bunny i just would like you to just 3253 02:05:50,870 --> 02:05:48,960 leave your website any any other links 3254 02:05:52,310 --> 02:05:50,880 or information that you would like to 3255 02:05:53,350 --> 02:05:52,320 share 3256 02:05:55,910 --> 02:05:53,360 okay 3257 02:05:58,229 --> 02:05:55,920 well um my two books are journey with 3258 02:06:00,950 --> 02:05:58,239 the star people and the shift 3259 02:06:03,910 --> 02:06:00,960 you can find them at my website alien 3260 02:06:07,350 --> 02:06:03,920 abduction help dot com 3261 02:06:10,950 --> 02:06:07,360 and my other website is awaken video and 3262 02:06:12,550 --> 02:06:10,960 i run that with my husband john 3263 02:06:15,430 --> 02:06:12,560 great thank you for that 3264 02:06:17,750 --> 02:06:15,440 all right so everyone else watching i 3265 02:06:19,510 --> 02:06:17,760 hope you take advantage of checking out 3266 02:06:22,149 --> 02:06:19,520 the sites read up on all that 3267 02:06:24,069 --> 02:06:22,159 information because after all you come 3268 02:06:25,830 --> 02:06:24,079 here for the information at least i hope 3269 02:06:29,430 --> 02:06:25,840 and not just looking at this some kind 3270 02:06:31,350 --> 02:06:29,440 of entertainment value so but anyway um 3271 02:06:33,830 --> 02:06:31,360 check it out uh do you have any uh 3272 02:06:36,550 --> 02:06:33,840 contact ways so that people could uh 3273 02:06:39,189 --> 02:06:36,560 submit uh more questions if they didn't 3274 02:06:41,910 --> 02:06:39,199 get a chance tonight 3275 02:06:44,950 --> 02:06:41,920 yes well um at my website alien 3276 02:06:47,990 --> 02:06:44,960 abduction help i have a contact form 3277 02:06:49,709 --> 02:06:48,000 and my my email address is also on the 3278 02:06:51,350 --> 02:06:49,719 website or at 3279 02:06:52,790 --> 02:06:51,360 awakenvideo.org 3280 02:06:54,390 --> 02:06:52,800 great great 3281 02:06:57,910 --> 02:06:54,400 all right well 3282 02:06:59,830 --> 02:06:57,920 bonnie thank you everyone else watching 3283 02:07:02,629 --> 02:06:59,840 thank you and everyone else watching i 3284 02:07:05,589 --> 02:07:02,639 appreciate you all joining in um like 3285 02:07:07,430 --> 02:07:05,599 share this video i hope it goes um wild 3286 02:07:08,950 --> 02:07:07,440 and uh share it with anyone else that 3287 02:07:10,629 --> 02:07:08,960 would like to know more about this 3288 02:07:13,750 --> 02:07:10,639 information so 3289 02:07:15,589 --> 02:07:13,760 thank you again uh i'll i'll catch you 3290 02:07:17,669 --> 02:07:15,599 guys later not exactly sure when i'm 3291 02:07:19,910 --> 02:07:17,679 going to do the next interview because i 3292 02:07:22,950 --> 02:07:19,920 have some other things um lined up for